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Ryujin got startled but also excited of the knock.

She unlocked the door and formed a wide smile at her face.

As she open the door, her smile drop because of the sight.

"Ryu", hearing his deep voice made her shiver and smelling his breath made her cover her nose.

"What are you doing here?", Ryujin asked while looking straight at his eyes that screams for forgiveness.

Before he could talk, she places her index finger on his lips, shushing him.

"Are you drunk again?", Ryujin asked, scanning the guy.

"Ryujin please, let me explain", the guy started speaking and his tears start dropping.

Ryujin can't bare to see it so she looked away, pretending to scoff.

"Ryujin please, let me explain again just this time please", Beomgyu begged as he kneel down in front of Ryujin.

Ryujin got shocked and so she started to make Beomgyu stand up but Beomgyu, being stubborn, just look at her and crying silently.

Ryujin cross her arms,

"Beomgyu it's 4th that you are explaining, what are you gonna explain again this time?"

Ryujin's tears are unbearable that it cry along with Beomgyu's tears.

"Ryujin I can explain in front of you, just listen to me this time please", Beomgyu didn't give up on begging, still kneeling down.

"Get out Beomgyu", Ryujin said while wiping her tears.

Beomgyu shook his head who is still in his kneel, crying out his lungs.

"Beomgyu just leave please", Ryujin kneel down with him and cried.

Beomgyu cupped her cheeks and move her hair at her back.

"Ryujin please, just talk to me", Beomgyu begged while starring at the girl in her miserable state.

Ryujin slowly lifted her head to see him, they share the same tears as their lips are quivering.

"Beomgyu, please get out", Ryujin said while a crack in her voice slip.

She stood up, still in his front, waiting for him to leave.

She noticed that the boy has pride that he didn't want to listen.

Ryujin can't do nothing but she used all  her energy to get him out from the house.

She succeeded on getting him out from their house but Beomgyu is just undefeatable.

He still wants to talk to her.

The two stood under the night sky, starring at each other's eyes without saying anything.

A droplet of water fell into their skin as they are feeling the rain getting along with their heartbreaks.

"Beomgyu, please just stop. I am tired of everything. I am near of giving up my life. Please don't be my reason to do it", Ryujin cried while shivering to the cold water.

"I am so sorry. I didn't mean to. Just let me explain. The first time—", Ryujin stop her by raising her hand in front of him, and her left hand massaging her head.

"Why do you need to explain?", Ryujin asked as she put her hands on her waist.

"You don't need to explain eveyrything", Ryujin continued.

"But you expect me to explain", Beomgyu said, coming near to her.

Ryujin let out a bitter laugh.

"Me? Expecting an explanation coming from you? Why would I? We are just complete strangers who helped each other after unexpected scenarios happened. We are nothing but just a strangers", Ryujin said while emphasizing the word strangers.

"You considered those as nothing?"

"Yes. Maybe the cupid got the wrong people to target. After all, we just helped each other"

"Helped each other that our hearts want more"

"What the fuck are you talking about Choi? If that is love then I don't feel love"

"Why did you listen to my explanations after scenarios? Why did you stay when I told you to stay? Why did you—"

"I listened but I didn't mind those. I  stayed but I didn't care"

"Ryuji-"

"Why won't you stop? Just shut up and leave. You want the truth? Then I'll spill you the truth. I listened because I was hurt. I stayed because I wanted to. But those hurts and wants were useless because you are lying and we are nothing. I shouldn't feel those because first, we are nothing. Right, nothing. you have a girlfriend while being sweet to me and i've let myself to be your victim", Ryujin stopped feeling tired of crying.

"WHY BEOMGYU? WHY? I'VE TRUSTED YOU AND YOU RETURNED NOTHING BUT LIES", Ryujin feel nothing as she carried her knees to kneel down.

"Please leave"

*~*

Beomgyu opened the door, feeling heavy of his outfit because of the rain. 

"Eyo eyo, wherssh dEe pEweopLe hEre?", Beomgyu shouted, trying to open his eyes.

Here we go again. Soobin face palmed himself.

"Yeonjun hyung, help me with this", Soobin knocked on Yeonjun's door.

"Wait, stop knocking on freaking door", Yeonjun said, revealing himself.

"Where is he?", Yeonjun asked looking nowhere.

"He is at the kitchen, ready to throw everything", Soobin said that made Yeonjun run to kitchen.

"Hey hey boy stop touching those or you will sleep outside", Yeonjun threatened the boy.

Beomgyu looked at him and grin.

"I won't tash tHoSe", Beomgyu said as he take a sit in chair.

He hang down his head in the table, as he close his eyes.

Soobin retorted his eyes at Beomgyu and looked at Yeonjun.

"You prepare his bed and his clothes. I'll try to wash him", Yeonjun commanded and Soobin nodded.

*~*

Aish, what are you doing to your life? Yeonjun asked himself, wiping his face with towel.

"Yeonjun hyung I can hear you", Beomgyu mumbled that made Yeonjun taken aback.

This kid is so pro that he can actually hear me talking while drown in alcohol. Yeonjun thought.

"I don't care if you heard me. I ain't lying tho", Yeonjun said, still wiping his face.

"You raise your arm dimwit, I will undress you", Yeonjun said.

"Hyung what the fuck. We are both man. Or you gonna rape me?", Beomgyu asked with exaggeration, covering his body.

"Stop boy. Now talk to me! Why did you drink again? It's unusual of you drinking without nothing happened", Yeonjun asked facing him.

"NothingggG", Beomgyu said, trying to irritate the older.

Yeonjun stayed silent, waiting for his words.

"I am not used to this", Beomgyu started, starring at the table.

Yeonjun politely wait and listen to his explanation.

"I didn't know what happened. At first I thought, she would understand. Or maybe I was just numb. I didn't considered her feelings. She started to feel hurt while there I was, always thinking of what I should say to her. We both stared at the night sky, happily talking to each other. We both felt hurt, crying with each other. We both felt the droplets of rain as the moment of truth was spoken. Our hearts knew what it wants but destiny don't know what is happening so we need to let the beats of our hearts go. It's not easy to let go. She is the only girl I love after my mother", Beomgyu started crying, remembering each scenes happened to the two.

Yeonjun looked pity at the younger.

Soobin just stand at the roof, listening to the younger's downfall.

He is hurt again.

Soobin and Yeonjun looked at each other and decided to help the drunk man to get in his bed.

"Who was that girl?"

"The night sky cried along. The night sky witnessed our downfall"


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