Sorry for the mistakes plz :)

Driving towards the jeon mansion, jungkook's mind was a mess. Everything from his childhood that bitter and painful memories starts running in his mind like an old movie. Everything came like a brick, opening the old wounds that he convinced were healed or atleast tried to dig it deep inside him.

But clearly they were as noticeable as they happened like moments ago.

His grib tightened on the wheel turning his knuckles white, just like his heart. Tightening at every memory his mind was showing to him, those painful sleepless nights where he cried alone in the corner of his room cluching onto his arms for a dear life, sheilding himself from all the evilness outside the world but the biggest one just two rooms away.

The loneliness and emptiness his heart was feeling reminding him of the days where he was alone and seeking for someone to protect him and love him, to take his pain away and assure him that he's not alone.

But sadly no one was there.

Except his own shadow that kept creeping behind him reminding him of his bitter life, following him everywhere just like his bad luck.

But he never said anything, never complain even once as to why his bad luck is not leaving from his life. He endure everything his 'family' has to give. Let them do whatever they want with him in hope of one day to have their attention.

He was desperate for their attention, for their love just the little bit was also fine but he never gets even after getting all their painful lashes of disgusting words and hard reality but he never says anything.

He choose silence as the only way to just maybe, maybe get them to see how much he's tired. Tired and alone. Made them realize he wants them, needs them.

He wants his parents to also love him just like his friends or any other parents do to their child. He was desperate for a parent warmth.

He stays patient.

He respected them, so what if they never return it and treat him badly but they still give him a place to stay, if they want they could leave him on any orphanage or anywhere on the street but they took him, so what for only to their favour so he could run their business, they did atleast and a food to eat and he maybe return it by working hard for them and enduring all the pain they gave, or a feel that in his life he wasn't alone although the way to show it was different from any other parent but still he gets what given to him.

He never complain or urgue. He endured it－because it was him. He was the one that gets their anger and let them hurt him cause he feel like he deserved it.

But this time, this time they choose to hurt not him but his only happiness. His only light in this dark fate, his only reason to stay hopeful to have a better future.

They choose to hurt his lifes, his loves, his happiness－his angels.

His husband and his child.

And this was the last straw to all the patience he has. They did wrong. They fucking tried to harm his husband and to k-kill his child.

His precious baby Angels.

And that is enough now. He had enough. Now it's time to show who is the real jeon.

Jungkook wiped his tears furiously and walked with big angry straps inside the mansion, he shouts for his parents who were not much lesser then the actual monsters.

"Here came the world evilest parents to ever exist!－more like the evilest human to ever found in this planet!" He sarcastically says looking at the three monsters infront of him who were having bored expression on their faces after almost killing his little angel－

The audacity.

"Stop with your drama will you?" Jeon haren, his sister remark.

"Drama? DRAMA?! You tried killing my child is a drama to you! I could've lose my baby!" he says angrily shouting at the people who could care less about his feelings.

"Oh so it's still alive?" Says the one who's a big dent to the name of mother.

"Yes, my baby was stronger than your evilness!" tsked his so called of a father after hearing it.

"Then why are you here?" He harshly asked.

"Why am i here? Oh please don't be so dense father you know exactly why i'm here" he says hard eyes looking at each other without a blink, just a difference is one having tears and other disgust.

"Why faher? Why? What has my innocent baby has to do with all this? What fault was at my little baby huh?! He wasn't even born yet and you already hated him. Just once when i thought that maybe you were changing you gave me this heartbreak."

"Don't you think it's enough? Just how much more?" He asked softly still not leaving his eyes.

"You deserve more than that"

Jungkook chuckled bitterly.

"I never deserved that"

"You know father after all of that you did to me, after all the torture, all the pain i still hope to have your atleast a little bit of love or concern－ but you became so heartless, so cruel and so blind to see how much my eyes were pleading to have your arms around me to feel your warmth, to feel the protection of a father" jungkook says sadly, a single tear leave from his delicate eye.

"You never was deservable to have my love. You ruined my life and i almost lose my family because of you" jaehwan says hatefully.

"It wasn't because of me! It's not my fault that you were bored of your wife! Not my fault that you go outside and whore around, sleep with other women who are so innocent to see your lies and fake facade! Not my fault that you got one of them pregnant! Not my fault that you have another child out of that! Not mine that you still sleep around with other women!"

He shouted all in one, huffing looking at his now angry father. But his anger is beyond anything. He's furious right now and no one will stop him now.

Mrs. Jeon and her daughter gaspes at the last sentense.

"It was all your fault! All your's that you're such a coward to accept it so you blame it on me! I have no fault in that it's all because of your hungry and greedy self that made you so selfish to think about anyon－"

His face turned towards his right at the brutal impact, his cheeks stinging from the pressure his father slaped him.

"How dare you talk to me like that!" He screamed at him.

Jungkook look up smiling bitterly holding his cheek.

"Why? Can't handle the truth－tsk how weak." he tsked smiling, that fumes his father.

"You know when someone feels like they can't hear the words that they tried ignoring their life they become aggressive, and you right now Mr. Jeon jaehwan are the weakest person i've ever know" he says loudly.

"Wanna know why?"

"Because you can't even handle your family"

"And wanna know one more thing－I had enough now!" He says inching closer to his red face of a father who was fuming.

"You did wrong father by harming my beautiful family. Your evilness had nothing to do with my husband and my child! You had grudges over me then why my family?" He asked.

"It's to show how it feels to lose a family" his father smirked.

"No no father, it's not your time to smirk, your time is over now－now it's my time" jungkook smirked.

"Now i will show you the real feeling of actually losing a family and not only just that－" he leaned closer to his father's ear and whispered.

"I will show you how it feels to be lonely" he leaned back looking with pained eyes at his father.

"You did the wrong move by hurting my love one's. You already snatch everything from me and i never said a single word but this is my family and i will break every single bone of that person who even come near my family with wrong intention" he says without any emotion on his face.

"You saw the loser me, a vulnarable and alone me. You saw me crumbling. You saw me hurting. You saw the obedient son which you never deserve. You saw me crying, begging you saw every single emotion of mine but－"

"But you didn't see the intensity of my love yet, you didn't see my strength yet because i never showed you, you didn't see a lovesick husband yet who would do anything to have his precious close to him, you didn't see a possessive father yet who would do anything to protect his child" he stare hardly at the man infront of him.

"Now i will show you what a husband and a father could do to protect his family. You dared hurting my angels now i will show you what hurt actually feels like" he look behind the male towards the two female.

"Be ready to meet the real jeon jungkook from now on" he spat at them.

He look at them one last time and turned back, leaving from there for good. It's the last time he entered this house which were filled with bad memories. He'll going to end this misery of his and will come out winning that's for sure.

He drive as fast as he could with tears on his face, blurring his vision to even see but he needs to go there, the only place that he can pour his heart out, his saddness. The one who'll understand his emotions because they also go through the same pain as him.
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"Mom, he's not picking up!" Taehyung says worridely, trying to call jungkook, walking back and forth in his home with his parents on the couch, looking more worried for taehyung.

"Sweetie, relax alright. He'll come you need to rest" taehyung look at his mother with almost teary eyes.

"How mom?! How should i rest? He's alone out there plus it's been four hours mom, FOUR hours! Where is he?!" He sat on the couch grabbing his hair frustatingly, biting his lips but to no avail as a sob leave his throat.

Mrs. Kim sat next to him, wrapping him in her delicate arms letting him cry.

"Why him mom? Why always he's the one? Is it not enough that he already gone through alot. Why he's getting punish for no reason?" He kept crying.

"Why life is so cruel to him? What sin he do? Why it's always my bunny that has to face it mom?" Mrs. Kim pet his back comforting him along with Mr. Kim.

"Calm down tae please, you just came from a surgery baby you need to rest." His mother console him with her sweet voice.

"I can't mom! I can't rest knowing my baby is out there fighting with the crueliest people! I need him here now mom" he cried.

"Taehyung please! Stop crying. It's not good for you and the baby. Jungkook already has so many stress, do you want to give him more by not taking care of yourself?" Tae shake his head, face still buried in her mother's neck.

"Then baby calm down and don't worry about jungkook. He's strong, he will handle himself. Let him fight his past so he can move on." Her sweet voice and warmth comfort taehyung to calm himself.

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Jungkook drenched in his own tears, kept crying sitting near the grave stone with his head on his mother's lap, well that's what he feels whenever he place his head on top of the stone.

"Why maa, why me? I did e-everything!" He hiccuped that's how bad he's sobbing.

"W-Where are you? I feel so alone maa~ i n-need you" he sobs, words coming incoherant from his aching throat.

"I need your warmth maa, p-please hug me. P-Protect me with your arms m-maa i feel so scared, so l-lonely" he cried.

"Why life is always so u-unfair to me? Why they always snatch my happiness. It hurts maa, it hurts so bad. I always try to c-contain it but it's hard. I can't anymore maa. I'm－I'm tired, so so tired."

"Why you l-leave me maa, i need you so bad. I need you please~ come back to me, i beg you c-come to me. Hold me and never let g-go"

He curled himself in a ball and cried his heart out, head still in the thumbstone as he hicupped badly. Looking so broken and vulnarable, like small child missing his mother and her motherly warmth.

He was there for god knows how long, he stays and cried that his body hurts from the voilent sobs and the big lump in his throat. His eyes sting badly from the amount of tears it leaves.

Then he feels the strong wind rushed past him hitting directly at his face, moving his hair like someone caressing his hair and wiping his tears.

Jungkook cried more feeling like he's actually crying in his mother's arms, he snuggle his face into it, wanting to feel more of it. Letting the wind feels the arms of his mother and the voice of the cold night as his mother's sweet voice that lull him to calm down.

He sniffled after hours of crying in his mother's grave, still not budging wanted to feel more of his mother's warmth but he knows it's just his imagination and there was no one but him only but still it comforts him and that's enough.

Because he knows...

He will never feel the mother's warmth because his mother is not there, he can only just imagine it.

After being there for more he finally get a hold on himself, feeling a little relieved but still there's an emptiness which will never be filled as he missed her so much.

He clear his throat and dial the number that was on his dial list as it was a regular thing.

"Hello jungkook?" Namjoon's sleepy voice came from the other line.

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"...it's time"

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