Tate's pov

I woke up at 12 o'clock (aka midnight). I wasnt bothered to try to sleep and then all if my memories from a few hours ago hit me like a wall. How i got kicked out if the pack, how he made out with a girl. I silently cried, then all i heard was quiet moaning and bed creaking. I could just make out the sent and of course it was, the slut and liam.

I felt my heart ach and my wolf was so nearly dead, just a few more days then my wolf would be dead and i would be alone for good.

I whimpered then walked down to the dinnibg room and just sat at one of the chairs spinning a knife around on the table.

Why does the moon goddess hate me so much. What did i do for her to hate me. The only one who cares about me is aaron and i don't want him to, i want him to have a happy life with his mate and not worry about me.

Liam says he doesnt want bullys in his pack and since he has been back i haven't done anything to anyone (apart from when he first came) and yet he is still kicking me out. He is so annoying but I guess i deserve it.

I was sitting out here for what seemed like forever, then liam came down and saw me at the table. "Hey tate" he huffed.

"Have a nice hookup" i asked emotionless and he smiled more

"Yes i did"

With that he grabed nt ahoulders and pulled me to my feet. "What are you do" i got cut off my liam kissing me. I hesitated but kissed back melting into him.

He pulled back and walked away. I had a little bit of hope. I sat there and wauted till everyone came into the dinning room like 6 hours later. I looked towards laim with a bit of a smile but he glared and me and turned towards the slut and kissed her deeply and passionately.

I felt the littke hope i had get ripped away and only a bit of my heart left. I sunk into me seat and a bit passed and i looked towars laim and he was smiling while the slut whispered ibto his ear.

I got up and went to the bathroom and washed my face. I looked in the mirror and saw i had no emotion on my face not even depression.

I walked back to the table and sat down. After a but liam stood up and cleared his throught and everyone went quiet and looked at him.

"I have an announcement, i found my mate, and she's pregnant" he said cheerfully and i felt my heart break wven nore than it was. Anything that i felt is now gone.

"Isn't tate your mate" someone asked and he shook his head

"No, it was just an act i have no feeling for him, never have never will" my heart is officially broken and my wolf is gone 'b-bye tate, love you' he whimpered then disappeared. I felt tears well up in my eye

I stood up and walked out of the room and walked to my room grabbing a blazer and slit my wrist again, and again, and again. Deeper every time, then let my arms bleed out. I Sobed silently letting the dark in.

all I Could hear was the stupid beeping noise. I slowly opened my eyes. I looked around and saw liam. I shot up and he ran over to me.

"You ok" liam asked. I nodded confused "i need my mate for strength and for my wolf" he said quickly.

"We can be mates" i asked confused and he nodded

"In secrect, i marry my girlfriend and make her luna and have kids while you do whatever you want and we are like best friends but more and no one knows about it" he happily suggested and i looked at him shocked. I shuffeled away from him

"Y-you just want to u-use me for your own goods, so your wolf doesn't die, you dont even care about me" i said in horror and he nodded "YOU SON OF A BITCH MY WOLF IS DEAD ALREADY I HAVE NOTHING LIVE FOR WHY DID YOU SAVE ME" i screamed and he glared at me

"You disrespectful bitch, you get to be with me and you say no" he seethed out. I walked over to him and punched him in the face and guts then ran to the kitchen and grabbed a knife, going to my room.

I clenched the knife and stabbed it into my chest repeatedly "FUCK YOU LIAM FUCK THIS WHOLE WORLD" i screamed as loud as i could then stabbed to knife into my heart. "YOU HYPOCRITICAL ASSHOLE" i seethed.

I saw nothing but blackness. I wondered around until i saw something. I tan towards it and saw a man dressed in black but had a white glow around him.

"Hello tate, im death and your dead. So just follow me and you will get prepared and stuff then put into another body next year, probably" they man named death informed. I nodded and followed him to a boat and we went into the darkness......

I hope liam suffers, that hypocritical dick.........

END OF STORYYYYY

I'm currently writing the second part to this story, sorry it took so long.

I just read over this story and fuck is it cringe.