Requested by: Elios_Peaches

N-O: Normal oneshot
Pronouns: she/her
Gender: female
Extra notes: this is after endgame and Natasha didn't die.

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You were staring out of the window. You had a large windowsill which you could sit in. Lately you had Natasha staying with you until she got a house of her own. It was a lot of fun.

You had liked Natasha for ages. You had been through so much together. She was the first one you came out to as Y/Se (your sexuality (bi, pan, gay etc)). She had always supported you. She always had your back. You fell for her.. hard.

Not soon after Natasha came out to you as Bisexual. It actually gave you hope that you might have a chance with her.

Natasha walked into the room. She stopped and watched you sit there for a moment. The moonlight was shining through the window. It made you look dark from the angle she was standing in.

'Hey, N/N (nickname). You okay?' She asked.

You wanted to tell her. You had been pushing it back for weeks. You wanted to say it to her. Right now.. but you just couldn't.

'Hey, Nat. I'm alright. Thanks for asking. You?' You asked.

She walked over to you. She sat down in the windowsill besides you. You stared back out of the window. Your face was lit up, it made you look gorgeous to her.

She knew she shouldn't be thinking that. You were best friends. This was messed up.

'I'm alright.' She smiled.

You looked at her. She quickly looked away from you. He hair looked nice in the moon light. You loved being this close to her. You took a deep breath. You could do this.

'Nat, I need your help.'

You couldn't believe you just said that. You could still make up and excuse and change your mind.

'What's going on?' She asked while looking at you.

You had a panic moment. You completely froze. Especially when Nat laid a hand on your arm.

'It's alright, you can tell me anything.'

She then let you go and adjusted her position to sit more comfortably. You couldn't get out of this anymore.

'You know.. there is this girl who I've had a crush on.' You started.

You looked away from her. Looking at her made you too nervous. Your hands were sweating. You couldn't turn back.

'Oh really?' She asked.

'Yeah..'

This started a little bit awkward. Natasha was praying it was her but she didn't want to show you. She had to stay cool but so did you.

'Do tell.' She said.

'I see her quite a lot. She's just.. amazing.' You said. 'I don't think she knows I like her.'

Natasha took her feet off the windowsill and moved closer to you. This made it even worse for you.

'That's exciting.' She smiled.

You looked up at her. You finally dared to look her in the eye after saying all of that.

'We actually recently took a picture and I haven't been able to get my eyes of it. I think I have a problem. She just makes me.. the best version of me.'

'Show me! I wanna see her.'

You reached into your pocket. Your hands were shaking a little. You turned it on and unlocked it. You scrolled through your gallery and stared at the selfie you and Nat took the other day.

'Y/N.'

You looked at her. You took a deep breath and dropped your legs from the windowsill. You moved over to her and showed her the picture.

Natasha looked at it. You were actually in love with her? She had to take some time to process it. You couldn't read her blank expression and started to freak out.

'I didn't know how else to tell you.' You said. 'I've been in love with you for so long.. I'm so sorry. I just.. we've been through so much and I-'

Natasha turned her head to you and smiled. You stopped talking right away.

'You scared me.' She said. 'I thought you were talking about someone else. I guess I'm lucky today.'

Her words made you smile.

'I like you too, Y/N. I have for awhile. I don't easily trust people, I don't open up easily.. you're the only one I can do that with. The rest comes easily.'

She grabbed your hand and you held it tightly. You two looked at each other for a moment. She then leaned in and pressed her soft lips against yours. You kissed her back right away..