YuJin's P.O.V

"Shut up I'm a better singer than you!"

I sat arguing with Mark whilst we were all eating lunch on the table together.

It was slightly awkward sitting in front of JB after I stormed out yesterday at the food stall and we hadn't talked all day.

It's not like I wanted to talk to him anyway. Our conversations just consisted of him threatening me so it doesn't even matter.

I sat in between Mark and Jackson with JB in front of me and somehow Mark had gotten onto the topic of me singing after all, he had heard me singing in the shower too many times.

I knew he was kidding because he had told me a million times that he adored my singing but he loved ticking me off.

"Shut up I can reach notes you haven't even heard of" I remark before sticking my tongue out at him then shoving a chip in my mouth.

"Oh really YuJin? I'd love to hear them sometime" Jackson commented flirtatiously and I choked on my chip.

"Don't choke yet" he added and my cheeks turned into absolute tomatoes.

Mark got up from his seat and lunged at Jackson who just sat there uncontrollably laughing at Mark.

"Jackson shut up and let me eat in peace." Jaebum warned coldly, his voice seemed emotionless yet laced with frost, I couldn't figure him out and that frustrated me.

After JB's comment everyone went into silence.

I looked up and accidentally locked eyes with him.

Fuck they're so scary.

But they're so damn beautiful.

My breath hitches at the unusual sensation I'm feeling and I look back down at my food.

"Oh yeah, hyungs are you going to the party tomorrow?" BamBam asked JB, breaking the silence.

I winced at mention of the party. I dreaded going but fried chicken was too tempting.

"No way" he simply stated.

I should be relieved, right?

"Oh yeah, YuJin, we need to go shopping after school today for the party!" SuMi reminded me in her overexcited tone.

I threw my head back in frustration and dread.

Mark looked at me with shock plastered across his face.

"You? Party?!" He asked with wide eyes, unable to take in that I was going to a party.

"Fried chicken." I stated and he nodded as he understood.

" & hey, is it so surprising that I'm going to a party?" I asked him and punched his arm lightly, he laughed at me as if I wasn't serious causing me to slightly pout.

Am I really that boring?

I felt JB's eyes on me again and the weird sensation I was feeling came back, I didn't know if I liked it or not...it was so odd and I had never felt it before.

It accompanied my pounding heart and I was so scared that if I stayed there any longer under his piercing gaze he'd be able to hear it.

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I stood in front of the looming mall.

It was as though it was a haunted house with demons that I dreaded entering because I knew I wouldn't come out alive. Especially not with SuMi by my side.

SuMi squeaked with joy and ran off inside whilst I couldn't seem to move.

My feet remained glued to the floor and when she realised she turned around and pouted.

I just looked at her with a pleading look, begging her not to torture me like this. Shopping for me was a cruel and unusual punishment.

She huffed then dragged me inside and I finally stopped resisting.

We went into multiple stores and she kept trying to pick clothes out for me but I honestly didn't like any of them.

After about an hour she already had several bags resting on her arm filled to the brim with clothes, shoes, jewellery and who knows what else.

I still hadn't bought anything, it wasn't exactly because I was lazy it was because there was nothing eye catching to me.

Okay it was because I was lazy.

As I was walking around one of the shops, aimlessly wandering and acting like I give a damn, SuMi let out an ear-piercing squeal, drawing attention to use from all corners of the store.

I just smiled at everyone who was staring at us and told them it was okay then turned to SuMi to see what the hell she was shrieking about.

"Try this on right now!" She screamed causing me to wince and hurry to the changing rooms.

It was an outfit consisting of a black skirt with a zip running down the middle and a tight long sleeved red v neck crop top and it was paired with a pair of black wedges and gold hoop earrings.

The outfit in general seemed to accentuate my curves, I would've thought I'd look more fat to be honest, but it was okay I guess.

Aside from the fact I felt slightly out of place since I was more of a hoodie and leggings kind of girl. Hey, I didn't choose the lifestyle, the lifestyle chose me.

I stepped out of the changing room hesitantly and when SuMi turned around her jaw dropped to the floor. I couldn't help but laugh as I imagined her choking on a fly.

Sorry that's weird.

It's still funny, just weird.

"You look fucking sexy" She said blatantly as she looked me up and down.

"Girl the boys are gonna be all over you tonight" she said then snapped her fingers while I just scrunched up my nose.

"No thanks I'm only doing this for you and for fried chicken" I say, simply shivering at the thought of the party already, though SuMi was overflowing with joy.

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I stepped out the car and the sound of the blaring music was bursting my eardrum already. I could smell the strong reek of alcohol and god knows what else from a mile away.

"Let's just get this over with" I muttered before entering the rabid party.

It was like a collision of sweaty bodies moulding together at the entrance and on the dance floor, I struggled my way through the pack of animals who were all stoned, high or both.

I finally managed to squeeze out into the emptier space and at this point I had already lost SuMi.

Oh boy.

I scanned my eyes around the place, looking for any familiar faces, preferably that of Mark Tuan but hey, I guess God hates me and let me suffer alone in the midst of a sea of hormonal, sweaty and high teens letting out their sexual frustration on each other.

I groaned my head pounding from the blaring music and disarray of flashing lights. I soon gave up and instead made my way to the bar and sat down on one of the stools.

"Water please" I said and the male at the counter turned around.

His straight face turned into a smirk when he saw me and I furrowed my eyebrows.

"Sure thing beautiful" He set his hands down on the counter beside me after fetching me some water.

"Thanks?" I said though it came out as more of a question, he was weird.

Before I could take a sip, I felt the drink being knocked out of my heads and onto the floor, taking me by surprise as I let out a short gasp.

I turned to see who the dickhead who deprived me of my water was.

Im Jaebum.

Wait what? I thought he said he wasn't coming?

But wow I had to admit he looked sexy, his black ripped jeans and his white shirt unbuttoned at the top teasing just a little bit of his bare chest. His hair was tousled and yet he still managed to look flawless.

His jaw was clenched and he was facing the bartender who was now startled. His eyes were just a dark abyss, like a black hole you couldn't come out of, they were so damn captivating.

And even in this dim lighting his lips looked absolutely gorg-

Shut the fuck up Yujin!

I snapped back to reality when I realised his dark eyes darted towards me after he shot the bartender death glares. My breath hitched and the nervousness began to rise again in my system.

"W-what are you doing? That's my water !" I yell trying to appear stronger.

"It's not water, he spiked it and maybe if you weren't so stupid you would've seen it." He spat and it honestly made my knees go weak but I tried not to let it show.

"So what? Even if it was alcohol it's none of your damn business!" I snap and his eyes snake around mine.

"You're right, I don't give a shit about you or your business so do as you please." He stated nonchalantly before walking off with ease.

Why did that hurt?

It shouldn't, but it did.

And who does he think he is?! I can drink as much as I want to drink it's none of his damn business. And to think I thought he had a heart for a second.

"Give me your strongest drink." I let the words come out but I didn't care, I wasn't in the mood and I was beyond pissed. I'll show him, I'll show everyone. They all seem to think I'm boring and a golden child so I'll show them I can be just as bad.

And that was enough to trigger me.

Drink, after drink, after drink. I didn't stop.

Hm. Maybe when things began spinning and I started seeing double, I should've taken that as a sign. Oh well, too late.

I cringed at the burning sensation at my throat but at the same time I didn't want to stop, I wanted to be able to prove a point. 

I stumbled my way to the dance floor and began to dance like a maniac. I knew I'd probably regret it later but at the time I didn't give two shits.

I felt two arms snake around my waist and I turned around to see In GukDoo. He was a relatively low profile boy in my year, though we never really communicated so I was confused as to why he approached me.

But then again I was too drunk to be confused, so I just giggled.

His breath reeked like cigarettes and definitely a couple of other illegal substances but I chose not to question at the time because I was too busy trying not to trip over air.

"What's a pretty girl like you doing dancing by herself?" He whispered into my ear, it honestly made me uncomfortable. He then bit my earlobe and I attempted to push him away but his grip remained tight around me.

I continued struggling till I felt someone pull me back before a pair of fists collided with GukDoo's face, taking me by surprise.

But before I could see who it was, everything went black.