you asked me today if i hated you. no. i could never hate you. but i don't think i could ever love you either. you put me through a lot of confusion. a lot of disgust. a lot of happiness. but i could never hate you. i mean shit i barely know you and i still know i couldn't hate you. trust me i tried. i tried to hate you  really damn hard. but i couldn't. i cant. no matter how shitty you did me. i still can't bring myself to hate you. or love you. i cant love you because i know you'll hurt me. you'll pick her. ik you will. she's you're 1. the one you'll always go back too. i know that and understand that. but i also see the way we look at each other. and i ignore it because i know you don't mean it. i cant love you but i sure as hell can't hate you either.