Dear God 

How do I clam a lost soul,
How do I clam my lost  lovers 
How  do I clam a loved one ,
How do I clam a dead body.

How can u take them
I mean  my brothers in  crime ,
Why didn't u  gave thm  an extra time
They was no need for to be so cruel.

Why didn't u let thm survive in this jungle 
It's  hard to cope without thm ,
I know u didn't take all of  thm ,
I still have two left, but they is a difference between my heart and soul ,
I didn't mean  to be  disrespectful .

But my heart hurts
After  thinking what I have been through  ,
I have been  through a  lot of pain ,
And where  were u ,u were no where to be found .

But if they were still  alive,
I bet u it would be  easier
Coz they would have been on my sight. 

But you were selfish ,
u didn't  even  teach me how to fish
But took people ,who had to  teach me how to fish  ,
I became hopeless like a fish .

But  you  won't  take the blame  ,
Coz you the the one who runs the game
u also don't make a mistake ,
Everything u bring we  have to take .

Dear God ,.

I didn't mean to be  disrespectful
I didn't mean to  to be harmful,
I know I have to be disrespectful
while talking to u,is just that  my heart is full ,
I didn't mean to be a fool

I didn't  mean to upset u
I just had  some questions  for  u  .
Is just that they are not about u
But it had to be  u ,

My Favorite monster