It was night now and I was sat in my shorts and crop top in bed on my laptop. I was listing down video ideas and sending them to my manager. I heard a knock at the door
"Come in" i say.

"Oh Finn, hi"
"Hey, I just needed to see you" he said
"Why?" I asked
"well because I can't stop thinking about you or that kiss" he said.

He sits down on the bed. I put my laptop away and get closer to him. I stand up to close the door as Finn didn't close it properly when I go back to sit down Finn grabs me by the waist and pushes me to him causing me to sit on his lap. We start to kiss pretty intensely. He grabs my thigh and squeezes it. We carried on making out for a while. He laid on the bed and I was on top of him we were still making out. He then starts taking my top off and took his top off. And well... you know what happens next.

The next morning

I woke up with Finn beside me.
"Morning" he said
"Hey"
"Last night was amazing" he said
"Yes it was" I said smirking
He kisses me again, I obviously kissed back. 

I wasn't even thinking. I had sex with Finn Wolfhard. I'm 14 And he's 16. Oh my god what have I done. I'm a 14 year old girl. I shouldn't be doing this stuff especially not with someone who's older than me. But I just couldn't stop myself.

"Just don't mention this to anyone" I said
"I would never" he said looking serious.
I open the door checking if anyone's out on the floor.
"All clear" I said and we both walk downstairs.

"Oh good morning sleepy heads" Sadie says
We greet everyone.
"Why did you both come down at the same time?" Noah asked
"I guess it was just a coincidence" I said adding an awkward laugh at the end.
"Right"

"You guys have to get ready for the meet and greet today" I said.
"Yeah we better hurry" Millie said

While they went to do their interview and meet and greet I face timed my best friend Maddie.

               
               Face timing 'Maddie🐸💘'

( Ayla- bold
Maddie- italics)

"Hey girl how's it going?"

"Hey Maddie, it's not as bad I guess"

"I told you it wouldn't be so bad"

"Yeah I know, I'm getting on with everyone so well, just not Noah"

"Why?"

"I just really don't like him, he thinks he's everything"

"Oh wow okay, he's really good looking though"

"Well yeah he is good looking, but he's a douche bag"

"Oh, how have you been getting on with everyone else?"

"Great! The boys are so funny, and Sadie is actually a really nice girl, we've already bonded"

"Ooo that's cool, you better not replace me"

"I would never replace you, you're my favourite person ever"

"Good, I miss you A and I can't wait for you to come home again"

"Yeah me too, When I come back we definitely need to have a sleepover and a girls day out"

"Omg yes!"

We talked more for a bit, about other random things. I didn't mention to her about what happened with me and Finn. I felt too ashamed to. I didn't think she would judge me. She's my best friend. But I just didn't feel like telling her. I wanted to make this one thing private.

The door opens and all of the guys come in looking quite tired.
"Hey Guys you okay? How did it go?"
"Oh Ayla it was amazing but I'm so tired after all that" Millie says. I chucked a bit
"Haha yeah I can see that, ya'll better get some rest. They all went upstairs to their rooms while I stayed in the lounge area. Finn stayed though.

"Hey"
"Hey"
"I missed you" he said grabbing my waist
"I missed you two Finn"
We then kissed. We both went to my bedroom and cuddled for a bit until Finn went back to his own bedroom.
I had a huge crush on him.