So I noticed that when people are trying to understand the situation when it comes to someone losing a love one there are two types of people. People who understand the circumstance and people that don't.

Often people that don't understand usually expect a person to just not think about it anymore. "Get over it."

Grieving can become a drag.

"Why can't I just move on?"

When someone has been a part of your life for so long and now they are not physically able to visit you during holidays anymore or you can't call them on the phone it just doesn't feel right at first.

That is a perfectly normal feeling.

it is frustrating and it seems like no one is understanding as to how you feel about things.

Some things slowly become unregistered in your brain.

"You'll get through this."

"They are in a better place."

"They are with you in spirit."

Sometimes those things just don't sit well with you.

The world seems to slow down for you and you can't seem to pick up the pace because you forgot your call to this person like you usually do at 8am. Or their alarm clocks go off in the house and you have to go to their room to shut it off because you don't have the heart to unplug it.

The whole world becomes a graveyard.

Walking among the dead thinking that they are living.

That is how you feel.

You slowly begin to feel empty and numb from things that would make you happy or, the things that would have made you feel happy slowly become pointless to watch after five minutes of it.

There is no time to be happy...because time is slipping away.

'I didn't do that assignment-shit.'

'He said what? I don't remember.'

'Give me time please.'

You think these things...rarely do you say them.

Because you can't ask for things anymore.

Its that emptiness that you thought you never had once they were gone.

However because you feel like you don't have the same thing again you're becoming to the blind yourself from ever getting support from other people.

Don't forget the people that are still apart of your life.

You mean the world to them and they would hate to see you lose yourself.