Arvy's POV

"I think I already need to tell her everything. I want to stop the pain she is experiencing. I dont want to see her getting hurt because of me.

" I texted to Belle. "Who is this?" She replied.

I don't know what I'm gonna tell. *typing*

The boy you loved but hurt you the most.*deleted*

I'm so fucking stupid! I hate myself because I hurt the only girl in my life , the girl I love.

I didn't notice that my tears are already streaming down my face.

Yes. I'm stupid , numb worthless or whatever hurtful words you can call me and I think I deserve that all for leaving her. Maybe what I did is wrong but I just did that to save our relationship and to protect her.

I stop being dramatic when the clique came to crash at our house.

"Yow bro. You seem to be in deep thought. Easy there, you might drown." Bryant said.

Here we go , my crazy friends are here again. But I'm so happy to have them because they are the one who always there to pull me up when I'm feeling down.

"Is it Belle again? Talia asked in a serious tone. Talia have a crush on me but she knew and can't accept that I can't replace and forget Belle.

"What? Belle? Of course not." I answered defensively. She just smirked and go to the kitchen.

"Bro, why dont you just love and give all your time to Talia? She's practically crazy about you." Austin's funnily said.

"It's not funny Austin." I said irritated. They turned quiet for a while but went back to laughing to rid of the awkward silence.

After having a blast with them they already left to our house and I'm now lying at my bed thinking for what Austin said.

~I dont want another girl to cry just because they loved me.

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