An aqueous war waging within my mind,
The battle is slippery and leaves pieces of me in you.

My heart darkens to a shade I don't recognize,
curled up beneath the scorn of your bottomless blue eyes.

Knee deep in the memories of your demented soul,

one I shared my heart to, all I want to do is rip your throat out.
For your life to fall apart and your world to crumble but all you get to do is walk away.

While I suffer, drown in my tears.
I am in constant torment by the choices I make every day, I still won't do anything.

Because I will be better than you.
I was always better than you.