today was the day we were leaving so everyone woke up early so we can be back home before it gets too late. my alarm went off at 7 and it took a while but i finally got up, my legs were trembling and i was yawning crazy because i didn't get much sleep last night.

i got changed into comfy clothes and woke quinton up. this is what i wore

cynthia: quinton wake up we gotta go

quinton: 5 more minutes

i walk over to him and grab his hand pulling him off the bed.

quinton: babyy please

cynthia: you can sleep in the car

quinton: can you pass me my shirt

i picked up his shirt from the ground and passed it to him

we got ready and walked to the living room where everyone was.

cooper: everyone ready?

quinton: yup

sabrina: can you and cynthia please ride with us again!

cynthia: yeah sure

josh: why don't you just ride with nessa and i? we're going home anyways

cynthia: i don't want to

josh: you haven't spoken to me once this entire trip, get over yourself

cynthia: get over myself? how about you get over YOURSELF, instead of apologizing for making us crash, you keep trying to split me and a up

josh: i'm not even trying to do that anymore what are u on

cynthia: then apologize

josh: fine i'm sorry

cynthia: apology not accepted, it's the fact that you had to wait until i told you to apologize for you to even say it.

josh: your crazy

cynthia: fuck you

i grabbed q's hand and walked out to sab and coopers car. we sat in the back waiting for everyone

cynthia: i fucking hate josh

quinton: babe, don't you think your overreacting a bit

cynthia: what?

quinton: i mean it happened a while ago and it's not that serious anymore

cynthia: me being mad at my brother for caring more about winning our fight then my life is overreacting to you?

quinton: that's not what i meant, i'm just saying that he already apologized and we're alive so it doesn't matter anymore

cynthia: if your gonna forgive him, do that but don't tell me to forgive someone i'm not ready to forgive

quinton: calm down i'm just saying

cynthia: you know what, if you like him so much, why don't you just ride with him

quinton: you know what? i will, i can't deal with you right now

cynthia: get the fuck out of the car then

quinton left and i started tearing up, how could he say that to me? what if he wants to break up. i see sab walking towards the car and i wipe my tears away

sabrina: hey, that was really intense what happened with josh

she observes me for a bit and begins to starts speaking again

sabrina: were you just crying? is it because of josh

cynthia: no, i couldn't give to fucks about him, it's quinton, we got into a fight and he's picking my brothers side

sabrina: what the fuck, he's your boyfriend, he should always be on your side even if he doesn't agree with you

cynthia: and now he's riding with josh, nessa, jaden and mads *i said sobbing*

sab turns around so she can see the back window since that's where josh's car was parked. i turned around too and saw quinton and josh talking. after that, quinton got into their car and cooper came back

cooper: let's gooo

sabrina: quinton is riding with them?

cooper: i guess so

we start driving and dig my head into my hoodie as tears rolled down my face. thank god they didn't speak to me because i can't even get a word out.

Quintons POV:
i sat in josh's car, i regret what i said to cynthia so much, i just want to be with her right now and not with them, but i guess it's too late

josh: now that you forgave me, cynthia has to do the same and get over herself

i stayed quiet because i didn't agree with him, cynthia should get to decide when she wanted to forgive him and shouldn't get called "getting over herself" when she does. i sound like such a hypocrite saying this.

30 minutes has gone by and i spoke to jaden who was sitting in the middle

quinton: do you think cynthia is doing ok? she doesn't like car rides especially after the crash, she probably freaking out right now

jaden: dude chill, she's probably fine. don't be such a simp

quinton: i'm not

jaden scoffs and says

jaden: yeah you are, you spend most of the time with her, i bet your gonna go crawling right back to her cause your her bitch

quinton: whatever dude

i thought to myself after he said that, has she made me soft? i can't let the boys think that i'm weak and can't win an argument but i really do miss her, i miss her smile, her scent, her presence

Cynthia's POV:
after crying for so long, i fell asleep until we came to a sudden stop. i checked the time and 2 hours has passed by. i see cooper leaving the car to get snack and sab crawled to the back.

sabrina: how are you doing babe

cynthia: i feel like shit

sab pulls me into a hug and i put my head on her thigh as she braids my hair. she loves playing with hair, especially mine so i guess she was happy and so was i. i see quinton getting out of the car through the front windshield, i see him looking out me through the corner of my eye but i don't look at him. he kept staring at me. why is he staring at me? is he going to come? i turned my head so i was facing sab instead of him and we started talking

cynthia: are you switching to home school?

sabrina: my manager said i should so i guess so

cynthia: same

sabrina: it's going to be so weird

cynthia: yeah but at least i don't have to worry about getting ready in the mornings

sabrina: for real