{Word Count: 1062}

{Contains: Overthinking}

~Tom's Pov~

Tord feel asleep.He's so cute and I love him a lot.I kissed him gently getting up."I love you so much..." I went to the computer and worked on some things.Tord doesn't like me working cause I get over whelmed but it's fine.I started working and looking back at Tord a couple of times.He looked so peaceful and cute.I snapped out of my thoughts and went back to work.

~Tord's Pov~

I yawned waking up.I saw Tom working.I got a little worried but I got up walking to him.I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him."Tommy?" "Mmm" "Hug?" He sighed turning the chair around and hugging me.He pulled away and turned the chair back."There now go" "But..I wanna stay with you..." "Tord look I'm busy" "But..you said you'll spend more time with me and would take a break from the army." "TORD JUST LEAVE ME ALONE WILL YA?!" "..oh okay I'll leave you alone..." I walked out of the door closing it.I walked to the couch and hugged my legs."Did...did I do something wrong...does he hate me?...IS HE GOING TO LEAVE ME?!" I started shaking and crying thinking about Tom leaving me.I started panicking and I felt me heart beat faster."He hates me...He's going to leave me..."

~Tom's Pov~

Tord left then I just realized I yelled at him.I got up and ran out of the room I saw him on the couch mumbling stuff and crying.I frowned knowing I did this to him.I walked up to him and lifted his head up.He was still mumbling stuff but I couldn't hear any of it and he didn't seem he was aware of what was going around him.I sat next to him and hugged him."Tord I love you..." "He hates me...he is going to leave me" "Tord hun..." "He doesn't love me I made him mad..." I sighed and kissed Tord.He looked at me finally but I didn't see the loving eyes he always has with me. I mean he had his visor off forgetting them in the room."T-Tom..." "Hm?.." "Did I make you mad?..." "No I just overworked myself...Im sorry for yelling at you hunny" "You love me right..." "Yes Tord I love you if I didn't I wouldn't be married to you" Tord put his hands out to me so I picked him up.He wrapped his arms around my neck and kissed me gently.He started sobbing on my shoulder."What's wrong little red..?" He looked at me crying I sat on the couch as Tord laid on me crying in my chest."You're okay...you're safe little red..." "T-tom..." "Hm?" "...nvm" "alright little red" when I kept calling Tord little red he seemed to calm down probably of the new nickname but then again he can tell if im saying his name out of love or not.I kissed his head and petted him."Tommy..." "Yes my love?" "Don't let go..." "Alright" I pulled him close but then there was a knock.I got a text and It was Ash

Ash: Hey can Leo and I come in?

Tom: You have keys so yeah

I heard the door open and saw Ash and Leo walk to the couch."Hey Tom" " Hi Ash and...Leo" "Why do you hate me" I growled pulling Tord closer."mmm.." Tord hugged me and started drooling on me."Sooo the lovely couple is being adorable~" "Shut it Ash" "so you don't love him?" "I do he's so cute...and sweet even though he's sometimes an idiot" I kissed Tord on the head and smiled."Tomm...fu..mmmm" I covered Tord's mouth before he could finish his sentence."Wow he's dreaming about that?" "Shhh!!leave my husband alone" "whatever lover boy" "Shut up Ash!!" "Mmm!..." "!Go back to sleep my love.." "Tom...hug" "hmm" I hugged Tord keeping him close."You two really love each other don't you?" "Yeah..." I saw Tord sit up stretching and yawning."Hi Love!" He leaned back down kissing him.Before he could deepen the kiss I pushed him away softly."Hm?..You always love affection from me..." I pointed my finger at Ash and Leo then Tord looked over and his face went red in embarrassment."Oh uhm...Hi" I laughed sitting up and making Tord sit on my lap so he can talk to Leo and Ash.I put my hands on Tord's waist making him sigh."So how are you guys?" "We're good Ash and I have becoming closer" "Oh okay,Tom I want a kiss" "Hm oh Alright" I kissed Tord making him smile."Thanks Hun!" "Np Dear" I felt Tord shiver I got worried and looked at the window.It didn't seem it was cold outside."Tord you okay?" "I'm cold..." I took off my hoodie and put it on Tord.Then he looked at me and hugged me." "Warm..." I tried getting up but Tord didn't let me."No!Stay I need you..." "Ash..Leo can you two go now I think Tord just wants to be with me alone" "Alright.." They both got up and left."Can you tell me what's wrong now?" "I don't want you to let go of me right now..." "Why?" "I feel like something is watching me..." "Why?" "I keep hearing voices...When im about to wake up I see a figure and a pitch black room...I hate it.." "shh you're alright...I won't let go unless you feel a bit safe again..." "Mmm..." "It's alright Love you're fine" I felt Tord's grip get tighter and heard him sob."Hey don't start crying..." "I can't help it!..." I kissed Tord interlocking our hands together.Tord looked at me and he seemed calmer."Tom.." "Hmm?..." "I love you so much..." "I love you too Red..." "New nickname?" "Mhm...there's more I have in mind hun" "Alright.." "Bed?" "I want to stay in your a- -yawns- rms..." "You are going to stay in my arms im not letting go" "your promise?" "I promise I wouldn't lie to you im Thomas Larsin now a part of your life" "I still can't believe you took my last name" "It's better than you being Tord Rockwell so don't complain" "Mm whatever" Tord kissed me than laid back down."I love you Thomas" "Love you too Red..."