lol im actually not, i just wanted to get your attention hehe

so yall *please* listen to my tiny rant

OKAYY SO LIKE TODAY IS VALENTINE'S DAY AND I MADE CHOCOLATES FOR SENPAI YESTERDAY SO I COULD GIVE IT TO HIM TODAY

I WAITED FOR HIM NEAR HIS LOCKER FIRST THING IN THE MORNING, GAVE HIM THE FANCY-PACKAGED HANDMADE HEART-SHAPED CHOCOLATES AND RAN AWAY BECAUSE I GOT SHY

TIME SKIP TO PERIOD THREE, I WAS SO SLEEPY AND I SAW HIM LOOK AT ME AND MY HEART JUST UwU'd. A BIT AFTER THAT WE HAD TO TAKE PICTURES FOR OUR ID's AND THEN ON THE WAY THERE HE CARRIED MY BOokS

ANOTHER TIME SKIP TO END OF THE DAY, HE APPROACHED ME AND HE WAS CARRYING THE CHOCOLATES I GAVE HIM IN HIS HAND. (but he looked a bit sad so that made me kinda sad ): ) AND THEN HE SAID THANKS AND HE WAS JUST LOOKING AT ME AND I WAS IN A SLIGHT PANIC.

DUDE AND THEN HE GAVE ME A HUG. HE'S HELLA FUCKING TALL AND IM LIKE 5'1" SO I HAD TO BE ON MY TIPPY TOES AND THE HUG WAS REALLY LONG SO MY TOES KINDA STARTED HURTING SO I LET GO BUT LOWKEY I WANTED TO STAY JUST A BUT LATER.

and then he went to the year 11's because he needed something as i went to pick up my sister from her school.

BUT THEN MY SISTER WENT TO THE PARK NEAR MY SCHOOL AND I SAW HIM AGAIN IN THERE. I WAS IN THE SWING WATCHING OVER MY SISTER AND ID SEE HIM LOOKING AT ME AND WHEN I CATCH HIM HE MF LOOKS AWAY JDJDJD

AND THEN A BIT LATER MY SISTER AND I HAD TO FINALLY GO HOME SO I WENT UP TO SENPAI AND THE SITUATION WENT LIKE

"i have to goooo," says chesca (me) as she walks over to v.

"you do?" he looks up from where he sat, the see-saw. it was quite unusual for him to be looking up at chesca. since he was so tall, she'd have her neck hurting from looking up at him.

she replies, "yeah." she notices that he was a bit sadder than usual so she asks him, "are you okay? you look a bit sad!"

he looks up once more. his eyes showed evident sadness. chesca runs her fingers through his hair and pats his head.

"i didn't get you anything..." he says.

oh, how that made her smile !

her crush was feeling sad because she got her something and he didn't?

how soft dude i fucking love him sm.

"it's okay!!" she reassures him. "have you tried the chocolates?"

he shakes his head and grabs a chocolate so he could finally taste it.

chesca immediately speaks, "wait they might be shit tho-!"

she gets cut off as she looks at the sudden smile that replaced v's frown.

it was fucking adorable.

"they're very good. thank you, chesca~"

"well, i gotta go noow," she says.

he looks at her. "wait, now?"

she nods.

"aww," he says looking at bit sad. "well, stay safe chesca !!"

"you too. bye bye !!" says chesca as she walks towards her mum's car. vroom vroom.

get out me car !

JDJJDJSJS THATS ALL IM SORRY IM MAKING SUCH A BIG FUSS ABOUT THIS BUT HES LIKE A SHOUTO SOMETIMES AND IM PRE SURE YOU'D UWU HUST AS MUCH IF SHOUTO DID THAT TO U

okay but one of my favourite times from earlier this year was when we were doing our own special handshake after school and when i was about to let go of his hand his grip hardened 100x more and PULLED ME INTO A REALLY NICE TIGHT HUG

lol thats all im so sorry for lying to yall,, new chapter tomorrow as planned <3 im feeling hella inspired because of him sooooo i might publish new shit soon hehe

bye bye i love u all tysm for ur support hehe