Joseph and Jac had sat for home in Joseph's car and it was Jac's first time back in a car since the accident and you could see the sacredness in her eyes that she was afraid to ever go in a car and Joseph carried on driving when Jac's breathing became was almost instantly non existed as Jac became more and more paniced she didn't breathe at all until Joseph pulled over into a layby and helped to came Jac down by helping her breathing in and out taking deep breaths as Joseph knew she was having a seriously bad panic attack which wasn't like Jac and he knew why the car accident wasn't going to sort itself but he manged to help calm her down and then drove home so he could then ring Mo and tell her that he wouldn't be in as Jac needs him as she had just had a panic attack and she needed time to adjust to what happen to her and need encouragement to help her back on her feet after the accident so Joseph decided to stay and comfort his wife to be by just having one day to themselves and their kids.

As Joseph opened the house door, and Jac got out of the car as quick as she could and ran into the house and went staight upstairs leaving poor Emma waiting at the bottom of the stairs scared and confused about her mother as she was excited about her mother coming home.

"What's wrong Jac, where are you going?" Joseph said as Jac didn't know about the surprise welcome home party which was happening in the garden.

Joseph gave Emma a hug and told her to go and play with Harry and that Jac her mummy would be downstairs soon, Joseph walked upstairs to hear Jac crying i n their bedroom and he appeared through the gap in the door and the wall, which revealled Jac sat down on the bed with her head in her hands crying and she couldn't stop herself she felt so down and that everyone was being so kind and she was so mean to all of them. Something happen to the Ice Queen Jac Naylor what with Joseph coming back to Holby and his abusive unforgiving mother, Jac had changed Joseph and the baby made her vulnerable, the love of her life and a child with him made her soft and she didn't like being vulnerable because it meant that she was in control if her life and her choices and it made her scared.

As Joseph walked into the room Jac wiped her tears away and Joseph sat next to her making Jac's head lean towards Joseph's shoulder and he rubbed Jac's head and whispered in her ear that he lobed her and that he couldn't wait to marry her. Jac began to speak and revealed all about her worries and troubles and that she doesn't know what to do anymore. The accident changed her but Joseph stood up and held and carry in holding her hands and pulled her up making the dress she was wearing flawlessly fall around the baby bump and her hips and Joseph started passionately kisses Jac in the lips and didn't come up for breath until Jac came up for breath and carried on kissing Joseph and he held her waist and she held her hand around his neck and they fell to the bed kissing and they stooped and hugged each other and Joseph felt the baby and they smiled at each other and Emma came into the room with a frown on her face.

"So, that's why your in here!" Emma said while her frown disappeared as she jumped on the bed and hugged her mum.

"I think so, don't you?" Jac said while directly the question at Joseph.

"I love you mummy!" Emma said while Jac picked her up and Joseph followed as they went down stairs.

"I love you to, munchkin." Jac said with her voice filled with love and happiness after her wobble.

As they walked down stairs Joseph directed Jac holding Emma into the garden with all her friends were...