"Ahhhh. Is this the end of me? But I still have so many things I want to do in my life." 

flash back memories

"This is when I tried to confess my love to my first crush who is also my childhood friend but saw him confessing to my best friend Nathalie instead..."

"Looking at them really hurts because I saw myself as a third wheel in front of them and tries to hold back my emotions..."

"When I cried for some certain reasons like losing on the drawing contest I really put great effort with. I cried secretly so that my brother would not find and when he does find out he would tease me for sure with his ridiculous jokes but I know he just wanted me to smile and not worry a thing"

"This memory is when I studied really hard to impress my family with my grades and prevent my relatives in comparing me with my best friend who is also the top student and a beauty in our class. "

Despite my loss in love I still have a loving family and a God I'm thankful for...

A happy day we're my brother graduated to collage.

I also dreamt to graduate and live my life to the fullest.

Having a good time together with my best friend Nathalie before the incident occur.

But today I have experience death and now remembers all things I could possibly remember.

I'm Ray Maharlika, 14 years old and living in the Philippines; in short, I'm Asian. Living together with a loving family with a fear of God valuing guests and good morale. Right now I'm on the verge of death, hit by a lightning.

" Are you kidding me!? This is one of the worst death I've ever heard!!"

This unfortunate incident should have been received by my best friend if only I had not moved several inches away from her for a split second. Now I saw her crying her eyes out with tears overflowing like floods, and she kept calling for help but I could not speak because of the pain.

Even her crying face is cute...

" Please help! Please help us!!! Over here! Someone help us!"

The stranger came by and saw us in trouble.

"Dear, what's the problem!?"

"My friend is struck by the lightni...!!!"

"Huh?" "I could not hear her anymore, Is this the end?" "Ugh!" "Stop closing eyes!!!" "Oh God, I still don't know if I am even worthy of your kingdom right now, but if this is my fate, then I shall accept it now..." "Good bye, Princess, my best friend; good bye, my first crush; good bye, my future; and good bye, my dearest family..."

(closing her eyes)

To be continue~