Clarke
It's been a few weeks since I ran away from Bellamy in the closet. I told Raven and Octavia everything, about our little "arrangement" and me running out on him. They were both there for me and I was thankful to have them as friends. Octavia offered to talk to Bellamy but I told her no. After all it was my fault, I knew the deal and I'm the one that fell for him.

Raven told me to go talk to Bellamy, but I couldn't, I couldn't bring myself to.

"Hey, so I have a couple classes I got to get to but I'll be back for lunch." Raven said

I didn't have any classes that day but Raven did. On the days she had classes when I didn't I'd stay home and clean and work on homework. And when Raven was on her way home she's stop and get take out for lunch then go back to classes.

I roll back over in my bed and try to go back to sleep. Raven insists on waking me up at 7am when she wakes up, she says if she has to wake up that early I do too. I always go back to sleep after she leaves, but she doesn't need to know that.

Just as I'm about asleep my phone rings. "Who is calling me at this ungodly hour?" I groan.

"Hello?"

"Clarke, your awake. I didn't expect you to be awake."

I recognize the voice almost instantly. "If you didn't think I was awake why did you call Bellamy?"

"I umm...I need you."

"No you don't Bellamy. You need my body, to fuck. That's all you need. And I can't keep putting myself through that. And the fact that you know how I feel, and your still calling me to have sex with you, is screwed up."

"Clarke it's not-"

"No Bellamy!" I cut him off. "I'm done. Loose my number." And with that I hung up.

Bellamy
"No Bellamy! I'm done. Loose my number."

I wasn't calling to try and fuck her, I needed her. And I needed more than just her body this time. I realized that I need Clarke. I was calling her to tell her how I feel. I tried keeping it to myself, but I couldn't. I missed her. I need to tell her now, and with her not talking to me over the phone, that leaves me no other choice.

"Guess I'm going to her room."

I get dressed and fix my hair. I grab my jacket, keys and wallet and walk out the door. I decide to stop at the store and get some flowers for Clarke to apologize for everything I've put her through. After I pick out the flowers (above) it's time to head to Clarke. The drive was only supposed to be a quick 5 minute drive, but they were doing road work so it took a lot longer than I anticipated.

Finally after being stopped for 10 minutes it was my lanes turn to go. As I went to cross the intersection a car crashed right into the side of my car, t-boneing me. After the impact everything went black.

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I'm doing 16 chapters instead of 15 cause I don't wan This chapter to be a mile long. But next chapter is the last, I promise.