*Kayla's pov*

"Why did you two hide it?" Luna, Amy's mother asked looking down at her daughter's laying figure on the bed with a defeated tone.

"She wasn't ready and it's not my place to answer!" I replied in a quiet tone as I ran my fingers across her silky hair untangling knots in them. If she is awake she would have hummed at it in approval. She loves it when I do this. But sadly she blacked out last night. She was too much in pain that a small touch from her mate set her over edge and she loosed conscious.

Everyone in this pack knows that who is their future ruler, but no one dares to talk about it since last night. They are beyond shock. Even her own father. Alpha didn't came out from his office since last night. It looks like everyone is waiting for their's alpha's reaction. Luna is going crazy here waiting for her daughter to wake up. And Tae? He was here till few minutes ago before finally Luna asked him to go and rest.

Everything look peaceful and normal from the outside, but inside it's a chaos. Luna sat down beside me lovingly and gently stroking her daughter's cheek who is laying peacefully unknown to all the chaos going around her. I am kind of thankful that she lost conscious last night or else goddess know how the heck we would be able to stop her wolf Milena from marking her mate Tae. They both wouldn't want it. Not this early, specially not Amy. She is still trying to accept the bond, she is still getting use to it. Marking is the highest and biggest step in that bond. So its would be a definite no for her.

"Go eat something and rest dear!" Aunt Bela said in a gentle tone. I wanted to protest, but the reassuring squeeze to my hand and the gentle yet warning mother glance she gave made me accept without a argument. So I gave in went to the kitchen leaving the mother and daughter in their own.

What I didn't except was to see a pissed looking Kris in the kitchen waiting for me. Me being the bitch I am avoided his presence completely and continue on making something for me to eat as his burning gaze followed my every move.

"You knew it!" He stated in a bitter tone more than questioning it. Me keeping the plan of ignoring him, simply just shrugged and continue on chopping the vegetables for my salad. I can sense the aura changing around him as he get annoyed and more pissed at my lack of attention towards him. Alphas!

"That's why she choose that freak over me! That's why she shoved her rank on my face. Just because of what? To defend that piece of a excuse?" He snapped. Now that's got my attention. What the heck is he talking? Doesn't he know who he is criticizing? Who he is disrespecting?

"Actually..... what you said is the truth Kris." I said keeping my expression and tone calm and collect. He was standing just behind me and from the baffled look of his face I can say he didn't except me to agree with him at all. "But there is a correction Kris. She choose her mate over her ex-boyfriend. Key word ex." I snapped. Something changed. Something changed on his gaze. The anger, the disappointment, the seething disappeared as something I couldn't pin point crossed his gaze. But I still continued. "Unlike you, who choose your mate over your girlfriend. Who marked his mate while he still had a girlfriend. Notice there wasn't 'ex' part on those sentences." He went speechless, totally blank. The angry aura around him vanished into thin air as he lowered his head avoiding my eyes and showing his emotions to me. Every second he is standing in front of me make the hatred I have for him increase. So I did the only thing. I walked out from there leaving him and abandoning my breakfast. Great start for the day!

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*Amanda's pov*

Everything is odd. Everyone is acting strange. Nothing is out of the place. Everything is going on as it usually would. And that's what odd. After everything happened last night how come everyone can act so normal like nothing happened last night at all.

When I woke up this morning mum was there beside me, but she didn't ask anything or say anything. Just kissed my head and head out telling me to join the breakfast. That was the first odd thing. Then Kayla came and helped me to remember what I did last night and what happened after I passed out. I almost had a heart attack hearing the flashback. Everyone knows. Yet when I went out everyone greeted me like how they would usually do,  but I didn't miss the curious look they gave me and hesitation they showed. My father acted like there is nothing out of the place and continued his works. And the top of that my aunt decide to visit us today. Like seriously? Didn't she had any other day to plan her surprise visit? And since the morning I am here stuck with my 5 years old cousin while my parents catch up with his parents. What a great day right?

I swear I am on the verge of loosing my mind. How the heck I am gonna explain this to everyone? How am I gonna face Taehyung after what happened last night? Most of it what am I gonna do now? Now we are out of the closest! What should I do next? How would others react? What is my parents think about this? Will my pack members accept this? blah blah blah............... My mind is like a question paper right now. Those are better though since they have answers unless mine.

"Sis... Sis...?" I felt a tiny little hand pulling my fingers to get my attention. I looked down glancing at the five years old adorable child that who is bouncing on his feet to get my attention. My eyes soften as I lift him up and kissed those chubby cheeks causing him to giggle.

"What my little rabbit want?" I cooed as I walked into my bed and placed him there. I normally wouldn't get along with kids. They are cute and adorable, but they are handful and tiresome. But he is different. He got attached to me since his birth. And I have this motherly feeling towards him. I am like a second mother to him. My uncle always tease me telling that I should adopt him once I get married since he loves me more that his own parents. he has been glued to my hip since this morning. But he wasn't a kid who would annoy or tire you. He is the easiest to look after, such a sweet, innocent and a obedient kid.

"Can you read me a story?" he asked excitedly as I tucked him inside the blanket. Those little eyes sparkled with hope. I forgot all my worries as I glance at those innocent eyes and pure smile. It's true! That little kids are a cure to your pain. They make you forget all your worries as you get lost with them in their own innocent world where there is no worries and problems. Just happiness and hope.

"Sure baby! What story do you wanna hear?" I questioned ruffling his dark black hair.

"About that big alpha you always tell!" He said as his eyes and mouth round adorably with each words. It's fascinating to see how a kid's expression would change with words. I wonder how it's feel like to have my own kids one day! How Taehyung would act with our kids. Will he be a good father? Will I be a good mother? What? No! Did I just thought about having kids? And that also with Taehyung? For goddess sake we aren't even dating yet! What is wrong with me? I swear I am going nuts with all the shits going around me. "Amyyyyyyyy....." A cute little whine broke me out of my train of thoughts as I cast at my cousin a apologetic look and got up to walk towards my book shelf.

I sighed seeing my own bookshelf. I am a high school student. yet there is not a single book that related to my studies my bookshelf. There wasn't romantic novels or adventure books either. There was only books about a one topic. One person. One story. The first lycan! The very first creature of our kind. The son of moon goddess!

I have this crazy obsession about his story. Every since my mother first told about his story, I got obsessed. I read every single book about him. All books that written about his story. Every single one of them. There is not a single book or a detail I missed about him. He is my own personal obsession. My goal. I wanted to know him. Everything about him. I feel so attached to that story and I personally admire him. he is kind of my idol, my role model. He is a mystery. A mystery that I want to solve like my mate.  There is similarities between them. They both are so open so revealing and down to earth, yet they are a mystery. A mystery that drowned others, fascinate others. Deep down there is more to them. I know my mate is more than what he shows out. He has more into him and I will pull it out no matter what. I will make him realize who he truly is. 

"Amy hurry up...!" I chuckled as my little cousin whined impatiently. I lay down next to him holding my most favorite book among them. For a second the cover of book caught my attention as I stare into it fascinated.



Am I crazy for thinking that it's beautiful? For some reason the way authors described him and drew him always fascinated me. memorized me. I was always drowned to the way he looks on those paintings. They said that he has gold eyes unlike us since he is the first and the strongest. His fur was ebony black and it shined blue under moon light. His size is as twice as a true-blood alpha and the supernatural abilities he had can't compare to any of us. He was someone else, something else. Yet a part of us. The beginning of us.

"Long time ago there was a beautiful lady." I started softly as the five years old payed his full attention to me eagerly. "A lady that was a part of a nature, who controlled it and who loved it. But she was lonely, cause she lost the love of her life. A wolf. She loved a wolf and they both died brutally from the hands of her ruthless fiance. But the fate decided to give her an other chance. It changed her. It gave her powers and made her the moon goddess." I bit back a chuckle when the little one gasped. I wondered whether he would understand this or not, but guess he is a intelligent one.

"One day when she was roaming around the huge forest trying to sooth her aching heart for her lover and the loneliness she felt, she found a cub. A abandon wolf cub." I mentally cooed at that as I read it unlike my cousin who did it openly. Kids these days! "It remind her of her love. The wolf she felt love with and lost to a hand of monster. She instantly felt attached to it. A connection to it. So she took that cub and raised it. Time went fast and they became attached to each other. Like a mother and a son. The cub ease her loneliness, it accompanied her, it made her happy and it made her day. It gave her a new hope. A new aim. So she gave it an other part. A human. She gave it a human side. She made it into a human and gave him powers, supernatural abilities. And she raised him as her own son. He was. After all she is the one who gave him a new soul. A human side."

"Time went by and the cub grew into a strong handsome young man. The goddess gave him a house to live and she taught him things a human could possibly learn and things they wouldn't even understand. He became her pride, her heir, her son and her Amator. That was his name. Amator! 'The one who loves'. " I heard the little boy clapping excitedly causing me to stop for a moment and stare at him. Am I dragging an other soul to my obsession?

"One day when he was roaming around he found a human boy caught in a bear trap. His mother had been warned him not to get interfere with humans. But he couldn't leave that boy like that in a forest where hungry animals roam around searching for a hunt. If he did that boy clearly would have been someone's lunch. So he helped him. He helped that boy and took him to his house in the middle of the forest and treated his wounds. That is where a new story started. A friendship blossomed between them. And there was lot more to come in the future with that friendship."

"The boy wanted to show Amator a new world. His town. Since Amator had never been to there. He had never been with humans. How can he? When he is so different yet familiar to them. And that's when Amator found the joy of his life. His aim. His life. His love. A girl. A girl who stole his heart at first sight. That girl was the best friend of the boy he saved. That boy introduce him to his best friend and Amator became friends with her soon. Soon he start to visit town occasionally and his human friends start to visit him. Those three became inseparable."

"But the three of them didn't know about the upcoming storm towards them. Except one person. The person who saw all of this and stayed away trusting her son. The goddess. Amator became very friendly with the girl's parents. He stole their hearts with his charm. They liked him cause he was polite, intelligent, kind, charm and loving. So they found the perfect match for their daughter in him. They proposed him ti marry their daughter and Amator felt like he was on the top of the world. What would you want more than to marry the love of your life. So without a hesitation, without a second thought he accepted proposal. He was too happy and excited to notice how his friend felt about this marriage, how the boy got hurt hearing that, how it broke his heart knowing the girl he loved since childhood gonna marry an other man.  A man that he introduced to her."

"Everything went smoothly. They got married and the boy buried his feelings for the girl deep down his heart faking the happiness he showed towards his friends. The couple start their new life and live it happily. 5 years passed and until then everything went smoothly. They had a four years old son and a two years old daughter. They were happy. It was a happy family. Until the time where the four years old boy start to show his change. Day day by day the little boy became stronger. And Amator noticed this. So one day when his wife went to visit her parents, he took his child to the forest to help his son who is struggling to shift for the first time. What he didn't know was that his friend the boy was following him."

"He took his children and taught his son to shift and to control it. And his friend witnessed all this. Soon after Amator caught his friend's scent when he came out of the daze of being proud and happy for his son. And he caught his friend watching them. He had no other choice than to tell the truth to his friend. And he begged him to not to tell that secret to his wife afraid of her leaving him. He trusted his friend with his secret. He trusted him. And that was the biggest mistake he ever did in his life."

"Few days passed and his wife returned, but it wasn't the way he expected her to come back. She came back with tear filled eyes. And there was betrayal and hurt look on her eyes. And what she said him broke his whole world. Shattered his heart. She said that she knows the truth and she is gonna leave him. The love of his life gonna leave him. Not alone. With their's children. Their happiness. Everything shattered. Everything shattered in front of his eyes. His happiness, his world, his family. And it is only because he trusted him. His best friend. The boy who stood there right next to his wife with a smirk when she demand her children back. And right there he lost it. His happiness his love gonna walk away from his life. because of who. Because of that boy. Fury and pain clouded his mind. He saw red. Only red. His gaze glisten with blood lust as he became thirsty for blood. For his blood!"

"Everything happened in blur. He shifted and jumped forward to attack his best friend. The friend who destroyed his family, his happiness, his love and his world. His razor sharp nails dig into someone's flesh as he clawed in the aim of killing. His claws got bath with blood as his ears filled a scream of agony. But the voice he heard wasn't the one he expected. When he came out of his daze he saw what he did. his wife, the love of his life laid there in front of him in a blood bath. She blocked it. She blocked him from killing his best friend out of fury, cause she didn't want to prove what his best friend said is true. That Amator is a monster. No matter what he is, his wife knew that he is anything but a monster. So she tried to stop him. But the luck wasn't on her side."

"Amator went speechless as he glanced at his wife who is on the verge of death. Who is fighting for her last breath. He heard a loud screech escaping from his friend's mouth and he saw the hurt look on his face too. It wasn't look a friend would have when he is loosing his friend. It was the look that Amator had on his face. The look when you are loosing the love of your life. Everything became clear to him. he realized why his friend betrayed him. It was love. It was because he loved her too."

"His heart tighten more and more when everything crashed down to his realization and he look down at his wife hoping to see hatred on those eyes, but instead he was met with the same soft look his wife gave him. That very same innocent smile she gave him every morning. That same look of admiration towards him. at that point he realized something else too. he realized that he never confessed his love to her. They loved each other. A lot, but neither of them said it loud. Neither of them confessed their love for each other."

"He felt into his knees in his human form and wailed hugging his wife's almost death body and confessing how much he loves her. How much she means for him. His wailing changes into anger when he realized that all this happened because he hid his biggest secret from her. He hid who he really was from her. And he realize the biggest mistake he did was not trusting his friend but hiding who he is from the one he loves."

"He saw his friend standing there in front of them and silently wailing, regret was evident on those eyes. All this happened because of his jealousy. Because of that they both gonna loose the love of their lives. Amator cursed him. Out of fury he blamed all this on his best friend cursed him to become a monster. A blood sucking monster. A vampire. And before his eyes when his best friend struggled with his curse, the love of his life passed out. She left him. She left them. Everything is over. His world is broken, his heart his shattered and his family is incomplete."

"His mother, the goddess appeared there, seeing what her son did and how he is wailing clutching his wife's lifeless body. She made him realize what he did. It was not only his best friend's fault. It was his fault from the beginning. If he had told who he is to her from the beginning this wouldn't have happened. And out of fury he sinned. He cursed a innocent soul and destroyed an other innocent soul. His own wife. So she has to punish him. The mother has to punish his son. The goddess has to punish that creature for misusing his powers to go against the nature law and create an other kind like him. An other monster like him."

"So she took what is most important for him. His wolf, His other half, Half of his soul and all his powers. But being the mother she is, she promised him to give an other chance. A other chance to win her love. To live a happy life. Cause everyone deserve a second chance. And since then we are waiting for them. For him. To born again and complete his incomplete