A little warning in this chapter, it can be sexualizing, if you don't like that, then skip the chapter, or skip the party part. I'll make some warnings when the party is beginning and ending, if you want to read the chapter, and not the party. Else enjoy!

Y/n's pov:

"You are looking beautiful Y/n! " says Devyn, she was doing my makeup and hair for the party.

I have told I didn't want to join, but she had insisted, "It's just a party Devyn" I moan. "But so many beautiful men's are coming, and it's time for you to get a boyfriend" I sigh, it's not the first time someone tells me to get a boyfriend.

"Okay, your ready now. Let me see you. Turn around" I do as Devyn says "beautiful! All the boys will fall for you" she says taking my hand "let's help Sam and Jake with the decorations! "

We storm down the stairs, and into the living room where Sam and Jake was decorating "you two look like you've just seen a ghost-" Sam stops

As I catch him looking at me, Devyn giggles silently, and Sam shakes his head "Anyway, can you two take the kitchen, and make some snacks? " he says, trying not to look at me.

"Sure Sammy, come on Devyn" I say, as I see Sam blush when I call him 'Sammy'.

"Devyn do you think we have enough snacks, and drinks? " I say looking at the table in the kitchen full of snacks and drinks "I'm sure we have else we can go out in the garage and find some more"

"Are you guys ready? " says Jake as he walks in the kitchen "me and Sam have just finished" "yeah we are ready, are the guest coming soon? " asks Devyn

"Yeah, they will be arriving in 10 minutes" "thanks Jake" I say walking out the Kitchen. "Guys! Come down! The guests are arriving" yells Sam, and soon after people come walking down the stairs.

"You guys look great! " I say, I look down when Colby and I get eye contact.

~~~~~Time skip~~~~~

( The party is beginning, if you want to skip, then do it now)

The party was going wild, everyone except a few was drunk. I was heading to the kitchen to get some snacks, I see some other people chilling there, and talking and having a great time.

I ate a bit, and as I was about to turn around and leave i feel hot breath on my neck, as I turn around I see Colby was pressing his body against mine.

The smell of alcohol, dancing around him, "C-colby... What are you doing? " I ask nervously. Looking in his eyes I see they was far away, Colby was really drunk, for sure. "Seeing to my baby" he smirks, "Colby you are drunk, just go back to the party, and have a great time"

I tried to get away, but with no luck. Colby layed his hands on mine, to keep me here "I can have a great time with you... Alone" he says closing in, my heart was beating fast, he lifts one of his hands and slowly takes it up and down my body.

I shiver, felling his hand going longer down my leg, "Colby... Just go back to the party" I whisper in a shaky voice, "why should I? When my party is right here" he whispers in my ear with his hot alcohol breath.

I tried to get out again, but with no luck, Colby leans more in, and closes the space between us, his soft lips touching mine, and his hand keeps going up and down my body. I could do nothing but just stand there in shock and let him kiss me.

I looked around to see if I could do anything. Then... I see Sam... He looked like he just got shot in the heart, looking at me and Colby, with tears in his eyes.

At that moment my life stopped, seeing Sam hurt was the worst pain I could ever imagine. And it was my fault.

He then ran out in the garage, and I knew I had to get away. Colby loosened his grip on me -still focusing on me- and I took the change to get away, I ran up the stairs and into my room. I slam the door behind me, and letting the tears fall down my cheeks.

After some time, when I had calmed more down, I began packing my stuff. I called Alice to ask if I could come to hers. She had said yes, and asked what happened, but I hadn't told her. I had brought enough trouble here, and didn't want to make more.

I layed the apology letter on my bed, I had made one to each of the people in the house. When I was about to leave my room Sam opens the door, "what are you doing? " he asked, with a bit shaky voice, I could see he had cried.

"I am so so sorry Sam. I should have never come here, I have only made trouble. I have hurted you, I have hurted all who lives in this house. And I can't keep living here, if I keep hurting you guys. "

I look down, I loved them all, I really did. But if I hurted one more, I did not know how I would take it. Sam placed a finger under my chin, and lifted my head up. "Don't leave... Please" he sounded desperate.

"I can't... You've got to understand" I walked past him but only to stop up. I turned around, facing Sam. I kissed his forehead and walked fast down the stairs, the party was still going, but more calmly. I was lucky not to get so many looks.

When I got outside Alice was waiting for me in her car. I opened the passenger door, and took my bags in there, I then sat in and closed the door.

"Will you explain to me now? " she asked, looking at me "not now Alice, I'm sorry maybe tomorrow" she didn't say anything more, and we drove to her house.