*Amanda's pov*

The giant green trees that towered our path didn't ease me like usual. The chattering and laughing of my friends didn't make me interest like usual. Even my own breathing didn't calm my raging heart. I kept glancing out of the window hopping to see that familiar house which I used to live and my foot refused to stay put as they bounced in nervousness. The sound of car engine weighted on my heart as I tried to count those giant trees passing by to distract myself.

"Calm down Amy! We are almost there!" Jimin said for the umpteenth time glancing at me with a reassuring smile from the driver seat next to me.

"Just let her be man! I have been trying to calm her since lunch. She has been like that ever since she got the news from luna that her precious mate woke up!" Jungkook said from the back seat with a eye roll which caused the four of us to glare at him. "What? It's obvious she is whipped!" He defend earning a smack from Kayla like usual. At his words my mind wondered back to the question Yoongi asked yesterday. I was like a deer caught in head light at that moment. Unable to deny or accept. But thanks to mum I was saved from that awkward moment as she invited all of us in for a early dinner. So my answer was save for later. I know everyone was dying for my answer and curious about it. Even I myself is curious about it. If my mother didn't butt in, what would my answer had been? I am sure I wouldn't say yes. But would I say no either?

Suddenly the car came into a sudden halt causing all of us to jerk forward from our seats. Jungkook start cursing for the recklessness of jimin as I turned to him deciding to do the same teaming up with Jungkook. But My mouth froze on its' mid opening as I caught the sight of Jimin. He was scrunching his face starring at something in his front, not bothering about our cursing. Realizing the same Jungkook, Jhope and Kayla also stopped hissing at him and turned to look what he was looking so eagerly along with me. And our mouth dropped!

We are right in front of the pack house. But there was a little crowd between us and the pack house. Few of our pack mothers was out there with their pups laughing and chatting happily as my mate was being surrounded by their pups. He was laughing adorably and playing with those pups as their mothers cheered for their pups, encouraging them to catch the big man who escaped from their tiny grips easily. On the side my mother, Soongmi noona and Yoongi oppa stood glancing at him with a fond smile. Few of our warriors, probably the fathers of those pups stood far behind glancing at my mate calculatingly, like trying to read him or understand him. And that made me chuckle lightly. They are starring at him like he is some kind of a weird creature that came here from an other planet. 

"What the heck? Please tell me I am seeing things!" Jungkook shrieked from behind. That's what I have been thinking. That I am seeing things. But knowing that he also sees what I see, I knew it's all real. What the heck happened here? Just yesterday they were all against him and now....? It's like everything took a complete 180 degree turn. The people that were glaring and growling at him a few days ago now is smiling fondly at him and letting their pups play with him? What really happened here?

'Let me talk to him!' Milena gushed in my mind, but what surprised me was instead of hearing her usual oh so 'I am the queen' voice, it was pleading. It was a request rather than a command. She sounded so defeated and longing for her mate. It was so depressed yet hopeful. Like she can't believe what happening yet she wants to believe it. I opened the door and stepped out still keeping my eyes on the boy standing in the middle of pups.  

After back lot of struggling, hiding, keeping secrets, running away from each others and refusing to accept each others, here we are finally. Just standing a few feet away from each others. Within a span of two months, lot of thing changed in my life. The boy I never noticed in my life before is the only one that keeping me collected and sane today. He became the purpose of my life! If someone had told me the beginning of this year that I am gonna end up mated to the biggest nerd in our school and falling in love-.............? Wait! Love? No no no no........ Not love! I mean growing special feelings for him, I would have laugh at first before breaking the teeth of that said person for telling something as stupid as that. But now............

"Amy!" I broke out from my train of thought when I heard my mum's squealing in delight, seeing me standing there in front of them a few feet away. Everyone stopped what ever they were doing to look at us. And there was my mate's eyes among those sets of eyes. A million wot smile broke into his face as he glanced at me with those big, round, innocent eyes which set into a thin line. I heard my friends also stepping out from the car and standing as the same line as me. 

'Can I?' Milena asked from that pleading voice as I slowly backed down giving her the control. Without realizing the change that taking place on me, my cute little mate padded towards me moving those little pups gently out of his way. And the moment he got completely closer to me was the exact moment Milena gain full control over me. Normally I wouldn't have let her, but I know she needed this and I trust her to not to hurt him. She would never! She may act irrational at some points. But it's all because of him. For him and only for him. Her mate! Our mate! Taehyung! 

I stilled when his large hands wrapped around my frame, pulling me into a warm embrace without hesitation. This even shocked Milena. Yes! I got chances to encounter his sudden change of behavior and boldness before, but this the first time for my wolf. So it's no wonder she is caught off guard. Nonetheless it took only few seconds for her to come back to her right sense. A mischievous smile broke into her face as she wrapped hands around his torso and flushed his body against mine. I swear if she did something dirty and create a scene-

'Don't encourage me to take things further. You know I am quite a rebel!' That sealed my mouth successfully.

"I missed you too kitten!" He froze, so as everyone else around us. It's really strange how much authority Milena hold on her voice. She bend to no ones command. It amazed me how much dominate my wolf is and I even sometimes get goosebumps thinking about her. She is a complicated one. Yet everyone's least expect person was the one who is able to intimate her. The wolf that didn't submit to anyone is willing to go on her knees for him.

Taehyung slowly pulled back with wide curious eyes, as he looked at me with surprised. I noticed a light tint of redness decorated his cheeks, probably from the nick name Milena called him in front of everyone. Cute! I mentally cooed and my wolf whole wholeheartedly agreed with me. But....... but we didn't get the chance to enjoy the sight much as the side of his lips tucked upward replacing that shy smile with a small smirk which made both of us confused.

"I missed you more pup!" My mouth dropped. Like seriously dropped. I realized it cause he used his index finger to close my wide open mouth. I heard Kayla gasping in disbelief as the other three boys laughed at our reaction. What the heck? I was really amazed that for the first time Milena was speechless. He was the first ever person that caught my almighty wolf dumbfound. Wow!!!!

'Shut up!' She snapped getting pissed at me and I used that sheer moment of distract to push her back and take the control. 'Hey that's not fair!' She complained which I totally ignored. She asked me to let her talk to him and I did. The deal is finish! 'Just wait till I get the full control one day. I will do the worse with him!' She promised with a evil glint on her eyes. Okay now I am scared!

"Amy!" That familiar deep voice brought me back to the reality and I noticed how everything around turned totally upside down when everyone realized that it was me again in control. The air and the people around us became less tense and my mate was back to his innocent 'I am an angle self'. 

"How are you?" That was the first rationale thing came into my mind beside all those dirty images my wolf sent into my mind, showing what she is planning to do with our cute little mate. Screw her!

"Great!" He beamed happily. " I was bored out waiting for you and came out to have a walk. But those little cutie pies caught my attention and we end up playing." He finished with a proud smile, like he just achieved something big, glancing back at those little kids who noticed it and start running towards us. They all circled around us and start pulling him from his pants, yearning for his attention which he gladly gave, laughing at them and completely forgetting me!

'Do I smell jealousy here?' There she goes. She and her witty remarks. Seriously why she is my wolf again? We are totally opposite of each others. 'Oh shut up. You are proud to have me!' Well! Can't deny that! Smart ass!

"Good to see you back healthy bro!" Jungkook said standing from his behind and lightly punching his back in a friendly way. Soon Jhope and Jimin joined in questioning about everything that happened while we are in the school. An all the while the kids kept hanging on his legs begging him to play with them again. All the adults look at them in adoration while the warriors let go of their guard sensing he is no threaten to their kids. Our friends joke around and decided to join with him to play with the pups like a bunch of toddlers. Kayla came to my side and squeezed my shoulder giving me a warm smile. Everything looked peaceful and back in track. Like everything is gonna be okay. If things worked out well like this, then eventually everything will be okay and my pack members would accept him. I crossed my fingers and prayed to the moon goddess that everything should be okay. Please I want everything to turn out well. Everything to be okay!

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Nothing is okay! NOTHING IS OKAY AT ALL! What's the fuck is okay on getting manhandle by your mate? The same mate that was even shy to look at my eyes and scared to talk to me a few months ago!

Weeks has passed and according to others everything is turning out well. Both Taehyung and Yoongi moved into my pack. And because of that Namjoon, Jin and Jhope also basically live with us. Tae got closer with everyone. He has won the heart of our pack mothers by helping them on chores and taking care of pups. He was the water supplier and the nurse at evening and weekend training sessions. The entertainer of our pack pups. The tutor of all the students in my packs since he is a ace on studying. Without anyone noticing he creep into their hearts and made a own place for himself. He even helped us on reviewing our lessons before the exams. We have like two more days left before the summer vacation. His football practices are going well and all the teammates are supporting him. There are some times I caught my mate being vanished with the future beta for hours and when I questioned it I found out that he has been training with him. And surprisingly despite the weird feeling I am getting around Yoongi we have been getting along well. He may act cocky and cold, but once you got to know him, you will know what a great guy he is. Well everything seems going pretty okay right?

Well hellooooo....... Like I said before according to others everything is turning out well. Notice the key words. 'According to others'. Everything in my life is changing right in front of my eyes. My so called mate is the soul reason of it. What did I called him? Kitten? Kitten my ass! And yeah.... I was used to go around cooing at him thinking how cute he is. If I could I would have send someone into the past and slap myself for even thinking that. That boy is such a bipolar. I SWEAR NEVER TRUST THE DUALITY OF MEN! SPECIALLY KIM TAEHYUNG!

Well let me explain what got me riled up so much.

Everything started normal. Like real normal. Like we start going to the school like usual, but the first change was when he demanded me to ride in his car. It didn't matter to him if others join with us in his car as long as I sat next to him in the passenger seat. The next thing was our seating. He was particularly glued to me in all the classes. Sitting right next to me. And the top of that he start feeding me in the lunch period right in front of everyone. And thing start to heated more from there. Instead of walking next to me keeping his distance, he start to wrap a hand around my waist possessively every time he could. Sometimes his hand is around my waist even in the class room when we sit next to each others. I go with him to the school and I come back home with him from school. If he has football practice first he would drop me back home before going back to the school. He didn't let me borrow ride from my own brother. And when we are apart I would receive a message from him every 10 minute and a call every one hour. He would be there standing next to my bed when I go to bed the end of the day and he still would be there when I wake up. I sometimes doubt that did he even exit my room in the first place. His voice and face is the last and first thing I hear and see every single day now. Every where I go he is there. You can't see Amanda without Taehyung next to her. My friends start teasing me about it telling that I got rid of a one possessive ass to find a worse one than him.

Eventually I had enough and I came to the point where I had to snap at him. And that happened a half an hour before now.

Getting tried of being around with him always I sneaked out when he was explaining Jungkook something on our lunch break. He was too caught up on it to notice how I wriggled out from his grip and slowly walked away. Our friends was on the food line. So neither they did notice me leaving. Just wanting to ease my mind I came to the library where he would lease expect I would be. And it was empty except the librarian who looked at me and around me searching for that boy who stays glued to my hip these days. She looked surprised when she didn't get a glimpse my mate around me. But I casually shrugged it off and walk to the very corner of library. A sudden memory of that day when I met my mate here hit me turning my cheeks a light red. How table have turned now. Instead of him hiding from me, it's me now who is running away.

I leaned my back against a bookshelf and start tracing my fingers randomly on the books in front of my eyes. But what I didn't expect was to see my finger end up pocking a nose. A gasp escaped my mouth and I pressed my back harder against the bookshelf startle at the sudden presence. There stood right in front of my eyes, a inch away from my face, a very pissed looking Taehyung. He looked down town murderous. He started questioning me about my sneaking out like I just did the biggest crime against him. And that's where I burst. My face was red and I lashed out at him. Yelled at him. Hit his chest. Told how annoying he is getting. Told how much I am getting uncomfortable. And told how much I wanna run away from him! And that's where I screwed. Of course I didn't mean them, but a certain alpha wasn't very pleased at my lash out. What must have happened? Him being broken? He getting hurt? Or even he snapping back at me?

None of them! None of them happened!

The moment I told that I want to run away from him, his lips crashed against my lips harshly swallowing the rest of my words. I tried to fight back and pushed him, but he just simply pinned my hands above my head caging my legs between his large legs. I was caught off guard at how aggressive he was. He devour my mouth like he starved for weeks. Teeth crashing and tongue fighting for dominance. And obviously he end up winning the battle. The kiss was heated. Full of passion and lust. There was nothing pure on it. Nothing gentle. It was hunger and desire. And to my surprise he just simply didn't stop from there. No. The whole kiss totally turned into a full blown make out session. I melted under his touch like wax as he ran those sinful lips against my neck. And to my horror I didn't hate it. Not at all. Yes i was being manhandled, being dominate and intimate by someone else. But I enjoyed it. I bit back my lips, trying to hold back my moans, but I am sure the librarian must have heard it twice or thrice. He also did his best kissing me swallowing my moans when ever I make a sound, but his hands didn't stop from roaming all over my body. And finally it ended with a load of hickies in every visible part in my body. The creature of it backed away looking at me with a proud smile like I am his greatest art work.

"Now let see how you gonna run away from me looking like that!" That was the last thing he said before walking away collecting my bag pack giving me time to collect myself. And that's how right now I end up standing in a corner of the library cursing at every god I could recall, for making me end up a situation like this. I heard the librarian clearing her throat probably wanting to see whether I am still alive. And that was my cue to exit this damn place before things would get more worse. Shit! How am I gonna face her? This is gonna be embarrassing!

I gave a one last look at myself and ran my hand once again all over my uniform straightening the disheveled lines and adjusting my messed up ponytail. I pat my face hopping to reduce the redness in them and start cursing under my breath again when I remembered the obvious love bites in my skin. What am I gonna tell about them? I can't tell they are mosquito bites! It's pretty large for a mosquito bites. Oh yeah... I can tell I ate something that I am allergic to. Yes! That would work!

Praying to the all gods that the librarian wouldn't question me, I walked out from my hidden cocoon. And to my luck she didn't. Even she wanted she wouldn't be able to cause, I dashed out from there not even sparing a single glance at her. I leaned against a wall to catch my breath when I was a safe distance from the library. Thank god! God loves me!

"Amy!"

Nope. No thank god at all. God doesn't love me. he hates me. He totally hates me. I froze on my spot like a deer caught in head light when I heard that very familiar voice after back weeks. Yes sure there was times where we bumped into each others and accidentally made eye contacts, but a single word wasn't exchange between us. I mean it was hard to avoid him when we live in the same pack and attend the same school. 

There he sat near to a window looking at me with a surprised look. Kris! He looks surprised to find me here. Why meeeee....????? why nowww.....????

Without wasting time he hoped down and casually walked towards me. With his each step my heart beat set sky rocket. I stood there rotten to floor unable to move. It felt like my legs fell sleep. No no no no... Not now. I am not ready to face him. Not like this. Talking to your ex for the first time after your break up with a load of love bites all over your body? Nope. This is not the ideal way to talk