Hey so I like BNHA it's a pretty cool show. Bakugo and Kirishima are my babes so I thought I'd do a story about my angry boi. I figured I'd do female reader too since I ship kiribaku. Having another male there just feels weird to me since I think kirishima and bakugo fit so well together.

Also I've been spelling Bakugo with a u (Bakugou) for some reason, which google says is wrong. Idk why I had that weird habit but now I have to go thru 7 Friggin chapters and change them all -_- luckily u mostly call him Kacchan or a nickname so.

Ehh yeah.

Your hair color is silvery blue BECAUSE OF YOUR QUIRK and eye color is that grey BECAUSE OF YOUR DAD. You have some form of bangs. You're shorter than Bakugo.

Pretend, don't comment you're changing it. You can change it in your head and I encourage you to.

YOU ARE NOT A RACE/ETHNICITY THAT IS NOT YOUR OWN. YOUR FATHER IS JAPANESE AND YOUR MOTHER WAS ADOPTED IN JAPAN BUT NOT OF THAT RACE. SHE IS WHATEVER YOU ARE. SHE HAS A JAPANESE NAME BUT IS NOT OF JAPANESE DESCENT. THEREFORE YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE.

Enjoy~

(Y/n)'s POV

"What should we name her?"

"(Y/n)."

"Where'd you get that from?"

"Just thought it'd sound nice." My mom, Mizuko, eyed my father, Yoru, for a moment.

"It is quite nice. (Y/n) it is."

~~~

"Step! Come to me!" I glanced between the two figures, waddling towards the soft looking female, collapsing into her arms. "Yay! Good job baby! That's mama's girl."

"She always goes for you," Yoru said, his face hardening.

"Babies always attach themselves more to the mother at first," Mizuko said, cooing at me as I curled up in her hold.

"Hmm."

~~~

"Where's mama?" I asked, feeling gently hands push me on the swing.

"I'm here," my dad said and I gripped the chains of the swing carefully, feeling his hand slip and push me a little farther than I wanted. "Sorry honey. Mom is fighting crime and I'm here with you! You don't need her."

"I want off." He scooped me off, taking my hand as I waddled beside him. His cell phone rang and I stopped, observing a particularly low tree branch. It was still way too high up for me to reach.

"What?"

"I'll be right there." He hung up abruptly and scooped me up, making a dash for the car. "Come on baby."

"No! I want mama!" His grip tightened around me as I squirmed.

"Mama is a little hurt right now, we're going to see her."

"Mama?" He quickly strapped me into the back seat, starting up the car. I felt my chin quiver and my eyes starting to water, wiping grimy hands across my eyes. My father reached a hand back, offering it up for me to hold, but I refused and sniffled. He frowned, staring at me in the rear view mirror as his hand returned to the wheel.

~~~

"You can't leave now!"

"You just don't understand Mizuko."

"Your daughter! You can't leave her."

"I just can't take care of you both. With your battle injury and the child not taking to me. I can't. I've got other things calling me right now." He roughly shoved her away and she winced.

Mizuko watched him go and glanced at me through my cracked door, asleep and oblivious in my bed. She let out a heavy sigh, her eyes watering as she pushed open my door, sinking gently next to me as to not wake me. She pressed a shaky kiss to my forehead.

"I'm so sorry."

~~~

My mother flickered on the TV, scooping up my toys and dumping them in a bin for me to all take out later and make another mess. For now, I was entranced by the television on such a rainy day. My mother had put on a hero documentary and I watched in awe as All Might fought along side many other heroes, one of which being my own mother.

"Mama! Can you show me again?" I called and she glanced up from the table. I gave her soft puppy dog eyes and she almost immediately caved, holding out a hand gingerly. After being severally injured in battle she had retire, a battle she fought before I had turned 3. She was covered in small cuts and bruised from what she said was battle and she would shake slightly sometimes from the illness, but she was the strongest person I knew. I watched in awe as water sprayed in a small fountain from her palm. "I want powers just like you!! I wanna be a hero!"

"I believe in you my little raindrop. You'll be an even better hero than I was."

~~~

"Mama where's dad?" I asked, my mother setting a plate in front of me.

"Let's not talk about that now raindrop."

"Why isn't he a hero like you?"

"Eat honey, I'll answer your questions later." I stared down at my plate and sighed, ultimately getting distracted and forgetting. I ate my food, leaving my mother to let out a sigh of relief and stare at her worn palms.

~~~

I glanced up from my turn on the swing to see a circle forming, a small cluster of kids amassed in the middle of the playground. I glanced to see there was in fact no monitor to see and shoved my way though the circle so I could see.

A boy with crimson eyes burning with rage held his hand up in a claw at another boy. The smaller boy was donned in freckles and a terrified expression. I knew them before, Bakugo and Deku, or rather Midoryia if people didn't use his mean nickname.

"Quit annoying me Deku! You're just a quirkless freak!" Kacchan called. I felt a sudden urge, my feet carrying me before my brain could react. I stood in a protective stance in front of the wilting boy, locking eyes with the spiky haired kid.

"LEAVE HIM ALONE KACCHAN!" His nickname slipped from my lips before I could stop it, my heels dug tightly into the playground mulch.

"GET OUT OF MY WAY LOSER!"

I braced myself in front of Midoryia. I held out my arms which I could already tell were shaking from the adrenaline.

"He didn't do anything to you! You're just a bully!" 

I suddenly felt firecrackers ripple through my forearms and I yelped and stumbled backwards.

"Freak! Why are you even protecting a quirkless loser?!" Kacchan called.

"Quirkless or not, he's still better than you!"

"You should look up to me not him!"

"I'd never!" I called back and he scowled, walking away. I winced, looking at the skin of my arms bubbling up from the sparks Bakugo sent my way. I would not cry.

"Are you okay?" I asked, gripping my arms. I turned at the freckled boy at my feet who stared at me in awe. "Midoryia?"

"Oh, yeah. What about your arms?" He asked.

"Oh, well maybe your mom or dad could help? My house is too far away," you said sheepishly, glancing around at the kids that had gathered to watch the show on the playground.

"Yeah!" He scrambled to his feet and you followed him through the mass and across the playground to the exit. "What's your name?"

"(Y/n)," I murmured.

"Thanks so much (y/n)! That was awesome! You can call me Izuku! You'd totally make a great hero someday, you didn't even cry when Kacchan attacked you! I'd love to attend UA with you. At least...if I had a quirk," he rambled. He didn't seem the least bit shook up anymore about the attack. How long had this been going on already? Kids just started getting quirks.

"You know, I think you'd be able to be a hero even without a quirk," I said and he grinned at me. "I haven't even gotten mine yet."

"Really?!" He asked and I nodded. It was strange walking next to a boy who got up so quickly after an attack. It was almost like he had only approached me on the swings, not gotten attacked.

"It's a gut thing. I'm sure you've got it too."

"Not compared to you! You're awesome! I'm putting you in my hero notebook when my mom picks one up!" I grinned back at him, suddenly wincing at the pain in my arms. "Right!! Come on up!"

~~~

"Why have I never seen you cry? You didn't even cry when Kacchan burnt you," Izuku said. I glanced at my bandaged arms.

"All Might always smiles to let people know everything will be alright. I want to make sure people always feel like everything will be alright." I held out one of Izuku's All Might figurines to him. 'Everything will be alright' was something that had been in my head ever since I could remember and I had put All Might as the reason for it, my mother too for teaching me what it meant to be a hero. Though I had really just stuck with the saying for many years I didn't actually know where it came from. He took it from my hand and I smiled at him. "Have no fear! For I am here!" I called and he laughed, running after me.

"Let's play heroes! I'll be All Might and you can be Cascade!" He said, draping a blue blanket over me. I jumped at the chance to be my mom. Izuku had before asked if I had ever met All Might on account of my mom, but I hadn't though it was something I'd always wanted to do.

"Help me! Heroes please!" Izuku's mom called out and I giggled, running beside Izuku.

"I am here!" Izuku called and I held out my hands, pretending to shoot water when actual droplets sprayed to wet the blanket Inko was beneath. She glanced up and I stared at my hands in awe.

"Sorry," I said sheepishly, noticing the wet mess I had made.

"Woah."

~~~

"Mom I'm home!" I called. I received no answer. I wandered into the kitchen, seeing a note left on the table.

'Gone for groceries. Be back soon.'

I sighed and opened the fridge, confirming that we indeed did need groceries. I plopped in a kitchen chair. Kacchan had yet again picked a fight and I couldn't help sticking up for myself this time. He was rude and obnoxious, and I clearly knew the things he were saying were just mean spirited. It still hurt nonetheless. I ran a hand over my healed arms. There were still a couple patches of discolored skin that would go away with more time, though it had happened 2 years ago, when we were 5. I was surprised they wouldn't scar, but the doctors assured me the burns would heal and the discoloration would fade in years time. The door opened and my mother struggled inside. I ran to take the bags from her and she let out a cough.

"You okay mom?"

"Yes I'm alright dea—" she let out another cough and I set the bags on the counter. She gripped the wall and I rushed to her side. "Honey call the doctor."

~~~

"Hey sweetheart! I'm going to be looking after you for a while. Your mom used up her quirk too much being a wonderful hero, so she has to spend a while in care okay?" I glanced at my aunt, Ai, and nodded.

So now not just my father had left me but my mother too had left me. I couldn't remember my father in the slightest and I didn't want to anymore. He ditched us when I was only 3 after my mom got injured. All I knew was he possessed a molecule manipulation quirk. With my mother's water quirk and his I was quite determined to become a hero like she had once been. I was better suited with the combination of quirks than my mother with just the one. I could manipulate the water around me and create it. I often found myself weak to quirk exhaustion early on, but I just trained harder.

I'll be the hero my mom didn't get to continue to be.

~~~

"(Y/n) I'm so sorry," Izuku murmured. He placed a hand on my back and I could tell he was trying his hardest. I already felt some comfort in Izuku because both of our fathers weren't present, but now I didn't have my mother too whereas he had his. We were only 9 years old and I was still having doubts about continuing to visit my mom in the hospital. I had held back on telling him I hadn't seen her in weeks.

"I don't know what to do," I said solemnly.

"That's okay. Why don't we just watch All Might on TV?" I sniffles and nodded. I had been falling into a depression at such an early age I had matured way too fast, much faster than Izuku had. Izuku flicked on the TV and a hero documentary flickered on. Instead of All Might it was my mother.

Don't cry.

I let a tear drip down my cheek and Izuku panicked seeing me break down for the first time in front of him, trying to switch the channel.

How was everything going to be alright?

~~~

I found myself soaked in the pouring rain, on my way home from school. My socks squished within my shoes and I couldn't bother to push the water away with my quirk. What was the point?

"Oi slip and slide. What the hell are you doing? It's pouring!" I just kept walking, muttering quietly to myself. "Hey I'm talking to you loser!"

Kacchan stood tall in front of me, carrying an umbrella I knew he wouldn't offer to share.

"Please move."

"What are you going to do? Cry?" He mocked and I felt a burning hot feeling bubble up in my stomach. He stared mainly at the burn streaks almost gone from my arms.

"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I shot a heavy stream of water at him and he stumbled back.

"WHAT THE HELL YOU WATER FREAK?! DO YOU WANT TO DIE?!"

I won't cry.

I ran instead, taking off through the slick streets all the way home, knowing I would find it empty.

~~~

I spun my pencil around my fingers while listening to Izuku ramble. I spent a lot of time in his house rather than my own. My aunt was wonderful, but was working all the time and I hated to be alone for too long. He gestured to his notebook which was full already. I had been his first page in his first hero notebook, just like he promised. That was back in elementary so the writing was messy and the picture of me was young, but I loved it nonetheless.

"So?"

"Great?"

"Were you even listening?"

"Uhhh, no sorry," I said. He shrugged it off.

"Something on your mind?" He asked. The poor boy was still quirkless and he wouldn't have one anytime soon. I felt really bad for him, though he seemed rather upbeat most of the time, something I found hard to achieve. Though, that wasn't exactly what I had been thinking about.

"I got placed next to ash for brains in Science," I said, absentmindedly rubbing my forearms which were finally returned to normal.

"Oh no," he murmured.

"Exactly. Which means we're lab partners. He might be smart, but he's a jerk who hates my guts for some reason."

"Well, you stood up for me...and I'm quirkless," he said.

"He's just an ass," I replied, crawling across the bed to seat myself next to him, placing my head on his shoulder. "Tell me again?"

"O-Okay," he said, blushing. I settled against him, but the horrible thing still in the back of my mind was the fact I couldn't feel it. I couldn't feel anything.

~~~

"Leave me alone Kacchan."

"Loser."

"Why can't you just go?"

"Shut up slip and slide." I stared blankly at the terrible nickname I had earned, just because I had a water quirk. It wasn't the usual 'shitty bangs' seeing as my silvery blue hair was cut into bangs. The rest was silky smooth, like water, and ran to my shoulders. My eyes were a cool gray, unlike my mother's blue ones. Must've been from my dad.

Kacchan and I were practically complete opposites. He was explosive, loud, and fiery, like his quirk. I was cool and calm, but powerful, like water. Unfortunately the two powerful forces of nature clashed and I often found myself pitted against him. At least I used to be.

"Real clever." I made my attempt at that spark, but it just died out in my stomach. I had visited my mother by force of my aunt and I couldn't bear to come near her. I missed her dearly and I felt so alone, but something was keeping me from her. Something was keeping me awake at night.

He grabbed my binder and I glanced hard at my desk.

"Give it back." I was trying to keep my voice from wavering.

"Hah, too late," he said and I watched him singe all my notes, tossing the binder to the floor. "Do us all a favor and just give up. No one needs you around anyways." He laughed and walked away. I tucked the burnt pages in my backpack wondering if I should take his advice. I was already 12 and my mother wasn't getting better. I was holding my aunt back so she could watch me. Izuku could protect himself after school ended because Kacchan would be gone.

Might as well.

~~~

My heart was heavy and I couldn't get my mind off the dark spots of my brain. I stood with heavy feet on the train floor, letting the force of the train shift me around.

The hospital was mostly empty when I arrived and I hadn't been in 2 weeks. 'Busy with school' that's what I would say. I had turned 13 just a few days ago soon after Kacchan had, but I hadn't celebrated. Izuku came over for a while, but I didn't want cake or presents or anything. I knew I had to visit my mom though I was avoiding it. I opened the door and my mother turned around. My eyes widened to see her standing.

She was standing.

"Oh (y/n) dear it's so good to see you. Busy with your studies I presume," she said. I didn't say anything, but approached with glossy eyes. I took her in a gentle hug. "What's wrong raindrop?" She held me against her frail body and I cried. "Don't cry. It'll be alright."

~~~

"What's going on?" I asked Izuku, placing a hand on his arm. He had been acting strangely lately now that entrance exams for UA were coming up. He had encouraged me to try and win a spot in class 1-A without him, though I felt terribly about it.

"A—A sludge villain has someone." I glanced over the crowd, expecting All Might to arrive, and saw a large blob towering over everyone in the alleyway. None of the other pro heroes could help. Izuku had his hand gripped tightly over his mouth, his eyes watering. What was going on with him? I noticed someone struggling against the villain and my eyes widened, the breath knocked from my chest. The victim had opened his eyes and I recognized them anywhere.

"Kacchan."

Izuku suddenly charged through the crowd towards the villain and I felt panic wash over me.

"Izuku no!" I ran after him, towards the monster. I watched Izuku's backpack slam into the villain, the sludge pulling back to reveal Kacchan's mouth.

"Deku? What are you doing here?!"

"I couldn't just let you die!" He called back,