cuddlephan

Dan Howell has telekinesis - a power just like out of a comic book. Yet instead of protecting the universe as a brave superhero, he hides. He hides his power and himself, fearing nothing more than getting attached to somebody and dragging them down. Of course, Phil Lester, the new kid in school, just had to come waltzing in, destroying his entire view on nearly everything in the worst (and best) ways possible. Phil's like a drug, and boy, is Dan addicted.Warning: contains self harm, depression, boyxboy, references towards abuse, and other possible triggers or content you may not be comfortable with. you can message me in private for the specifics if you feel you need it and remember to stay safe.(Top: #89 in Fanfiction, #1 in Phan!)…

Rain_Enby

*TRIGGER WARNING*Dan Howell has been bullied for as long as he can remember. Phil Lester is the bully. Phil doesn't want to be a bully anymore but will Dan forgive him.Also this story is very cringe, I'm sorry haha and yes I'm aware it moves kinda fast but I want it like thatThis story is very bad, sorry 😂…

phandildanphil

**TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, ABUSE, etc***COMPLETED 10/12/16Dan walks into class one day with a black eye, a burst lip and bruises and cuts up his arm. What is he hiding from Phil?…

overthinkinglester

A young boy ( Phil Lester) suffers from depression. He meets dan and new boy at his school. Phil is so used to not having anyone care about him. Will dan change that?#18 in deep thinking…

llamalamp27

This story is inspired by the incredible fic, "When It Rains It Pours." Something unimaginably terrible happens to Dan while Phil is gone for the weekend, and Phil returns to find him wounded and terrified. Can Phil help Dan find the strength to recover? Or have their lives been shattered beyond repair?The cover art is from a Tumblr post, but I don't know who the artist is.…

Humble_Trash_Can

not like normal normal like notits all in your mindyour mind is all youve got…

Phantom_septiplier

**Trigger Warning**Eating DisordersSelf harmPossible suicide attempt"I love him." Dan cried out, sat at the edge of the roof. "One day, I'll jump." He said, as a tear dripped from his cheek falling the full 10 stories. "One day.." he whispered.…

xannie15x

This story contains selfharm and bullying brase yourself.(Also sorry if there are spelling mistakes)…

Daamna2022

I don't really know what I'm writing to be completely honest I just hope you like it. Be warned that this phanfiction involves self harm and self hatred and if any of those trigger you or you are sensitive to them please read with caution or don't read this at all because the last thing I want is for one of you beans to be hurt or offended by my writing. Love you and stay alive |-/ if you ever need to talk to I'm here. You can always message me. <333…

jennicaphantrash

You're favourite youtube stars, Dan and Phil, meet each other and decide to move in. Along the way is romance, tears and heartbreak. *NOTICE* Trigger Warning. If you struggle with anxiety, self harm or depression, please read with caution as your safety is more important than reads.…

EliseUnique73

(Okay, I know that this has been writing so many times over, but this is my version.)Addi is 14, an orphan and her only role models are Dan and Phil. She has a habit of self-harming. And a voice that makes her do things she doesn't want to do. Then she is adopted by her role models, and her life seems perfect, she's even made some friends. But it all turns dark when her friends have dark secrets of their own and Addi's voice returns. Can she get through this, or is it all coming to a drastic end?(This story will contain some harsher language and self-harm. You have been warned!)I also just want to say that this is the first story I ever completed and at the time it was hard and I was proud of my efforts, but now I hate it and cringe just thinking about it. I hadn't had a plan when writing and just went as I wished to. I won't unpublished this as a basic point to see how far I've come when writing other works, but this isn't something I've continued to be proud of. Get it a shot or don't, it's up to you because I wouldn't say this is awful and you should never read it, but there are better stories out there. Whatever, rant over xx…

Phanobsession

HI DISCONTINUED AND THIS STORY SUCKS BTWDan: HeyPhil: who's this? Dan: A potential boyfriend. ~~~~~~Warning possible smut. Warning self harm depression and suicidal thoughts. ~~~~A Dan and Phil fan-fiction.…

overthinkinglester

TRIGGER WARNINGdan Howell is very depressed. he is writing a letter to say his final thoughts and goodbyes. there will be a sequel.…

TheFairyThief

~~ CHAPTER ONE IS PRETTY HAPPY AND CAN BE READ AS A ONESHOT ~~Dan Howell lived in New York City when he was twelve. And at twelve years old, a giant cat he called Suki lived with him. But he wasn't sure if Suki was real because of two things.One, she was about six feet tall.And two, nobody but Dan could see her.Fast forward to the age of sixteen. Dan still thinks that maybe he's slightly crazy. He's also slightly annoyed, because Suki has escaped the house and is roaming wild through the streets of New York. He breaks out of his family's apartment to go searching for her, and meets a boy called Phil Lester; who can not only see Dan's cat, but has a cat of his own.They move in together as adults, and live a harmonious life. Dan thinks everything is perfect, but he doesn't know that Phil's mental health has taken a turn for the worse. Phil has begun cutting himself, the only release from the mental illness going on inside his head.-~-~-~-~-~-TRIGGER WARNING: talk of self-harm and actual self-harm from second chapter on. CHAPTER ONE CAN BE READ AS A STAND-ALONE.Also, I personally do not ship phan, so no phan in this story. :( Sorry.…

noathenerd

You met Dan in College and became close friends, even dropped out at the same time as him because of overwhelming stress, and your Depression and Anxiety. Your parents won't take you back in because they're abusive and always have been, so you have no where to go. That is until Dan saves you and takes you in. At his place you met Phil and instantly there's something about him that makes you fall in love. Phil and you bond immediately and he promises to help you through your depression and other problems, no matter how hard it may be.…

smuttytaelien

Jin is addicted to pain. And Namjoon is his only distraction. But even distractions lose their effect after a while.DISCLAIMER: I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 12!!…

peyton-tb

"and if my suicide fails, I'll see you tomorrow."trigger warning. please don't read if you are sensitive to self harm/suicide. please stay positive.…

phanisokay

Dan and Phil reveal their true feelings for each other but will their romance last? Follow Dan and Phil in this story full of unfortunate events and find out if they get their happy ending. [Contains: Selfharm / eating disorder / suicidal thoughts ]If you enjoyed this story, please vote, comment and follow me for more updates!*this story has a sequel: oh, Dan Find it on my profile :)…

HamilObsession

Slicing open your skin every night over something so small is completely and utterly stupid. But for Dan Howell, there isn't any other way to show that he's hurting inside, Sure, there's AmazingPhil whose presence enthrals him yet you can't cure hurt just from a couple of videos that last only a few minutes. But what if these two boys could see that they are almost the same, just on different ends of the scale.One is a YouTuber.One is a fan. Together maybe, just maybe, they can cure themselves. Instead of being broken, maybe they could both be fixed. WARNINGS! Cutting ViolenceSuch Phan.I WROTE THIS A VERY LONG TIME AGO! ITS CRAP AND AWFUL AND OVERUSED AND BE WARNED OF THIS!!!!!!! HONESTLY ITS BAD I CRINGE WHEN I READ IT BUT WHATEVER READ IT AND JUST CRINGE FOREVER…

PhanTrashEscape

AUDan and Phil are both 16 year old losers who have to sit through 6 hours of hell in secondary school every day, taking abuse mentally and physically from the school douchebags. Both of them are bi, but neither have came out, not even to each other.No smut, may be swearing and mentions of self-harm and abuse. Possible trigger, please stay away from this story if you are sensitive.…