¤ Chapter 5: Feelings I've never had ¤

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Bumblebee's Pov during the mission.

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I watched as she intered the apartment complex, her hair flowing in the wind, her hands curling, and uncurling into fists.

I worried about her at the same time, wishing to be in my holoform to help her, but Optimus said that she needed to do this on her own.

My thoughts were intrupted by Skids, as I thought about her, she could never leave my mind. 

"Seems like someone is quite." Skids said to me, teasingly. 

"Just thinking." I told him blankly, staring at the apartment complex, waiting for her to come out.

I hear the bot's chuckle, making me whir in annyoince.

"What?!" I asked them, annoyed, Vic leaving my thoughts, as they grasped my attention.

"So how much do you like her?" Skids blurted out, teasingly.

"Well......Wait WHAT?!" I asked him, in disbelief, I can't believe I almost answered that.

"Aww, someone's in love." Wheeljack said to me, teasingly.

I was getting hotter and hotter by the second.

"Na she'll probably like me better." Skids challenged me, making me get angry.

That's it!

"No she won't! Why would she likes someone who fights with his brother all the time!" I blurted out, in anger.

"Hey don't bring me into this." Mudflap says to me, defensively.

"We'll you did say she has a little brother so maybe she will." Skids said to me, in a snappy manner.

I transformed into my cybertronian self. I grabbed Skids, in his alt mode and threw him against the building right beside the one Vic went in.

"Ow! That hurt! Maybe if you just tell us how much you like her we wouldn't have to say stuff that makes you mad." Skids says getting up, crossing his arms.

Optimas was still looking at the building waiting for Vic to come out, why isn't he stopping this.

"Can we please stop talking about this? She probably doesn't like me that way anyways" I said to them, transforming back into my alt mode.

"How do you know? She might." Ironhide buts in suprising me.

Ironhide was my care taker, because I was so young, he taught me how to survive when I was young till I grew up, so we're close, just like Optimus and I are.

"She probably does since she's comfortable around you." Wheeljack says to me, in couraging me.

I look at the building, waiting for her to come out. 

Come on Vic. I know you can do it.

"So did you know she was being picked on?" Ironhide asks me, worried about her.

"No, she said she was for two years, it stopped when I came." I said to them, worried about her, I wanted to hold her and say everything is going to be okay, but I couldn't find the courage to, which I regretted.

"Did she tell you who it was? Because if she did I say we teach them a lesson." Wheeljack said to me, with a growl, he obviously wanted to kill them.  

"Let her do it herself." Prowl says to us, annoyed.

"I swear Prowl. I might take Victoria's advice about shoving a granade down your throat." Ironhide says to him, speaking for me, I bet he could sense my anger.

Prowl stayed quiet, obviously bored, or angry at us for talking to him that way.

I suddenly see Vic run out of the building, her flying through the air after the building explodes behind her, making her fly through the air, crashing down on a tree on impact.

She kicks the tree in pain, I guess the token entered her hand, since she was in pain, the first token should make be where she can't get hurt that way, but it always hurt me to see her in pain.

We rolled up in front of her, I rolled up behind everyone, a little shy from the coverstation me and the bot's had.

"Did you shove a granade down it's throat?" Prowl asked her, with an annoyed tone.

"No we played catch instead." She said with a lopsided grin.

Her smile made me feel warm inside, my spark started to beat faster, I couldn't help it when I was around her.

We hear humans coming, sirens, filled my auto receptors, as she gets into Optimas, we head to our next location.

I tuned the bot's out when they tried to talk to me about me and Vic, saying that we would make a amazing couple and everything. 

~/\~/\~/\~/\~/\~/\~

We loaded into a airplane museum parking lot, the last location for Vic to get the tokens. I watched through the review mirror, as Vic got out of Optimus' alt mode.

Her hair was messy, I always found her skin color and  hair was beautiful. It reminded me of when we first came on this planet.

The first time I saw a tree it's bark was a nice sade of brown, Vic's skin is just lighter with dark brown hair.

She starts towards the museum, I could tell she was nervous, by the way her shoulder blades tensed slightly. 

"Aren't you going to wish your girlfriend good luck?" Skids asked me, teasingly.

If we weren't around humans I would have punched him so hard ratchet would make make me help him fix him, I'm so mad that he said that in front of her. 

Vic turn around face flushed blue from energon.

"W-wh-what was that?" She asked Skids, looking at the ground.

"Nothing just go inside." I said quickly nudging her with my alt mode, telling her to go.

"Okay okay, make not to talk, there are families around." She says to us, after confirmation from Ironhide, then heads towards the entrance.
I see a boy our age open the door for her.

Wait WHAT?!

I hear Skids laughing.

"Looks like someone else likes her." Skids teased, laughing.

"SHUT UP! She doesn't like him." I said a little jealous, I blew my horn out of anger, causing Vic to look at me while the boy walked inside.

"BUMBLEBEE, STOP!" I hear her yell through the com link.

"Sorry." I muttered the apology, through the com link.

She walks in the airplane museum, without another word through the com link.

"Alright mister jealous." Ironhide chuckling, at what I did.

"I'M NOT JEALOUS!!" I said to them, even though it was obvious I was.

I wanted Optimas to tell them to leave me alone, and to leave me be. 

We see airplanes land into the parking lot, I hear growls come from the bot's, looks like we've got company. 

Cons.

Hurry up Vic. We've got to go.

"On your call Optimas." Ironhide said to Optimus, a waiting his order.

"Hmm, it seems that Megatron wants Victoria on their side. He wants her alive." Optimas sated, to us.

It sent sivers through me.

There's no way I'm letting anything happen to her.

Over my dead body.

If they think they can take my flower they are sadly mistaken.

The Cons transformed, they took out their guns ready to blast us, the guns alarmed the humans as the ran looking for cover.

"Optimas?" Ratchet said, it was more of a question, waiting for his command. 

At the exact moment he said that the museum exploded on the right side of it, the inporiom.

I see humans running out avoiding the Cons, picking up their children and running for their lives. 

"Now." Optimas said transforming. We all transformed, along with him, blasters ready, aiming at the Cons.

"Into the forest away from the humans!" Optimas ordered, running to the forest away from the airplane museum. 

I wanted to argue, but orders are orders, I didn't want leave Vic, I had a bad feeling that if I leave her alone something bad will happen to her.

We ran into the woods with the Cons on our tails.

Vic, please be safe.

A con jumps on me, we both went tumbling down the hill, I hit soiled ground,looking up, I see a con I would love to kill.

Stinger.

I'm really not in the mood to handle him right now, the only thing we have in common is that were the same age, and that sends everybot over the edge.

"I see you haven't changed a bit, Bumblebee." Stinger said with a smirk, taking out his gun, as I did mine. 

I scowled at him under my helmet, as we circled eachother, blasters aimed, waiting for one of us to slip up.

"Don't worry about the chosen one, she'll be in safe hands. She's a beautiful human, I'll tell you that. When Megatron sent us to get her we weren't expecting such a beautie." Stinger said, smiling mischievously.

No.

He won't touch her or even put on digit on her little head.

I puch Stinger in the jaw, he falls back trying to regain his balance, I took the advantage to kick him down, shooting him twice in the chaises.

He transforms into his alt mode driving at me, I grabbed him and trew him into a tree, shooting him again.

This time he drives away, driving towards me, as I shot at him, as he fades away in the distance.

I ran to look for the others, I ran from behind a tree onto a clearing, seeing Optimus and Megatron.

I shoot at Megatron hitting him twice in the arm, he transforms into a airplane, retreating, flying away.

Optimas nods aprovingly at me, as Ratchet, comes into view. 

"We should find the others." Ratchet said, to us, as Optimas nods in response.

We find the others arguing ,while Prowl has something in his servo, cradling gently against his chaises, as the twins freak out about something.

"What's going on here." Ratchet said getting their attention.

They froze looking at me, Prowl puts his hand behind his back, the twins look like they've seen primus come from the dead, Ironhide and Wheeljack try to stay calm, but there's worry, and fear in their optics. 

Okay now I'm really curious.

Wait.

"Where's Vic?" I asked them, worried about her. 

Horror spreads across their faceplates, I look on the ground, expecting for her to come out from behind their legs, but she's not there.

I look up at them again, worry, spreading across my faceplate, as I thought something might have happened to her while we were fighting off the Cons. 

We hear a groan then a cough come from Prowl, he looked behind him, at his servo that was behind his back.

"Just don't freak out!" Skids said to me, freaking out.

Optimas goes to Prowl gesturing towards his hand behind his back. Prowl sighs and shows him whatever is in his sevo.

Optimus, was in front of Prowl, blocking whatever was in his servo, out of my view, as Optimus shook his head.

"Why didn't you go to nest?" Optimus asked, them.

"We were waiting for your order." Ironhide says, looking at the grass ground. 

"We don't think bumblebee should see this." Wheeljack said sadly, looking up at me.

I shouldn't see what?

I just want to know where Vic is.

Optimas takes whatever is in Prowls servo, and gently place it in his, before transforming, driving off towards nest.

We transform and do the same.

Where is she? My heart aches like I'm missing something. Her smile, laugh, voice. I want to see her.

"Why are we leaving her?" I asked them, growing impatient.

All the bot's sucked in a breath, staring arguing all at once. 

"You tell him." Skids said to Mudflap.

"No, you tell him. You know who  should tell him, Ironhide." Mudflap said, making me grow curious. 

"No, I'm not telling him. Wheeljack should." Ironhide said to Wheeljack, making me scowl.

"No you-"

"Fine I'll tell him!" Prowl said annoyed, he took in a deep breath, letting it out, before speaking. 

"Bumblebee, Victoria saved my life so I'll tell you what's going on. Vic is so inured that she is suffering from blood loss." Prowl said sadly to me, making me swirve into another lane.

My spark stopped.

She's...what.

I couldn't help it, but wished I could change everything.

Wished that I was there helping her during the mission,but I did what Optimas told me to do.

I remember what Vic said.

You can't change the past ,but you can focus on the future, Her voice echoed in my head.

I hadn't realized that the bot's we're still talking to me.

"You okay?" Ironhide asks me, gently, like the care taker he was. 

"I will be when we get her some help." I told him, trying to remain calm.

~/\~/\~/\~/\~/\~

When we get to nest my spark broke when I saw Vic, making my optics widened.

She was looking pale, blood on her shirt from a big bloodied wound, her hair soaked in most of the blood.

I saw that she got the tokens, but it didn't make me feel any better that she accomplished the mission.

They took her in, as Ratchet followed, talking to the doctors and nurses, in his holoform.

I started to follow to until a servo falls on my shoulder plate, making me stop in my place, staring off to where they took her in.

"Don't worry, she'll be okay." Optimus assured me, making me have some hope.

I noded, transforming into a car, driving to the roof of nest.

I looked up at the sky, her pale, beautiful, face never leaving my mind.

Her smile that makes me want to kiss her, I've never felt this way before, not even near a feme, but this female, might have won my spark.

Primus help me.

What is this feeling I have for her, it's nice and loving.

I see a bee fly by, my optics followed, as it lands on a flower and sits there, collecting the pollen from it. 

'Some feelings that people have for each other is love. The one who tells the other that they love them has known for a long time about how they've felt,' Vic's voice echoes in my head.

Vic, my flower,my everything, I can't believe if took me this long to relised that I love you.

I shake my helm and look at the sky again now filled with stars, I could feel my optics watering, as I blinked them away, not wanting to do what humans call cry.

I've always wanted to see the stars with Vic, but I stayed in my place, I now regret staying in place, I intend to change that.

I hear someone coming, as turned my helm to find Optimus, he stands beside me, looking at the night sky, along with me.

"I've gotten news from Ratchet, she's going to be okay. Most of her blood has been replaced with energon, it seems that she was going to need it either way." Optimas explained, placing a servo on my shoulder plate. 

I let out a sigh of relief, a smile forming on my lips.

She's okay. Thank the primes.

"She'll be 'different' when she recovers, she'll need a friend, and someone who understands her, I assume you'll be that friend?" He asks me, crossing his arms, staring at the sky still.

"Of course, I would do anything for her." I said to him, realizing what I just said.

"So how much do you feel for her?" Optimas asked teasingly, I'm suprised since primes don't show that many emotions.

Not you too. Alright fine.

"I've fallen for the chosen one and it's not just a crush." I told him, venting out hot air, signaling that a was blushing. 

"Ah, it seems you've fallen in love with Victoria." Optimas stated, nodding. 

I nod my head looking at the flower and the bee, dreaming as me and Vic, together.

"We'll I'll see if you can see her, when you come back inside, the bot's want to talk to you." Optimas said walking away.

"Thank you Optimas." I said to him, as he walks away, his ped steps, fading away.

Vic my flower you're my everything.

I love you.

I'm now feeling feelings that I've never had.

I'm gonna wait till you're ready, my spark only belongs to you.

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