JK POV:

I woke up as sun ray fall on my face. I turn my face to her. The view i wished for so long to see. I tugged her hair behind ear which was blocking to see full beauty.

I wish i can see this beauty every morning. But i know from now on she will hate me more. I hart her by both my words and actions.

I was scared. I was scared of loosing her. Those kidnappers could harm her and then my insecurity about namjoon hyung.

I know she didn't love me that's the thing make me insecure about everyone. I was lost my scene yesterday.

I carefully cover her with blanket, give a quick peak to her forehead and leave the bed as i have to prepare breakfast for us.

I came back to the room to see if she woke up or not and found her sitting on the bed looking at the window with gray eyes.

I take one step toward her then take back my steps. Don't know why I'm being scared of her.

I gathered my all courage and saying myself it's okay i always made her listen to me. It's not a big deal what just happened yesterday, we are married she have to fulfil my demand.

I don't know what I'm saying to myself is right or wrong . I'm just diverts myself from the guilty I'm feeling.

"You woke up" i said to her but she didn't reply. 'Go get fresh i made ramen for you' i cheerfully said and she turn the face to me look at my eyes

Her eyes was gray, emotionless it's  questioning me how much merciless,inhumane someone have to be so they can relax after ruining someone's life.

My heart hart. Her bruises on her face, cuts on her lips saying everything that she can't said. I controlled myself. Pick her up to make her fresh. Then we sat on table. I served her she didn't alter a word but eat.

After eating i pick her and lay her on bed. She doing everything like a puppet. Did i ruled her like a pupp.. No i don't wanna thinking about it. This guilty will kill me