******ALYA'S POINT OF VIEW**********

My body ached as I slowly began to wake up. Everything was silence but the beeping sound of pulse machine.

 Another night in the hospital. Great.

There was this sharp pain that went through my arm. I clenched and looked at my right arm. There was the bandage that covered my shot.The shot for my craziness. 

I still needed to see Amy though. No matter what. Couldn't I just sneak out of my room? 

No, no that would be bad... Then I would have to get another shot and stay this freaking hospital again. 

My mind began to linger about if I should sneak out to visit her or not. 

Finally yes. I am going to see her.

I made a bad decision and quickly got up. My head was still dizzy with everything. I shook it off and started leaving my bed. I took a small few steps.

I can do this I kept repeating in my head. Then slowly I took bigger steps getting closer and closer to the door. Just as I was getting closer to door, I noticed something on the ground.

The drawling I drew for Zayn was there and underneath it was my yellow notebook. Wait how could it? I picked it up and quickly went through all the pages. All the drawings of Zayn and Jake were there and the stories.

But that means Jake had gotten into my room. He visited me while I was out. It has to be him because I left it with him at Starbucks by accident. So its not Zayn.

Way to get your hopes up Alya. 

I frowned at the yellow notebook and dropped it back on the ground. I still have to Amy before it's too late. Operation Saving Amy.. or scratch that. Seeing Amy.

Ok that sounded lame... Shut up Alya. I shook my head and just started walkin outside the hallway.

Hospitals at night really do look like scary movies. They got one light on in the hallways and everything else is just really dark and you can hear all the people sleeping.

Its quite creepy but peaceful at the same time. 

I slowly started walking to the end of the hall where Amy was making sure no one saw me. I looked through the window of her room. She was sleeping there with machines all hooked up to her and one hand on her stomach. 

I walked into her room quietly and quickly has a could. 

"Amy..." I whispered grabbing her hand and sighing. I knelled next to her bed sideand started squeezing on her hand. I closed my eyes as I kept doing that.

"Alya?" I heard a soft whisper and I quickly opened my eyes to see huge wide eyes looking at me.

"Yes its me hun! Oh my god you look so... damaged..." I looked at her bandages. They were everwhere on her body there was no inch that wasn't covered.

"Thanks babe." Her voice was quite rusty sounding."How the hell did you get in here?"

"I'm here because I want to be with my best friend. Also I'm staying at the hospital anyways." I pointed to my hospital nightgown. She shook her head and started gently rubbing her baby bump.

"Ames... How old is it... erm.. your baby?" She stopped and seemed shocked when I said the word baby.

"She is 5 months today." I smiled as so did Amy smiled at me.

"How do you know its a girl? And you do know the news right..." I bit my lip as I remembered Liam telling me that they could only save one of them either Amy or her baby.

"I don't know.. Just that feeling. She also makes me craves cupcakes. She's just like her mom." We both laughed at this and then Amy started getting tears in her eyes.

"I'm naming her after you by the way. Since I have decided to let her live not me. They said they could put her on a breathing machine and try to keep her alive. I just know she will make it. Just please don't get upset with me.. it feels like my time ya know? I know best friends are suppose to be friends to the end and I know the end is close but it won't end till you go away, ok? I love you A, my sister." 

Tears started going down her face as I joined in with her. She held my hand and wiped her tears with other one. I couldn't speak I didn't know what to say.

I can't loose my best friend like this. She means the world to me.

I just nodded my head and she smiled still with tears going down her cheek. 

"Ames..." Was the only thing I could get out. 

"Another thing is that please make sure Harry takes care of our little girl. Tell him I love him. And make sure he doesn't do anything stupid like he normally does. And once my little girl turns ten tell her the news about how to stalk her favorite boy band. And lastly you, don't you ever give up on Zayn. He is still here. He visited me today for the last goodbye."

I sniffed and giggled a bit and nodded my head. Amy rolled over and laid her head on the pillow.  She pressed the button that told the night nurse to come. She closed her eyes and took a big breath.

"Goodbye world... I love you Harry Edward Styles." And then her heart motioner went dead. 

More tears sprung on my face and I screamed her name for her to come back. If she only could have stayed longer.

What went through my head was all the things Amy and I did together since we were two. 

I backed away from the bed and leaned against the wall. I couldn't handle this at all. My mind was gone.

Suddenly a couple of nurses came in running and gasped at the sight of her death. They quickly ran over to hear and started pulling her bed towards the emergency room.

"AMY!" I kept screaming her name as I ran towards the emergency room. A nurse stopped me and even more tears went down my face.

"AMY! AMY!" The nurse brought me back down on the ground and kept shushing me and trying to calm down.

My whole body had gone numb.

My heart felt like it had been ripped out and shredded into little pieces. The feelings grew even more stronger and I felt sick to my stomach and all my energy was gone.

At this point I didn't care about anything and I kept trying to move out from the nurses keeping me down. I shook my head. 

Then the memories and tears started to come back. 

"Excuse me nurse but I can handle it from here." Said a deeper voice than the nurse that sat close to me.

"Alya... It's Zayn." He whispered. As much as the hatred of Zayn right now I didn't care.

I flung my body onto his and he cuddled me in his arms. He started humming to me,  "Let Me Love You" by Mario as I closed my eyes and let the tears flow out.

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A/N HULLO MY CARROTS IK.... im in deep sadness after today writing this... ik u guys r mad at me for amy dying.... :( but it just had to be done don't worry everything will get back to normal again i hope :) I JUST FEEL SO BAD I HAVENT UPDATED IN A WHILE.... GOSH... SOOOOOOOOO ILL BE FINALLY BAC ON MY NORMAL SCHEDULE UPDATING ON WED!!! (: YAY 

SOOO I LOVE U AND THIS GOODBYEEE FOR NOWWW SEE U WED :D

-----love jess <3 Xx

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