*please hear this song while reading it!*

Justin's pov:

Seconds turned into minutes,minutes turned into hours, hours turned into  days and days turned into weeks. I started to loose my patience's I didn't feel like i had a motivation to live anymore. I missed Cynthia so much! Chaz and ryan always stayed at my house everyday. They came to the hospital everyday. Surprisingly Ryan and chaz also cried them self to sleep. They also missed her so much.

Today was the last day Cynthia was going to be in comma. Her mother came to visit her. But she was in comma for already 1 month. The doctor said there wasn't anything for them to do. Ms.Gutierrez had no other option but to take her of the breathing machine/ Today is the last day she has to  wake up. And if she doesn't. I Don't know what I am going to do.

As I walked  towards her room with flowers in my hands I prayed that when I entered her room she would be awake. That her smiled lit up the whole room. I slowly opened the room to my luck She was still there laying there  so pale. No motion in her face. I dropped the Flowers and sat next to her. I started to cry. I held her hand. It was really cold. That's it. Today was going to be te last time I was going to be with her.

"please wake up" i i said holding her hand tighter

"please!" i said I had a huge lump in my throat. I hate seeing her like this.

I still cant believe i had the gets to  up and leave the room.

Good bye Cnthia! I will always love you...

As i got home. I went straight home.

"hey"chaz said he had circles under his eyes. He didnt even any more.

"its ok"ryan said.

"how can i pretend that I am ok?"i shouted She's gone! forever!

"No!"chaz said ass he started to cry.

"why didn't you take me to go see her?'chaz said standing up

"because this is the fucking reason! i dont want you to be crying like me! i hate seeing you guys always down." i said as i laid in tn the bed.

Cynthia's pov
 

I have been walking in this white world for about ... Idk for about a year. At least it feels like a year.  I miss every one!

"hey" a white guys asked. Not white as a Fully American but as in a white guy. He looked like a ghost.

"yes? who are you? Where am I?" i asked.

"look deep closer and you'll see who I am"the guy said.

Then suddenly it hit me.

"daddy!" i screamed as I hugged him.. Tears started to stream down my face. It has been about 5-6 years i haven't see him. I cant believe i get to see him.

"dad please come home! I really missed you" i said sobbing.

"honey look  around you.. does it look like earth?'he questioned me

"no" i said.

"where am i?' i sad.

"your between earth and heaven."he said.

"dad can i please go with you? I want to be with you and Megan.  Please" i said

"come with me"he said as i took his hand.

Suddenly we appeared in Justin's room.

"look.."he said pointing towards Justin,Ryan and chaz,

They were all crying.

"they miss me" i mumbled.

"yes they wish you were there"my father told me.

suddenly we went to were my mom was.

"mom!" i said.

"can she hear me? i want to talk to her!" i begged.

'no she cant your not in your body only in your soul"my father told me. But i felt like i was in my body.

My mom was in her hotel room. She  was reading a paper.

"what is she reading?'i asked.

"she is reading about the cost of your funeral "my father told me

"Cynthia look at me"he told me

"do you really want to go with me and Megan? Do you really want to leave your mother? Your boyfriend and your friends"he asked.

"i don't have Friends" he said

'yes you do you don't realize but you do. They are here all along. You just need to talk to them. With out fighting"my father scolded me.

"soo what is your decision?"he asked me.

After minutes of thinking i finally had my answer.

"dad even though I really want to be with you and Megan. Right now is not my time to go away there are people that need me" i said hugging him.

"ok good bye Cynthia remember me and your sister will always be taking care of your mother and you"he said kissing me cheek

"by dad" i said.

"good bye"he said. Then he started to walk away into the light the light started to turn  really bright suddenly I couldn't see very well.

"wake up Cynthia! Wake up" i heard voices tell me. But how  can i wake up?

"we are loosing her"some one said.

"no! i am not dying! I am trying to wake up.' i yelled. Suddenly I opened my eyes.

I looked around I was in a room. There were doctors there. My head hurted really bad.

"where am i?' i asked.

"in hospital"the doctor said.

"how long have i been here?' i asked.

" a month or so"the doctor said.

"ama  call your family members to tell the good news"the nurse told the doctor

"no!" i said.

"no i am going to go home and i want to tell them" i said

"ok as you wish"the nurse said.

"can I go home" i said.

"yes with some conditions"the doctor said.

"what"  i said.

"i dont want to see you hear again. Not in a mean way but i mean it as you always get hurt. you need to be careful about your surrounding and the people your with"the doctor said.

"yes" i said.

"ok here are some clothes unless you want to go home in a hospital dress."he said raising an eyebrow.

"umm about that' i said

"can i buy a hospital dress?" i asked

"i really like your dresses they are very comfy" i said turning red.

"no sorry if the police saw you wearing one they would confuse you as a mental person sooo yeah"the doctor said.

"fine" i said. I grabbed the clothes they gave me he walked out and let me have some privacy They gave me some Northwestern University sweats and a sweater. They gave me a tank top. I wonder what happened to my clothes o well. I made my hair into a messy bun. Then i grabbed my shoes that were there. Then i walked out. It felt nice to actually walk in earth. I missed earth.

"goody bye and thank you" i told the doctors and the nurses. Then i walked towards the exit sign. I opened the door and the sun greeted me.

"hell yeah" i said i ran i jumped many people thought i was crazy but if only they knew i was in between Earth and heaven for about a month they would be happy for me. Even join me. I decided i was going to walk towards Justin's house. Why used a taxi when i can use my precious legs? You see i am sooo smart. As i starred to walk I saw an elotero (corn man) man i wished i had money.

"hey its on the house"he said as he handed me a corn on the cob

"thank you thank you thank you" i said as i took it

"no problem"he said giving me a warm smile

Man i love food. What am i saying who doesn't like food? I kept walking. Until i got  to Justin's house. I wonder what they are doing right now? As i stepped on the stairs. I knocked the door. After waiting for what seemed 5 minutes Finally some one opened the door.

"Justin..."