Chapter 15 - Just Get It Out

"we need to get him into immediate surgery." the pack doctor said as she helped me get him into the vehicle.

"we need to get the silver out A.S.A.P." she said looking for something in her bag.

"w- w- what are y-you doing?" i stuttered because i've been crying.

"i'm sorry luna, but we need the silver bullet out now." she said in a soft voice knowing not to anger a wolf when there mate is threatened between life or death.

"n-now?" she nodded in reply.and i nodded my head for her to begin.

colten was unconscious but the minute the pack doctors tweezers went into his wound his eye's shot open and he screamed in pain, his screams were loud and full of pain. with every move the tweezers made he only screamed louder, i could tell the screams were affecting the doctor because she looked like she was afraid i would hurt her if she made a mistake in hurting colten... which i probably would, but she kept messing up and it was getting on my nerves and it was only hurting colten more.

"give me that." i finally said as i took the tweezers out of her hand, and re positioned myself so i could get in better, which was so my chest was above his head..

his screams were lighter but still strong,they had no affect on me so i worked fast i knew the bullet was deep but i still couldn't find it, coltens hand squeezed my thigh as he tried not to let out a scream, but his eyes bulged out of his head and his teeth were clenched together.

"i'm sorry." i said as he let out another painful scream.

"j-j ust g-et it o-o-ut."colten managed to say.

finally my tweezers came in contact with metal and i knew i found the bullet, my tweezers went around the bullet and slowly pulled it out, coltens screams quieted and his breathing heavies, the vehicle came to a stop, and i looked out the window to see we were at the pack hospital, once the pack doctor put her hands back onto coltens chest i let out a warning growl but she just pretended she didn't hear it.

"his heart beat is slowing."

and with that the car doors opened and more doctors and nurses were out here with a stretcher and placing him on top, as they wheeled him towards the doors i quickly followed behind, once  they were inside i followed until they entered a room and i was pulled back.

"NOOO!" i screamed thrashing in whoevers arms these were.

"shhhh... calm down, he's gonna be okay." he said as he pulled me to the ground and rubbed soothing circles in my back.

"he's dieing." i said as i turned my head only to see Jake, holding me as i cried my eyes out.

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five hours later....

the doctor finally re-entered the room, after what seems like hours holding his cap in his hand as he slowly approached me and Jake where we sat in the very uncomfortable chairs in the waiting room.

"Ellie, we successfully have removed all the silver in his blood system before it got to his heart, but his body couldn't do with so much as his whole body..." he looked up to meet my eyes, his grey stormy eyes held so much, fear, regret, sorrow, hope. "colten has gone into a coma."

instantly i fell to the ground only to be caught by jake as i cryed, all i could think of was he isn't dead but is suffering. he is't dead but suffering. he isn't dead but suffering.

"we don't know when or if he will wake up, but all we can do is pray for the best." he said finishing his sentence.

once the doctor was out of hearing distance i finally looked up to meet jakes ice cold eyes, they looked a little softer than usual...

"i'm sorry ellie, i know if i hadn'-"

"no, no Jake. it's not your fault so don't you dare blame yourself." i spoke with confidence not wanting him to think any of this was his fault, if anything it's mine.

"as long as you don't blame yourself." he said with all seriousness.

i would never want jake to think this was his fault for trying to protect me from Marty, Marty was just a smart ass, rude, fucker and he deserved to die in hell, which was what he was doing this very moment we speak, i was glad to know i finally had him out of my life and could move on with colten and jake with no secrets.

we both nodded our heads as we made our way towards the front desk, i needed to see colten but didn't know where his room was.

"excuse me, i would like to know where alpha coltens room is." Jake said as kindly as possible to the nurse at the desk.

"alpha isn't seeing any visitors right now." she said not even looking up from her computer.

"we-"

"no, i'm sorry i'm gonna have to ask you to leave." again she said without not looking up.

i let out a warning growl as her head shot up instantly and eyes locked with mine.

"let me see HIM." i said as i tried to hold in my wolf who was begging to come out.

"oh Luna i'm-"

"just let me see him." she nodded her head as she ran over towards the other computer and searched something up quickly then turned around with a key.

"he's in room 108" she said handing me the key.

remind me to have a little talk with her once this whole situation is over....

as we approched his door i began becomeing nervous and anxiety got the best of me, i kept thinking about what ifs..

what if colten never wakes up?

what if colten dosen't remember me?

what if colten dies....

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