Philip

They both wake up the same time and eat breakfast. A little later they were enjoying watching movies when Lukas slid his arm around Philips shoulder.

His touch sent Philip into a.......

Flashback

Philip hands him the phone taking a gulp of beer then putting it down on the wooden flooring.

"Yeah it's so amazing the video footage is really good I mean your amazing.... I mean your awesome" Lukas leans side ways and looks into Philips eyes.

Then Philip starts to lean in closer then Lukas shoves him back.

Lukas looks to Philip and turns his body around seeing Philip concentrating at Lukas side not the movie"Philip...." he doesn't answer is he having flashbacks.

Flashback

Philip faces forward feeling Lukas's eyes  on him he slowly moves his hand along Philips arm clutching to the leather of his jacket. Pulling them closer together like he should have done before.

Philip turns his head to look at Lukas as he moves his hand to cup Philips cheek and  quickly kisses him before pulling back scarred of his reaction.

Philip chooses to lean in one more time Lukas meet Philips lips it was a little awkward at first before his lips melted into Philips. They move against each other scared in case the other disappears.

End of flashback

"Hey" he feels Lukas touch his face they look into each others eyes"I need the toilet" and rushes there shutting the door behind him.
He remembers there first kiss well parts.

Philip wonders what they feel like against his own her licks his lips opening the door to the bathroom washing his face slightly flushed.
He walks back downstairs and see Lukas on his back eyes closed Philip sinks to his knees beside Lukas head.

He leans in and feels Lukas breathe on his face and places his lips on top of his sighing Lukas starts to kiss back turning his head so he could kiss fully back.

He eyes flutter shut as he climbs on top of Lukas that movement makes Lukas come back to the world and moves his face away.

"Philip no" Lukas tells him trying to remove Philip from his lap but he wraps his legs around his waist"Why do you keep having to push me away?" Lukas sighs giving up on trying to remove Philip enjoying his weight against him.

"I'm not it's just....." Philip reconnects there lips Lukas groan into the kiss"Just what?" Philip moves his lips away"It's wrong right now lets just wait until...." he cuts Lukas of getting up of him.

"Just wait until I remember everything well what if I don't then what keep telling me in years to come it's okay it's alright you'll get them back let's just face it Lukas there coming back very slowly but I might not remember every single detail but I remember little bits of our first kiss" Philip admits.

"You do?" Lukas asks"Yeah they just came back to me when you touched me" Lukas nods"Can we just go slow" they agree to that taking things slow.