Yza's

 Owwwkay! Thank you Lord!!! I woke up with a big smile. From now on, I'll promise myself that I'll put a big smile every morning. Mornings that I'm gonna be thankful for. 

 That's it! I think I need to stop hoping that everything between us will be okay. 

 Start a new life without him. 

 It's Sunday today and I'm planning to go to church with my friend, Dwayne.

 I was about to prepare when my mom entered my room. "Hurry up Yza, Dwayne is already downstairs. " She's supposed to leave when I called her.

 "Mom? Am I ugly?" I asked. 

"Of course not, you're not baby." She worriedly said because I'm about to cry. 

 "Then why did he leave me?" I sadly said with teary eyes. 

 "Because you don't deserve some asshole like him, you deserve someone better, everyone does. " She confindently said.

 Asshole that I love until now. Damn! 

 "Seriously friend? You don't need to stare at your face for about a hour, you're already pretty" Dwayne said.

 "Ohh I'm sorry for taking so long but thanks for the compliment my dearest friend. That's why I love you so much." I said while laughing, pinching her cheeks as well. 

 I'm just wearing a pink dress with a floral pattern adorning my body, the top showing my shoulders and straps to put it in place and a net like fabric with sewed flowers to cover my chest. The lower part was separated by the same net like fabric to cover the skin below my knees and to top it all off, I wore beiged colored heels. 

 Mass is done and we're about to leave when there was a little boy approaching me.

 "Hi ate pretty!" He's really super duper cute and that made me want to pinch his cheeks.

 He was shocked when she saw Dwayne beside me.

 "Hello JV! So happy to see you again" I happily said. 

 Because of my excitement I didn't notice that my ex is beside him. 

 "Belle, can we talk for a while?" I don't want JV to see my devil side so I smiled and said "Ok." 

"Hi, long time no talk Arvy" I smiled like it was sarcastic and pretend that everything is okay. 

"Belle please, stop acting like we're okay, like we don't have a problem, and like you're not mad at me" he said 

 "Oh really? You're aware that we have a problem? And you know that I'm mad at you? But you still chose to leave me hanging!" I said solemly but with still a smile. 

 "Because I thought that if I leave you, you'll never get hurt anymore just because of me." He said sincerely.

 "Yeah, You think right. Maybe I'll completely be okay if you're not part of my life anymore. Thank you for all the pain you left me and Goodbye!" I said. And started walking until I reach Dwayne before my tears start to fall. 

 "Is everything okay?" Dwayne asked but I didn't respond and just smiled.

 "JV we already need to go. Take care when you go home, okay?" I said to JV, bidding goodbye. 

"But ate pretty, uncle Arvy and I want to invite you to eat lunch with us." JV said while pouting. 

"Right timing! I'm already hungry. Let's go! Let's go!" Dwayne said with excitement like a kid and start walking with JV. 

 Arvy smiled and rolled my eyes at him and we also started walking. 

 "So, you'll be graduating this year?" He said to break the awkward silence. 

 "It's none of your business." I dismissively said. 

 "K." and he walked ahead of me. 

 "Ggrrrr, so what? Of course, as usual you're gonna leave me alone again!!" I madly said. 

 He stopped walking, and wait for me to reach him. 

Omg, what did I just say?!?!! So embarrassing!     

 But in fairness so handsome and hot!!  God you can now take me!! 

 Joooooooooooke! 

 "They're already waiting for us." He amusedly said as I was at a trance and as if drool was threatening to spill from my mouth. I just ignored him.

 "You can tell me that you find me attractive, hot and handsome." He said smugly. 

 "You wish!" We already arrived at the restaurant and Arvy seated himself beside me. 

 "Uncle Arvy!! You must let ate pretty taste this one!!" JV suggested while pointing at the special macaroni. 

 Wa-i-t?!?!!! Macaroni?!!?!! Omggggg faveeeee.

 "Sure baby" Arvy said and fed me a spoonful. 

 "Aaayiiiieeeeeeeeee sweet!" JV and Dwayne said, as I urked at them.

 "Thank you for the treat." I said to Arvy and said Goodbye to JV and kissed him in the cheeks. 

"Kiss uncle arvy too!" JV requested. I don't know what to do and say so Arvy is the one who kissed me in the cheeks. 

 "Omgggggggggg" Dwayne squeled in delight. 

 "Hmm.Bye." I smiled 

 "No, see you again" Arvy whispered but I still heard it. 

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 Sorry for the late update. Huhuhu And I know this new update is so lame but whatever!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA