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I didn't know why, but this guy was still on my mind. His stupid pink hair, and his stupid smile. Why did I even bother thinking about him.
He actually seemed really nice, maybe we could have been friends. I was totally okay with having guy friends, as long as I was sure I wouldn't catch any feelings.
I didn't want a boyfriend. Not right now. I didn't want to fall for someone. I didn't want to get hurt. Not again.

But there was something about him. And that's exactly why I didn't want to become friends with him.

Because maybe it was already too late.
Forever angry at myself, my own feelings. For getting too attacked, for being too passionate about the things I like.

I fell in love too easily. And way too hard.
That's why I always kept a distance.
I didn't want to be alone for the rest of my life, I just wanted to take a break from relationships.
And from time to time I started thinking that maybe love just wasn't for me.

I walked into the Taco Bell and took my wallet out of my bag, when suddenly someone tapped on my shoulder.

"Uh.. Lynn ?" - I turned around and I really couldn't believe it was Josh standing in front of me. He smiled and however it made me smile too, even though I was still kinda shocked.
"Josh !" I said. I was a little nervous but I kept smiling.
"Hey uh.. my friend Tyler and me are sitting right there" he said, pointing to a table.
"Do you want to hang out with us ?"

I simply nodded, even though I didn't really wanted to. Truth was, I was just afraid to get close to him. But I had to face it, I couldn't back away everytime I met someone just because I didn't want to risk to get hurt or left alone.
So I ordered and followed Josh to the table.

"That's Tyler" Josh said, placing his hand on his friends shoulder.
"Hey I'm Lynn" I said.
"Nice to meet you" Tyer said with a smile.

They were both really nice and funny and made me laugh a lot. It actually felt really good talking to them.
Even though I hated the fact that I couldn't keep my eyes of Josh, I loved the fact that every time I looked over to him, he was already staring.
And I couldn't help but smile uncontrollably every single time I caught him.

Maybe he was worth the risk.

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Hello !
Yesterday was my last day of school and I am so happy I don't have to stress for a few weeks.
Had some ideas so I wrote a chapter today.
Happy holidays, frens