I went to get ready for this stupid man who thinks he can just go around acting like someone else. Like bro, who defuq does he think he is?!

I got my mask since still no one knows how I look like. "xxxx" wasn't far away, it was a nearby cafe in the park across the street. When I stood outside I texted him.

Y/n

"I'm outside, like infront of the door."

???

"I'm inside, in the corner with the bookshelfs."

I opened the door, just to get pushed back. 

Fuck, bullies. I hope they don't recognize me.

I wanted to walk passed them but one of them decided to yell

"YAH YOU STUPID BITCH SHOULDNT YOU APOLOGIZE TO ME?!"

-"With all due respect ma'am, you're the one bumping into me. Not the other way around" I rolled my eyes

"I- oh my god.. Y/N?!!! OH MY GOD GIRLS ITS Y/N!! GET HER!!" she pointed with her finger towards me

Like always I didn't show emotions, I didn't dare to... They would just hurt me even more. The snatched my mask off, showing all bruises from earlier today at school. 

"Awww poor little Y/n, if you knew how to respect me you wouldn't need all those bruises. But oh, how much I love seeing them on you" 

Two girls held my arms, literally at the doorway. People couldn't walk in or out of the cafe. "Respect for you? You don't even know what that means" I mumbled

She heard me and she got so mad, I think I saw steam coming out of her nose and ears. She lifted her hand, but the hit nor the pain never came. It got blurry and dizzy but the girls let go off your arms and ran away. Someone held your hand after grabbing your mask off the ground. You looked up. "Oh my god I think i hit my head, there's no way you're real. Like standing infront of me. Am I dreaming? Is Wonho back? Mom, dad?"

I kept rumbling until that person shook your shoulders to get you out of it.

"So I guess you're Y/n?" Lifting his hand, waiting for me to shake it.

-"so I guess you're Changkyun?" I smirked, shaking his hand.

We got some coffee before heading out of the cafe. I did my mask on. I thought there was no use hiding my face anymore for him, but since he's an idol we can't take risks that people find out who I am.

We had a long silence between us, not an awkward one. But I had so many questions and I know he knows.

"Ask away" he said looking through the corner of his eyes and K know he's smirking for sure under his mask.

-"Why did you want to meet?"

"Honestly I wanted to meet the girl who has so much talent in herself. Didn't think someone like you would get bullied though. No one deserves that.."

-"I guess that's how it goes. I wasn't meaning to go out today. I went home earlier because they spilled shit over me in school... Bitches.."

"Oh so that's why you went live so soon, I was wondering" I stopped walking, looking at him suspiciously -"You know at what times I go live?" "Yeah of course I do. I just didn't realize how stupid I was to join with our main account.. I hope no one of your followers saw.."

I chuckled, so cute how he's so concerned. -" No worries you were the only watching, it's not like I'm famous just like you" I smiled. God, what did I do in my previous life to get so close to this man?

"Who are does girls anyways?" Damn... I was trying to make him forget what happened... For f sake.. -"They are the popular girls. I only got a scholarship but it's basically a school for rich people. And I just don't have it that big and that's what they like to make fun about. Me being poor, but no worries I'm used to it. I can handle it... But for how much longer?"  I mumbled the last part, more likely talking to myself. I wasn't even aware that he stopped walking now. He was in a bit of a shock but he realized how I kept walking.

He walked after me, grabbing my wrist. "Where are your parents, don't they know about this?" 

Of course... I couldn't feel offended that he started talking about them.. He doesn't know.

-"My mom committed suicide and my father left with my older brother when I was younger.. All I know is my brothers name... I know my mom had a hard time, she never wanted me to worry about her, but I did, I always did. I mean how could I not? She's my mother... She never told me what happened but I found out a while ago. My father and brother went to the army to help with supplies because they needed food and new gear and such.. It took them a few months but they never came back.. I don't know where they are, but I question myself; do they know about mom? Do they know where I am? Are they looking for me? Do they care? Or did they just left me here.. Alone?"

At this point I wasn't aware that I was crying. Why do i feel like I've know Changkyun my whole life that i can trust him. Idol or not, I never talk to anyone about my situation.. And I don't want anyone to pity on me. I am who I am today because what happened, it shouldn't effect me like this. But I'm still so young. I thought I'd never deserve what the bullies do to me, but each day it's getter worse and worse and I'm starting to believe that I do deserve it...