"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more."

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KIM

We are currently on a late night drive which I haven't had before and this is what I needed.

"Wow look at the sky." I say pointing out of the window.

"You want to chill at the beach?" He asked and I nodded rapidly.He chuckles and drives to the beach.He finds an empty parking spot and stops the engine.We both get out of the car and take out a blanket.

We walk down the shore and I can see the beautiful waves.We find a spot on the sand and sit down on the blanket.

I never thought we would be here,together.I saw a lot of sides of his.We had rough moments..literally and we had those sweet moments like this.

The last thing I would think of if I was still in high school is me falling for my boss.My emotions are still not clear,I don't know exactly what this feeling is.I like him a lot,he makes me smile more than anyone else.He knows when I'm not feeling okay and he is a good hugger and kisser.

I had my rough days,separating myself from my parents and working in another state.I had only one friend at first and then I met Jackson who at first acted like a bitch but in reality he is a sweetheart.He made sure I had more friends and I can now call more than one person my friends.

I can't be grateful enough for all this.These people have a special place in my heart,especially Mr.Collins.

I cried and laughed,acted bitchy and slept in my office drunk.I had a chance to take place in a gathering which was me being insanely close to him.

I met wonderful people in my life and I had a long journey and I want it to continue growing.

My father met me 3 days ago.He told what he went through.He had a fight with my mother because they couldn't pay for a medication and he started drinking.His intentions were never against my mom,it was the alcohol that turned him to this.

Obviously he couldn't handle the pain of her wife passing away well and we hugged each other for minutes.I know it's hard but we'll get through the pain,with time we will.

As for Alexander.. I promised Chris I wouldn't talk to him,I don't know the reason why he wants me to stay away but this is the least I can do.

"You know I'm so grateful for this." I tell him as we sit on the blanket looking at the beach in front of us.He puts my hand in his and we lock them.

"For what?"

"For everything" I tell him and turn my head towards him.

"For you." I smile at him and we don't look away for seconds.Every time we look at each other like this I feel something I never felt before.A foreign feeling.

"I'm grateful for you too.I'm so glad we met." He says placing a kiss on my forehead.

He lays down on his back as the sky is getting darker.I lay down next to him and put my head on his chest.

"Lay on your back." He says and I don't move.

"Look at the stars." He says and his voice was quite.I lay on my back and look up.Wow,this is a wonderful view.

We stare at the beautiful sky full with stars and he sits up and takes a deep breath.I look over at him but I don't sit up.

"You know." He starts still not looking at me.

"My relationship with women was always a false attempt.I never knew how to take things seriously and I never knew how to make a girl laugh,smile." He continues and I sit up.His back is still in front of me and I put my hands on it and he turns towards me.

"But here you're Kim.The moment I saw you I knew you were something else." He says and his eyes are darker and sparkly.

"Do you feel the same as I do?" He asks looking at me and finally I can see his soft side.I was always wondering about it.

He looks so cute and peaceful.

"I do. Do you know what this feeling is?" I asked because I don't know the answer for that.

He sighs and looks away.Seconds later he looks back at me and smiles.

"I don't.But if we keep doing this,this whole thing going between us I'm sure we'll find out." He says and pulls me closer to him.

His fingers are on my chin and I look at him.Well one thing I know is that I learned how to make eye contact.

"I want to stay with you." I say and my voice was quite.He smiles and gives me a challenging look.

"Are you sure about that?You'll be trapped with me.I do a lot of weird stuff,and if you really that sure you'll have to deal with all my bullshit." He says and I let out a laugh.

I know he does a lot of weird stuff and also who has a stuffed squirrel sitting on a toilet in their bathroom?When I first saw it I freaked out.

"Well,I'm willing to take that risk." I smile up at him and he pulls me closer and our lips touch.

I needed to feel his lip on mine.Him saying he feels the same way made me so happy.I knew he felt something too but him literally saying it too me felt unreal.

This handsome man with dark hair an light eyes being about 6'2 is all mine.

"I like you Kim.There's something I feel but we'll have to work on that feeling.You changed me in a good way and I'm thankful." He says breaking the kiss.

God I'm swooning.

"I like you too Mr.Collins." I tell him and he smiles.

He lays back down on his back and I lay on top of him.I play with his hair and he flips me over.He looks at me and in a second his fingers attack me.

"Stooop!" I say while I'm laughing like an idiot.Of course he would tickle me..

I try to kick him off of me but I couldn't.He starts laughing as well probably because I look ridiculous.He sighs and sits back next to me.

"Kim?!"

"Hm?" I ask looking over at him.He runs a finger through his thick hair and gives me a warm smile.God I wish he could stay with me forever.

"Call me Chris."