Holy shit, I haven't updated this book in a few days! I'm so fucking sorry guys! 😭 I'll try better next time! Hope you enjoy this chapter and hopefully this unusual long chapter makes it up :( me wuv u all 💖

When Jeno wakes up, it's like deja vu. Jaemin staring at him with adoration, his big soft hand placed gently on his cheek caressing it with his thumb, both are blushing early in the morning.

"Good morning" Jaemin chirps with a big smile on his face, Jeno hums and closes his eyes again as soon as Jaemin started brushing his brown locks with his fingers so delicately like the brunet was made of glass.

"Mornin' " Jeno mumbles going closer to Jaemin's chest and buries his face on the boy's shirt.

Jaemin chuckles at his actions and wraps an arm around his small waist, kissing his head "still sleepy?" He asked as Jeno nodded in response.

"Well you can sleep later after breakfast, we need to eat Jen" he says lightly patting Jeno's ass earning a whine.

"Noooo~" Jeno lifts his leg up and wraps it around Jaemin's torso.

Jaemin sighs with a smile "Baby" he calls, Jeno lifts his head to look at him with big puppy eyes and a pout.

"Daddy" Jaemin almost chokes on his spit, he clears his throat. "Don't let me drag you there" he tries to threaten but unable to because he just loves Jeno too much.

Jeno huffs "you won't do that" he smiles cutely at him, eyes sparkling "you love me too much".

It was true, Jaemin kissed his nose "well too bad, sleep later darling. We really need to eat" running his fingers on Jeno's spine as the boy sighed arching his back as it tickles a bit.

"Why can't I just– eat your cock for breakfast?" Jeno pouts at him but mischief in his eyes.

Jaemin rolled his eyes "you're being very naughty now early in the morning" Jeno giggles at him.

"Fine fine" he puckers his lips asking for a kiss, Jaemin willingly leans down and gives a long smooch making Jeno smile contentedly as they pulled away.

Jaemin sits up and runs his fingers on his blue hair, Jeno stretches and leaves his arms above his head closing his eyes, the Mafia smiles at how adorable he is all the time– even when they're doing it.

He leans down towards the boy's tummy, lifting up his pajama shirt and leaving soft kisses from the belly button trailing up to his chest and stops to move towards Jeno's lips.

"I love you" he mumbles against Jeno's plump lips, Jeno smiles and mumbles back "I love you too" wrapping his arms around Jaemin's neck pulling him closer.

They stop and Jeno nuzzles his nose on Jaemin's shoulder with a yawn, "I'll let you sleep on me even when he guests are here, I promise" Jaemin said leaving a smooch on the brunet's ear.

"Mmkay" Jeno mumbles against his skin "y'know I love it when you do these things" he points out suddenly.

Jaemin hums in confusion "hmm, like what?" Playing with Jeno's brown hair admiring it shine as the sunlight touches it.

"Like kissing my tummy when I stretch, waking up with you looking at me like I'm the precious human being in the world– which is not, and just– loving me" Jeno quietly answers.

Jaemin could sense the nervousness from the boy's tone, worrying "of course, because I love you and you are the precious human being in the world" he feels Jeno smiling sadly.

"Is there something you want to tell me? No pressure of course baby, but you can tell me anything and I–" Jeno pulls away.

The brunet looks at him in the eyes and Jaemin could see sadness and fear in them "Baby?".

"Jaemin–" Jeno sighs "I haven't told you about my...parents have I?" He asked chewing on his lip, a habit Jaemin has noticed when he's nervous or anticipating something.

Jaemin shakes his head "no, but if you're not ready then–" Jeno shuts him up with a quick kiss on his lips.

"I'll tell you" he smiles a little as Jaemin nodded "my parents– they kicked me out when I came out to them that I was gay" he started

Jaemin kept silent wanting to let Jeno finish, "at first I didn't really mind to tell them because my cousin was gay, well he's the only member of the family I knew that was gay"

"I haven't seen him in a while, they said he ran away because his ego was getting the best of him and he was off to living his own life cutting ties with us" Jeno plays with Jaemin's back neck hair.

"But I saw him at a coffee shop he's now working at near my college, he said that it was all lies, they lied. The real reason is that he actually ran away because nobody accepted him and understood his emotions. None of our family members cared and took it seriously" Jeno's eyes started to get glassy

"When I came out, I understood what he meant. My parents got mad and my aunts and uncles started to make fun of me, my cousins distance themselves away from me like I was the plague." A tear escaped and it ran down his cheeks and hanged on his chin.

Jaemin frowns sadly at him "I was alone and after a few days, they bought me an apartment and kicked me out, they left a few money for me worth for a week and I luckily had a few friends from school that helped me"

"But it hurts, y'know?" Another tear, and another escaped Jeno's pretty eyes untile he was sobbing silently "it hurts to have people that was responsible of raising you and gave all your trust to them but when you came out, your sexuality changed, they change too."

Jaemin lifts a hand up to wipe Jeno's tears away, he cups his face with one hand as the other was on Jeno's hip, "My baby" he kisses the teary eyes "you're so strong, you deserve so much better than them, God I can't believe you out of all people had to go through that, and yet you're still here, standing strong for yourself"

He smiles at his boyfriend "I love you so much Jeno, and I would never change negatively to you, I'll be here for you Jen, please keep standing strong for yourself, or better yet for us" it was a promise that both of them knew and wanted, they both are willing to keep it.

Jeno nods at him "I love you so much" tears running down his cheeks.

Jaemin leans their foreheads together "and I love you so much too" kissing Jeno's tear stained cheeks and leaves kisses on his face until the brunet is giggling again.

"Okay okay! Stop it!" Jeno whines pushing Jaemin's face away as the latter playfully pouts.

Jeno scrunched his nose at the sight as Jaemin laughs and pecks his nose "I know, yours is way cuter" the brunet hums and makes grabby hands.

"Carry me to the bathroom, my ass still hurts" the Mafia laughs again and did as told, carrying him to the bathroom and placing the boy on the sink.

"I'll be right back" he said but a hand catches his arm.

"Nooo~" Jeno whines again pouting at him, Jaemin chuckles back.

"I'm just going to grab some clothes, it'll be quick before you could even blink" Jaemin said as he pinches Jeno's cheeks and hurriedly leaves to grab their clothes.

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When he comes back, Jeno has his arms crossed and his pout more out, his eyes are blinking continuously.

Jaemin walks over and places the clothes on the other side of the sink and placing his hands on Jeno's waist "what's wrong?" He raised an eyebrow.

Jeno looks at him "you lied" Jaemin tilts his head leaning in but Jeno pushes his face away "I blinked many times but you weren't here until my vision hurts and I feel dizzy".

Jaemin laughs and hugs him with Jeno trying to push him away "I'm sorry, I'll make it up to you"

It was Jeno's turn to raise an eyebrow "how?" Tilting his head with big doe eyes.

Jaemin smirks at him, leaning onto the brunet's ear "how about your little breakfast before the real one" he nibbles on the boy's ear as the latter gasps pushing him away with his face red.

"B-but" Jaemin crosses his arms, smirk never leaving "Fine" Jeno sighs flailing his arms around.

Jaemin made a silent "yes!" Pumping his fist up into the air as Jeno rolled his eyes and hops off the counter stripping his pajamas without warning.

Jaemin paused abruptly and licks his lips, Jeno looks over his shoulder and smirks, teasingly pulling his boxers down slowly bending down to his toes and when he feels Jaemin's eyes never leaving him, he giggles and shakes his ass making it jiggle.

He steps out of his boxers and picks it up turning around, he throws it to Jaemin who catches it with his hands, the boy looks at it and realized it was soaking wet.

He looks at Jeno with wide eyes "Jen– were you–" Jeno giggles pointing at his manhood, wait let me rephrase that, his full on hard and leaking with precum manhood. Jaemin gapes "when?" He asked curiously.

Jeno shrugs "when I lifted my leg on your torso, Oh!" He exclaims like he remembered something "I then got wet when you left to get clothes" he smiles innocently at Jaemin who was still frozen on his spot eyeing Jeno's leaking member.

Jeno stomps his foot crossing his arms "are you just gonna stand there or do I have to do things on my own and come without you?" He whines.

Jaemin snaps out of it and throws the boxers in his hands behind him and hastily strips off his own clothes, "no, you deserve a reward "

Jeno snorts "and why's that?" Stepping into the shower as Jaemin followed suit grabbing his waist and pushing him into the bathroom wall.

"Because you deserve everything" turning the shower on as Jeno felt his hot breath fanning his face.

"Then let me reward you too" Jaemin smiles smugly at him and gives a quick peck.

"As you wish" he said as Jeno smiles excitedly and gets on his knees right after Jaemin blinked, holy shit, that's hot.

Jeno looks up smiling innocently at him before grabbing his cock and kisses the tip.

Jaemin groans as he grabs a fistful of Jeno's brown hair and looks at him. The boy was still smiling and nuzzles his nose on his member that was now leaking.

Jeno leaves a trail of kisses on his length and hot breaths on it as his other hand grabs Jaemin's balls playing with it.

"Fuck– Jeno just do it!" Jaemin said impatiently, Jeno laughs and licks a strip on his length as Jaemin tightens his grip on his hair making he boy whine "you're being so naughty today"

"I know" Jeno replied and before Jaemin could even say more, he moans as he felt Jeno's hot mouth taking in his dick with his pretty lips wrapping around it, Jeno takes in as much as he can and wraps his hands to where he can't take anymore, squeezing it.

Jaemin moans as Jeno started his job, sucking and licking his dick like he was waiting for it for so long, the brunet started bobbing his head and hollowing his cheeks as he continues to suck.

The blue haired boy was so into the moment he didn't realize his hips thrusted forward until Jeno chokes on him.

"Shit, sorry baby are you ok?" Jaemin asked worryingly at Jeno caressing his hair, surprisingly Jeno didn't pull away, he nodded and hummed the vibration sending to Jaemin's spine.

Jeno pulls away with a smooch on his tip "keep going, don't stop please" his eyes begging.

Jaemin shook his head "no, if you can't take it–" Jeno grabs his thighs pulling himself closer as his own neglected cock slides down to the bathroom floor making him moan.

"N-no! Please! Fuck me in my mouth, I like it!" Jaemin widens his eyes.

"Y-you like it?" Jeno nodded as he kept begging to fuck him in the mouth and grinding himself on the bathroom floor, his eyes now tearing up.

"Baby can take it! Please do something, ruin me! I don't care" Jeno starts to sob "please Daddy"

Jaemin places a hand on Jeno's cheek as the boy leans into the touch "ok" he nods wiping Jeno's tears away "anything for my baby" 

Jeno smiles brightly and goes back to his job, this time with Jaemin thrusting his hips fucking his mouth, Jaemin started to go faster as Jeno chokes on his length and tears forming in his eyes. But he likes it.

Jaemin tightens his grip and pulls Jeno's hair "sh-shit! I'm g-going to c-cum" Jeno hums and sucks even more bobbing his head, the boy's length abusing his throat as Jaemin moans "want my cum baby? Want daddy's cum on your mouth and swallow it l-like a good boy?"

Jeno sobs as he nods his head, humming and drool going down on his chin and landing on the bathroom floor "fuck!"

Jaemin moans out loudly and leans his head on the bathroom wall as he cums hard on Jeno's mouth, he pants as Jeno pulls out with a pop.

He pulls Jeno up to his feet and wraps his arms around the boy's waist, the brunet swallows and smiles, drool and extra cum on the corner of his lips as Jaemin watches. He licks the extra cum with his tongue and leans his forehead to the blue haired boy's shoulder.

They sighed and Jaemin runs his fingers on Jeno's back "was it good?" He asked, Jeno hums leans closer.

"Mhm~" Jaemin smiles and pats his butt cheeks in a comforting rhythm.

"Did I do good?" Jeno asked as he pulled away and fiddled with his fingers.

Jaemin smiles at him nodding "the best, where'd you learn that? Are you sure you haven't sucked on a cock before?" He teases.

Jeno whines and hides his face on Jaemin's chest "I just– watched stuff ok? And no, I saved them for you" the latter could feel him blushing.

Jaemin laughs "all for me huh?" Jeno smacks his shoulder.

"Stop~" he sighs "but yes, all for you" he said mumbling how Jaemin's a damn tease.

The Mafia snorted and grabs a bottle of shampoo "hmm, that's good" he opens the lid as it makes a 'pop' sound, snorting it reminds him of Jeno. "Do want me to wash you?" Jeno nodded clinging onto him.

"Yes please" Jaemin obliges, realizing something he furrowed his eyebrows "wait, have you even–"

"Yes" Jeno cuts him off "I did when you were a few seconds away before you came, used the floor" he shrugs and lets out a relax sigh when he felt fingers on his scalp massaging it with the shampoo.

"If you say so" Jaemin said in amazement that Jeno had a lot of hidden skills.

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They changed into more comfortable clothes with Jaemin dressing Jeno up because his poor baby is still sleepy to which he was still confused about because he was surely active in the previous activity.

Jeno wore the blue plaid crop top and skirt that he bought when they went shopping as Jaemin was matching him with a plain black t-shirt covering it up with a denim jacket and blue jeans.

They went downstairs Jeno being carried bridal style and snuggling into Jaemin for warmth.

Breakfast was hectic like usual, only this time, Renjun actually threw his beef stake on Lucas' face because of something he did in the previous mission last night.

"You're such an idiot! We had a fucking plan and there you were, stealing some shitty ass video games in the fucking apartment when you could easily use your shitty money to buy some!" Renjun yells stabbing his fork into the poor fish's eyeball.

"You're so damn lucky we had the job done and Chenle was tired or else I would've killed two people for the night, one body that the team is familiar with" He grumbles twisting his fork abusing the fish.

Donghyuck places his hand on the grumpy boy's thigh and pats it with a rhythm, "The games were lit tho" Jisung comments sipping his grape juice earning a glare from the elder who snaps his head towards him.

"The fuck you say?" Jisung quickly shook his head and nervously laughs.

"I-I meant Lele's games in his room, he-he bought some two days ago a-and we tried them out– Ahahaha" Renjun looks at him and to Chenle and then to Lucas who ate the stake that was thrown at him.

"Well atleast someone has the brain to actually buy stuff instead of stealing stupid games" Mark snorted on his water.

"Hey!" Lucas yells out "I'm broke ok?" He protests, Donghyuck rolls his eyes grabbing a tissue and wiping some sauce that was on Renjun's chin.

"If you're so broke then where and how did you get the money to buy some lube and condoms for Mark?" He points out as Lucas slumps back into his seat and leans down to hide his face as he crosses his arms.

Mark blushes and clears his throat "l-let's not talk about that" Jisung snickers as Chenle laughs and falls off his chair.

"We should definitely talk about that! Where did Lucas get the money huh? Did he perhaps steal a few dollars from our wallets? Because last time I checked I had a $500 bill for groceries! And then Lucas came home with a bag of different flavored lubes that costed him Oh surprise surprise $500 dollars"

Renjun starts to abuse the poor fish again as he sips on his grape juice aggressively almost choking on it, Lucas opens his mouth but Mark shuts him up "uh– Jeno! How have you been?" He forced a smile changing the topic.

The said boy looks up from Jaemin's lap, his cheeks puffed out full of noodles as he chews on it, Jaemin took the tissue Chenle handed out and wiped Jeno's mouth as the boy swallowed the food "I'm doing great Mark, how 'bout you?" Oblivious to what was happening.

Mark sighed in relief "I'm doing ok as well" he smiled for real this time and shifted his gaze back to his food when he saw Renjun stabbing the crab on his plate viciously from the corner of his eye.

After breakfast they all were chilling in the living room as Donghyuck suggested to play snakes and ladders, Jeno was glad he didn't join and just settled in Jaemin's lap sleeping.

"What the fuck was that!?" Donghyuck exclaims looking at Lucas who rolled his eyes.

"I went up obviously" he grabs a jelly bean from Mark's bowl.

Donghyuck glares "You can't do that!" Jisung sneakily moves his statue 5 steps forward without anyone noticing as Donghyuck was too busy with Lucas.

"And why the hell not?" Lucas scoffed chewing on his jelly bean angrily.

"You landed on snake you idiot! You slide down the snake not up! The fuck put it back!" The tanned boy also grabs a handful of Jelly Beans from the bowl and slapping Chenle's hand away when the younger tried to ask for some.

"You can slide up the snake! It can go both ways!" Lucas argues as Donghyuck sighed in frustration, Renjun was laying his head on his lap reading a comic book so he can't really stand up and strangle Lucas.

"Can not!"

"Can too!"

"Not!"

"Too!"

"Can!"

"Can't!"

"Bitch!"

"Asshole!"

"Pussy!"

"Dick!"

"Fucktard!"

"Motherfucker!"

"Justin Bieber looking ass wannabe"

Lucas gasps and places a hand on his chest, offended "Michael Jackson doppelganger looking ass clown"

"Oh no you did just not!"

"I fucking did!"

Jaemin rolls his eyes and gives the dice to Jeno "Baby, can you roll it for me?" Jeno hummed opening his eyes from where he was nuzzling his face into the boy's neck and nodded happily doing as told, landing a 6.

Jaemin smiles and pecks his temple mumbling a "thank you" before moving his figure to the finish line passing Jisung–despite cheating and Lucas– who also cheated that were only 3 steps away.

"Ok done, game over" Jaemin announces stopping Donghyuck from throwing the bowl of jelly beans at Lucas and smirks.

"Wha– how?!" Lucas asked in disbelief as Jisung mumbles how he can't win a game even when he cheated.

"Jeno rolled the dice and won the game for me" Jaemin replies and looks at the sleeping boy "my lucky charm" he nuzzles his nose on the crook of Jeno's neck.

"Atleast someone wins without cheating, unlike some people"