*Taehyung's pov*

The cries of my children, the scream of my used to be best friend and my own wailing, everything went deaf to my ears. I couldn't hear anything. Instead I focus on her heart which isn't pounding anymore. No matter how hard I tried to block other sounds and listen to it, no matter how hard I used my super hearing powers in hope to hear a tiny little bit sound from it, I still couldn't hear it. It's gone. I no longer can hear it. She is gone. The love of my life is gone. Her soul is no longer there. It's only her lifeless body. My love is gone from this world.

No! No! Noooooooooo...........

I howled. I howled into the sky loudly while tears streamed down from my eyes. I howled in pain, I howled in regret, I howled in anger and I howled calling for her. And she listened to me. Suddenly the wind start to blew wildly. The dust surrounded us blinding the sight. Then I saw her. The world's most beautiful women. The women who created me, the women who raised me, the women who gave powers to me. My mother. The moon goddess!

The angry nature calmed down on her presence. Everything went back to normal. She stood there, wearing a long white dress, which matched her pale skin perfectly. Her long dark brown wavy hair blew back showing her angelic face which was filled with so many emotions. Sympathy, concern, worry and disappointment.

"My child!" Her angelic voice ringed in my ears soothing my aching heart.

"Mother!" I wailed. I wailed clutching her lifeless body into my embrace. I want to ask for her. I want her to bring back my love, but I know she can't. She can't go against the fate. She can't go against the law of nature. She slowly walked towards me and bend down to my eye level to wipe away my tears softly.

"You sinned my child!" she muttered softly gazing into my eyes with so much love. I broke down again, seeing the love in her eyes, even after everything I did. She still loves me.

"He stole her away from me mother. He stole her. It's his fault. It's his fault that she is gone!" I wailed leaning into her soft touch on my cheek. Her gaze soften even more.

"The only fault he did was loving her son. He loved her. Like you did. Both of you love her. And that love blinded your eyes. Both of your eyes. That love made both of you selfish. You both tried to gain that love, no one tried to sacrifice. You both are in fault my child." I shook my head at her.

"No mum! She loved me. I know that. He is the one who came between us!" She released a sad chuckle at that.

"He wouldn't be able to come between you two, if you never lied to her son. You hide who you truly are from her. And he only revealed that secret. You both only thought about your feelings. No one paid attention to her feelings. And look now where it ended. Both of you lost her. Both of you!" She stood up raising into her height and gazed down at me with a sympathetic look. "You used your powers to curse an innocent soul son. You misused the powers I gave. You sinned my child. You sinned. And I have no other way than to punish you my child." I sat froze there gazing at her with sad painful eyes. I saw the pain in her eyes. She doesn't want to do it, but she has to. She is the goddess. It's her responsibility. I cursed a innocent soul. And she has to punish me for my wrong doing even though I am her son.

"You will loose the most important thing in you my son. You used your powers to curse him. And now you will loose those powers. You will no longer have your wolf in you my son. I am taking Amator from you son! This is my punishment for you!" She said in a stern voice. But her eyes held a apologetic look on them. I thought I only lost my heart, but now I am loosing a part of my soul, my body, my brain and my mind. I am loosing a part of me. And I know I deserve it. I am her son. The moon goddess son. I should know to control myself more than any one else. She didn't raised me to be like this. Do something irrational like this. I disappointed her. I failed my mother, I failed my love, I failed the nature and I failed my best friend. I failed!

She slowly knelled in front of me. Her hard face soften and her gaze filled with love and concern. Tears streamed down my face as she cupped my cheeks softly, pulling my face closer to her's. A small smile appeared on her face.

"I am blessing my child. As the goddess I punished you and as your mother I am blessing you." She said before planting a long kiss on my forehead. "Which love mad you loose everything, that love will give you back everything my son!" She uttered lovingly before standing up. The smoke start to surround her. Her body start to fade.

"Love is your cure my son!"

I jolted awake from my slumber, gasping for air. My heart pounded on my chest brutally, sweat forming on my forehead. It took me good few seconds wrap my mind around reality. I had a dream. Again! I am having these weird dreams since I found out that Amy is my mate.

I took my phone to check the time and it was 4.30 a.m.

"Meet me in the ground at sharp 5.30 Tae!"  Her words from yesterday rang in my mind alarming all my body muscles to move. I jumped out from my bed to get ready. I only have one hour left. I did my morning routines faster than any other day and it got me 30 minutes to finished getting ready. I sprinted towards my car, giving up on my breakfast and roared my car engine into life before driving to the school.

I talked to the principle yesterday asking permission to use our school ground for my training. And since he was from my cousin's pack he has to granted my wish. Perk of being the nephew of his alpha! My phone dinged getting my attention. I checked it while keeping an eye on the road. And I almost crashed into a tree seeing the message.

My pup❤ 
Pick me! I am waiting at the bus stop near to your pack.

She wants a ride from me. Why? Doesn't she has a car? Oh My God! We are going to ride together. Alone. Just the two of us in this hour. I start to freak out from the excitement. I had to park my car into a side for few minutes to get myself under control. When my heart calmed down a little bit I start driving again and soon she came into my view. There she stood wearing a short and a hoodie. Her hair was tight into a high ponytail as she pulled two snickers to complete her look. Her bag hanging over her shoulders loosely while she patiently waited for my car to park in front of her. She looks athletic and..... I can't believe I am saying this. She looks HOT!

I parked my car in front of her and she got onto the passenger seat. She eyed me up and down before shaking her head in disapproval. I glance at her worriedly. Why she is acting like that? Did she change her mind already? She pulled some cloths from her bag pack before placing them on my lap. I eyed the basketball short and the black t-shirt on my lap confusedly before gazing back at her.

"I knew you are gonna wear something like that!" She said referring to my black dress pant and white shirt. " We are going to train Tae. we are not going to attend an interview. That's why I brought that for you from Jungkook. His size would match you. But the shirt is a old one he used to wear when he was in middle school. You can't wear his new shirts since that boy is packed with muscles." She said with a chuckle. I nodded my head before start driving again, but I can still feel her gaze on me. After back a minute or so she sighed tiredly.

"Look Taehyung! I know nothing is fine between us. But if you want this to work, you have to communicate with me. Talk to me Tae. Stop ignoring me." She let out with a groan. By the tone of her voice, I knew my silence is troubling her. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable around me. I don't want her to give up on me. But you can't clap using one hand. You need your both hand. So if I want to work things between us, I have to open up. I have to come out from my little bubble. I have to let her in. She is my mate. My future. i don't want to loose her. I am scared to get hurt, after everything that happened in my life. But she is my last hope, my only happiness. So I have to take a risk and give it a try.

"Okay!" I mumbled meekly bringing a bright smile onto her face. a smile rebelled to appear on my face, seeing her smile. But I hold it back. We arrived into the school and both of us walked towards the ground in silent. When we neared the ground she turned towards me, stopping me on my track.

"Go change! I will wait for you in the ground. You have 7 minutes before 5.30 Taehyung. Remember what I told yesterday? Sharp 5.30." She reminded with a playful smirk before stalking away leaving me there with wide eyes. Oh shoot! I only have 7 minutes.

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"You are 10 seconds late!" That's the first thing she said when I stood in front of her, placing both my palms on my knees to catch my breath. Any playfulness on her face long gone as she gazed at me with a stern look. I straighten up seeing her sharp gaze. "Okay! Kim Taehyung, I am your trainer Kim Eun Ae or as everyone known Amanda!" She said in a formal tone. "I know you already started your football training yesterday, but it only matches with human strength. That training is nothing compared to our training. So don't hope me to go easy one you." I nodded my head obediently like a puppy. Puppy? No I am not a puppy! Agrhhhhh........

"Let me make one thing clear first. There are rumors telling that you are an alpha. Is that true?" She questioned. "I mean even though you don't have a wolf, you are still a alpha if one of your parent is a alpha. Cause you get alpha blood on you. So do you have a alpha parent?" Oh you have no idea who my parents are beloved.

"Yes!" I decided to answer rather than nodding my head since she wanted me to talk with her.

"Okay! That means you have alpha blood on you. So you have an strength of an alpha!" She stated causing me to look at her like she said the most ridiculous thing ever. Me? Alpha strength? She must be kidding me?

"You must be wondering how you are weak then. It because you didn't receive a proper training Tae. I saw how strong you are that day when we raced Tae. Your grip on me was so tight. Not even once you lost your balance. Heck you didn't even feel dizzy after that run. It because of your alpha blood. If you were trained properly you will have been able to beat anyone asses by now." i chuckled at that causing her hard facade to stumble down. Her gaze soften and she looked at me fondly before schooling her expression back into a hard one. Too late! I already saw it. "If you train harder you will be able to beat any other wolf lower than your rank." My eyes widen at that. Me beating a wolf? " And maybe if you train beyond harder and used your brain more, you will be even able to beat an alpha" Suddenly she chuckled before placing her index finger on my chin sending sparkles in my body. It is when she lifted my chin to close my mouth, I knew that I was drooling. She pulled her hand back and went back to her blank expression.

"But sadly, you wouldn't be able to fight with a alpha wolf. Our wolfs are stronger than our human form Tae. Even though by miracle you get a chance to beat an alpha in human form, you will never stand a chance with a wolf." She informed with no emotions. But i know deep down she is upset that she can't help me with that. She doesn't have to. The things she is doing for me now is more than enough. "Okay! The pep talk is over. Lets get back to work." She said clapping her hand. "Since it's the begging, lets go for ten laps only!"

"TEN LAPS?" I asked in disbelief. Ten laps in this huge ground for a start? Is she joking? I mean look at this ground. It's a freaking football ground. Ten laps around it? And that also just for the beginning?

"I hate repeating Taehyung." She snapped with narrowed eyes causing me to apologize immediately. Oops! Look like my mate is a serious one. Better pray for me. Agrhhhh...... I want my dad. I already miss him. Goddess help me!

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*Amanda's pov*

"It's already 7. Students will start showing up soon. Lets get wash and change!" I stated glancing at sweating mess of a boy laying in the ground, clutching his stomach while panting. Big mistake! I soon averted my gaze remembering the heart attack I faced half and hour ago. Apparently while we were running, I noticed that his glasses was a big distract for him. So I asked him to remove that and continued with my lap. After back a minute or so I felt his presence behind me. Me being me decided to spare a glance at him. And the moment I glanced at him, I nearly lost my balance. I don't know whether I should be glad or regret my decision. Cause he went from 'call me puppy' to 'call me daddy' within 0.2 seconds. The person behind me was someone else. That is the first time I noticed how sharp his eyes are, how intensive his gaze his, how sexy the mole on his nose is and how attractive those kissable lips are. He was someone else without those round glasses and nerdy cloths. That boy doesn't have any idea what he is hiding behind those glasses.

"You did good today! Meet me at the entrance once you are done." I croaked in a stern voice without glancing at him and start walking away towards the ladies changing room. I so badly want to turn and walked with him to his changing room, but I know the moment I would spare a glance at him, I would be a goner. It was a really hard task to train him without glancing at him properly. Why you ask? Because a certin wolf couldn't control herself. My wolf wanted to mark him right there, right then when I glanced at him properly for the first time to realize how handsome and dominant he looks in that sport attire. So lets just say both of us struggle with the training today. I struggled mentally to keep my wolf in control while he struggle physically to keep up with training. It would have been fun training with him, if it wasn't for my damn wolf stressing me out.

I have like 35 minutes left before Kayla show up and demand about all the juicy detail of our training. She is the only one who knows that I came here early to train Taehyung. Others didn't even know about my absence yet. Probably Kayla would convince them telling that I went early to complete some home-works in school. Such a supportive friend she is. The only down fall is that she would even support if I do something stupid that risk everything. Better get ready before my friends show up.

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"Where are you?" Kayla questioned through the mind-link as I was half way through to the entrance. From where I stand I can see the three of them along with Taehyung and J-hope standing near the gate. Kayla was scanning around probably looking for me and when her gaze met mine she grinned suggestively, subtly pointing at a very exhausted Taehyung standing there leaning against J-hope for support. I drained him off. Didn't I?

"Hi guys!" I greeted brightly once I neared them, mentally sighing in relief seeing Taehyung back in his 'I am the most innocent boy' attire. Goddess knows how am I gonna manage tomorrow with him. I think she is testing my control over my wolf.

"Hey sis! How was your studies?" Jimin questioned giving me a short hug. I glance at Kayla to see she is proudly smiling at me for being able to fool her two friends easily. From a corner of my eyes, I saw how Taehyung stiffened on his stance while J-hope looked at him with a questioning look demanding for answers. By the look on J-hope's face I think Taehyung told him about this whole training thing.

"Shouldn't have come all the way here just to study peacefully! You could have still done that in the pack house. Who would disturb you 5 in the morning?" Jungkook mumbled bitterly.

"Oh did my bunny missed me?" I teased.

"Of course not!" He scoffed in response, but I know that it is the case. No matter how much we tease, bicker and insult each others, we can't be without each other. We were friends since diapers. We were bound to be by each others side and held each others back even before we were born.

"I missed you too kookie!" I squealed in the most girly high pitch voice I could mutter just to annoy him more, cause he hates it when I act too girly. Jungkook gave me a weird glance before walking away wanting to get away from me before I could do something even more girly to annoy him. Jimin followed with a chuckle, but before Taehyung could follow them Kayla stood in front of him blocking his path. She raised the two containers, she just got out from her bag into his eye level causing him to look at them confusedly.

"Those are your breakfast and lunch boxes. I asked her to cook something that would give you more energy than a simple salad. If you are going to train you need to follow a proper diet Tae. Salad is not enough!" I explained as Kayla handed him the two boxes.  "J-hope I think you know this whole training Picasso thing. So please make sure that he eats properly and gain some weights."

"Yes mam!" J-hope answered with a salute earning a small chuckle from us two girls. He is really a bright person. My mate is lucky to have someone like J-hope to support him. I glanced one last time at my mate before walking away. We placed unnecessary things in our lockers and walked towards our first class. We have 15 more minutes left before the first class start, but instead of roaming around we decided to hang out in the class room. What a bad idea that was. The first thing I noticed when I entered the class room was the board that covered with all the insults words everyone could mustered towards me. I went slack on my spot reading all the hateful words about me on the board. Everyone in the classroom started laughing seeing my reaction while my friends hissed at them. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I blinked them back not wanting to break apart in front of this close minded pricks who would throw hateful comment at someone for something that person didn't do.

My attention brought back to reality when I heard a sound of door slamming. I looked behind to see all my friends staring at the closed door with a confused look like mine and that's when I noticed that the person just stormed away was none other than my mate Taehyung. Kayla looked at me like asking answers for his sudden retreat, but I don't know either. I looked at J-hope and he mouthed 'He will come again.' before placing a hand on my shoulder and dragging me to our usual spot. this time He made me sit in the middle next to him leaving my spot for Taehyung.

"I will give 1 minute! I don't know which piece of a shit wrote this, BUT SOMEONE BETTER CLEAN THIS UP!" Jungkook roared slamming his palms into the teacher's table. Immediately few students in the front seats scurried there to clean the board. Jimin walked towards the desks placed in front of me before giving death glares to the three students and demanding to exchange seats with them. Normally I would have snapped at him for acting like that, but those students deserves it. They laughed at me. They laughed at my misery. Like I mentioned once, I am not a saint. So I wouldn't mind even if he broke there bones. The three of them sat there and turn towards me offering comfort and supportive words.

Soon the teacher entered and unknown to the drama just happened, she continued the lessons, but I couldn't focus as my mind was set on my mate. Where he is?  

It was in the middle of the lesson when once again the door slammed open. There walked in my mate holing something behind