Y/N's POV
"Ar-are those CUTS?" I asked him dumbfounded. I shot my head up with wide eyes.
"Y-Y/n? I tho-thought you were asleep..." He stammered quickly pulling his sleeve up.
"Why on earth would you do such a thing?" I asked, pulling his hand and examining what he had done.
"I-i..." He could not speak. He was stammering while trying his best to avoid my eye. I knew from the start that he was not the type of person to open up to people and let them help with him.
"Cutting is not the solution!" I said looking at him.
"You don't know anything!" He yelled.
"You know you should talk to someone so that they can help you with that 'ANYTHING'. People can't magically know what is going inside your head YOU SHOULD TALK to them and let them help you!" I yelled back at him not letting go of his hand.
"TALK?!" he chuckled.
"YES. TALK!" I said.
"Who's gonna listen to my shit huh? Everyone has their own life to deal with! They'll get bored of me if I tell them about my problems. They just want a person to give them a ear but they themselves don't want to be that person. They'll they find me Self-Absorbed and tell me that everything's in my head and I just care about things about things too much!" He responded as his eyes slowly turned teary.
I was taken aback by what he just said.
'I must not have let it slide that night at the bus stop' I thought to myself feeling guilty.
I pulled him into my embrace after a few seconds of silence.
"I'm sorry about what you had to go through it alone but just know that whenever you want to talk to someone you always have me!" I said to his ear hugging him tighter. I could feel little sobs near my neck.
"Look, I know we don't know each other that well that we can discuss personal problems but I am worried about you! Cutting is not the solution if you want someone to talk I am always here for you. Just know that." I said softly while rubbing his back and holding him tighter.
I could feel his hand slowly around my waist while his chin on the crook of my neck. He started sobbing harder. I gently pat his head and let him cry.
The whole P.E period we were in the class alone having our emotional session. It was five minutes till the P.E period ends and Jimin had calmed down. It suddenly stroke me-
"Yah! Let's go to that place." I said gripping his arm.
"The abandoned place? Now? In between school?" He said as he raised his eyebrow giving me a confused expression.
"How is it in between school we only have two lectures left and that too MATH! I am not in the mood to study that deadass subject!" I said trying to convince him.
"And how are we sneaking out of school campus?" He asked as I was busy stuffing my books into my backpack.
"I know a way. Pack your bag the bell can ring anytime!" I said as I stood up and zipped my backpack.
"Oka..y.." He said as his expression clearly read 'I am not sure I am doing the right thing'.
Suddenly the bell rang.
"QUICK!" I said as I grabbed him out of the classroom.
Our class was on the second floor and we would be caught if we used the first staircase as the others will rush up to the class using the same stairs.
As he was going towards the direction of the first staircase I quickly pulled him by the hand and dragged him towards the second staircase.
"Yah! That's only for teachers!" He said gripping my hand.
"This is safer than the student's staircase." I said pulling him down the stairs.
We almost reached the ground floor when we suddenly heard our Principal coming up the stairs while she was talking to someone.
We looked at each other in shock when suddenly he eyed me to look at the cupboard in the corner of the staircase. We quickly opened it and hid inside it trying not to make any sound. We were squished inside the small enclosed place. I suddenly started hiccupping which did make an audible sound.
Which made me stare at him with a wide eye.
I could hear footsteps nearing the cupboard. I freaked out which made me hiccup more. Suddenly Jimin gripped hand tighter and leaned towards me his face was like three centimetres away from mine. He put his hand on my mouth to keep quiet.
Andd.. A phone call saved our life, when she was about to reach the handle her phone rang and she attended to call and started walking away.
"That was close!" He said opening the door as we were still holding hands. He quickly pulled me out and rushed to the back entrance of the school. There were no guards there we quickly jumped over the gate and finally, we are out of the school campus.
"This was the way you were talking about right?" He asked smirking.
"Ye-yes." I replied with a 'how did you know' expression.
"Yah! why are you looking at me like that? I have known this place even before you." He said chuckling.
"I know.." I said walking ahead of him.
"Yah don't be angry... I am just stating facts. I think we should go to that convenience store and buy some snacks before heading there." He said interlocking his arm with mine.
Gosh.. he's too cute to be angry with... I thought to myself. We got the snacks and headed to that place.
"I think we should name it our secret hideout." I said jumping down the fence.
"That sounds good!" He said walking towards the pond.
We both sat across the pond looking into it. There were small fishes inside. I pulled out a bag of chips that we had bought earlier. I tore it open and placed it in between for both of us to share.
"You know I realised something..." He said putting his hand into the packet.
"Hmm?"
"We have known each other for almost two months and we don't know anything about each other besides school stuff." He said while chewing.
"Yes... That's because you always push me away." I said looking down avoiding his eye.
"Y/n! I did no... mean.. to.. it's just-"
"Yah I am just kidding." I said laughing, it looked like he was about to have a mental breakdown again.
"Well what you said is true though" He replied. It was an awkward moment cause I did not know what to reply.
"Okay then, Let's make a promise that we'll tell each other everything and have each other back... If you are okay with it?" I said breaking the awkward silence, turning towards him. He did not seem convinced at first...
"Alright! Promise?" I said as I turned holding up my pinky.
I smiled at him interlocked my pinky with his.
"Promise I guess..." He said as an awkward smile flashed on his face making his eyes turn into crescents.
"So, I'll go first..." I said straitening my back.
"My mom died four months ago due to some incurable disease which infected her liver. She was my only friend. I did not have any friends back then and I used to be bullied because of my looks. She was my best friend and the only person who cared about me. Since the old house reminded me of her and school became even more hell, I could not put up with them any more so I told dad I want to move here... and here I am.." I smiled at the end.
"Then what about your dad?" He asked with a shocked expression.
"Dad?" I chuckled. "He is never home, he would come home two days a month. The month after mom passed away was the longest I have spent with him. He is always out of the station and rarely talks to me. He has been finding time to talk to me only after mom left otherwise he would not even care about me he would always be busy with his work" I finished telling him my side of the story.
"Woah that's deep... I mean I was not expecting that." He said still shocked.
"That's my story..." I said looking at him while he was playing with the grass in the lawn.
"So, what about you?" I asked him hoping to get a reply.
His expression changed back to the cold one the second I finished the sentence.
"Oh.. Sorry if I crossed the line." I looked at him so that things does not become awkward between us.
"No, no it's not like that... It's just that-"
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A/n:
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No worries these are just baby steps... BTS congratulations!!! Fighting!💜
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