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Dear Diary,

I saw them again today. They were walking down the hall holding hands and laughing. I hate to say it i mean there my friends but i'm so jealous. I wish i was there instead. I know its not right so i have decided to end it. no im not going to do somehting dramatic like kill myself or someone else. i decided im going to leave the school. I know i love it here but i can't be here like this anymore i decided im going to leave until i can keep my jealousy in check. I just hope that's soon i know im going to miss everyone dearly so i decided im going to wright them letters since i will probably be gone for a long time. who knows maybe while im gone i will find someone i love who returns my own feelings. but for now ill just hope i can learn to control my own demons. i have to go wright those letters or letter now bye bye!

Sincerely, Y/N L/N

Dear Students,

I am so sorry to leave you like this i'm sure my friend (B/f/n) will take great care of you and your education for now i just want you to focus on having a great rest of the year. and Pj no fighting with Marsh. As for you shatter no swearing we all know if i wont (B/F/N) definitely won't deal with it. Fresh take care of yourself and keep your head up. pallete make sure to always keep smiling I always loved seeing you smile i'm sorry i have to go now. i love you all so much and i saw you like my own children

Love,Y/n

There were a few tear stains but outside of that the letter looked fine and neat. I put it in the envelope before starting on the next one.

Dear, Ink

I'm sorry i never told you this but i love you. I'm sorry i just i never had the confidence and then when i built it up you had already gotten with error an you two are so happy. i couldn't ruin that i couldn't hurt either of you so i'm leaving. I'm sorry but until i can get over my love for you so i am leaving.

sincerely the one who loves you, Y/n

I left the notes on my desk before leaving.

Inks pov

I walked to Y/n's office tears in my eyes. after all if anyone could console me it would be her she was my first and true love. i am so sad that it took me this long to realize it. I broke up with error after i caught him cheating. I walked into Y/n's room tears clouding my vision. "N/n" i sniffled out when i noticed the letters on her desk. Huh this ones addressed to me. I read it as tears started falling harder. No no no no she can't she cant leave not like this not when i was just about to tell her. I had held back all these years thinking she loved someone else and i tried so hard to move on. wait this ink looks fresh she might she might still be here. I ran down the hallways rushing to my car as i drove to Y/n's place to see her leaving her house. I ran out of the car leaving it on as i ran to the house. "Y/n" I screamed racing towards her. I can't let her leave not like this; i can't let her leave thinking i don't love her. cause i do i love her with all my heart and I want to be with her. "Y/n no please don't leave. Don't leave me here I can't go on without you here." i said running towards her before tackling her in a hug. "I-ink!" she said stuttering adorably as she looked up at me from underneath me her hair fanning out below her and some on her face. "Ink what are you are you ok ? Oh no your crying? whats wrong what happened?" she said as she held my face in her hands wiping the tears from my eyes. "i-I'm sorry ink you weren't supposed to read that till after i was gone i'm so sorry your probably mad at me and you probably hate me now." she said as i saw tears stream down her face. "No no no how could i ever be mad at you? i'm mad at myself for not telling you that I love you earlier." i said wiping the tears from her cheeks and i saw her smiling. "does that mean i can kiss you now?" she asked gently and shyly an adorable blush spreading across her cheeks. "Yes yes yes gosh yes i would love that!" I said as i leaned down and kissed her. The kiss started to get more heated when suddenly we heard a horn honking at us. "hey Ink stop making out with our teach and let us give her a crappy hug!" I heard shatter yell out the window of pj's pickup truck. "shatter language!" I heard Pj yell from the drivers side. I heard Y/n's musical laugh as she smiled to her students "sorry guys but she's mine for the night!" I yelled out to them as I dragged her inside of her house. I then turned her around and pulled her closer before kissing her. "now where did we leave off?"