Unbearable pain

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"Zee!! Here, take this." Jimmy gave him a cold water bottle but Zee refused to get it. Jimmy could understand how Zee  was feeling right now. So he sat beside his friend at the campus garden and started to make a conversation.

"Err..... I don't know how to comfort you. But....."

"Please Jimmy, can we just not talk about this now please." He said with a low and lifeless voice. So Jimmy decided to not to be Busybody.

"Ok, I understand buddy." Jimmy said as he patted his friend's shoulder.
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"All the best Perth, you are very lucky, double happiness in one day, you both are very good together Saint, you are no longer single anymore......." Everyone in that hall congratulated and teased them. Perth was very happy. His face turned extremely bright because of Saint. But on the other hand Saint was dying inside of him as he was thinking that he shouldn't have accept those flowers.

He was lamenting to himself not knowing how to escape from such a situation. May be his lips were reluctantly responding to others but his eyes and mind were only searching for only one person. But he couldn't find him anywhere. So he was screaming inside of himself not knowing what to do.

"Excuse me, leave a little way please." There he was, our Saint's guardian angel has come to rescue him again.

"Saint, there is an emergency please come with me." Tommy grabbed Saint's hand and walk away as he excuse himself to Perth and others. Thank god Tommy you are really an angel.

Saint was very happy and relieved by the arrival of his friend. He would thanks to god at least thousand times in  his heart. Then Saint hugged Tommy immediately when they stopped from running from that stage.

"Thank you so much Tommy. I could not even imagine what my condition would be if you did not come." He said as he hugged his friend.

"Saint this is not the time to thank me. You should go find your doc." Tommy said with great concern.

"Yes you are right. I have to find P'Zee." he ran to search him as he said to himself.

Perth's POV...

"Thank you, thank you, ok bye." He thanked to everyone who wished him and everyone was leaving the hall because it's already past 8 p.m. There was not that much of people remain. 

"Ai shorty asshole, is this the meaning of your 'you will see' statement?" Yacht asked Perth as he patted his arm playfully.

"Now you found it." He confirmed his statement.

"Somehow you won your challenge." He said as he kept a proud look on his face.

"It's not a challenge dumbass. It's called love. I thought P'Saint doesn't love me. I didn't even expect he will accept the flowers. But he did. So now I have confidence that he will love me. I am going to give him so much happiness and love that no one else in this world can give." Perth said in boundless joy.

"Hmm, you love him this much. What so good in him?" As soon as he had finished saying those words Perth stared at him angrily.

"Don't look at me like that. I am asking this because he always being cold with you. He didn't even smile at you once."

"I don't know. But he had that much of affect in me. He already stole my heart." He said as he kept his palm on his chest.

"Hooo, so much of love in the air. Your love stink." Yacht teased his friend as he holding his nose with two fingers. But Perth didn't gave a dame about his friend, he ignored him as always. He treated his friend like air.

Saint's POV...

"P'Zee." Saint called him with a soft and slow voice.

"Oh Saint?" Jimmy responded him. Saint was expecting some response from his doctor But there wasn't any response from him. So Jimmy trying to reduce the awkwardness.

"Err...... oh, i just remember, I  have to make an important call. I'll be back in a minute." Jimmy said as he showed his phone to Saint and left the spot. Then he noticed Zee zoned out. So he went closer and sat beside him.

"P'Zee". Saint touched his shoulder and called his name reluctantly.

"Oh Nong Saint." Zee came to his senses by Saint's touch and hugged him tightly as he realized that his Nong is beside him. Saint didn't expect this response from Zee, so he relieved from his pain which was he felt for a long time today. And he hugged him back.

"P'Zee you know? I was really scared before. I thought you hate me because of what happened earlier. When you leave like that I........."

"Saint, calm down. Don't be scared ok. I can never hate you." He said as he put his forefinger on Saint's lips and cupped his face gently.

"P'Zee, I really didn't know he is your brother." He said through his pure heart.

"I know you Saint. You don't have to tell me everything." He said like nothing happened. Saint couldn't understand what is Zee thinking now. Because he can understand that even if Zee behaved like nothing happened the thing happened before must haunting inside of him now. But he didn't want to allow his Nong saw that.

"P'Zee, why are you doing this? Why are you behaving like nothing happened? Please P', ask me about that happened earlier, ask me why I accepted his flowers. Please P' scold me, angry at me, do whatever you want to do but don't pretend like nothing happened." He said through the tears.

"Saint, I left the hall earlier was not because I was angry at you. Please believe me. I know you Saint. I know whatever you do, it will only good for the others."

"Thank you so much for understanding me P'." He hugged Zee again and Zee reassured his Nong.
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"Aw, hey FM!" Jimmy call Tommy while he waiting for Saint.

"You again?" He asked in tiredness.

"Hm of course me. Who else then?." He asked sarcastically.

"Listen doctor.  I am not in the mood for your sarcasm. Go and show others your sarcasm."

"You think I want this? I am also worry about my friend like you worry about Saint."

"Is P'Zee ok?" Tommy asked in concern.

"You can talk nicely too Huh? You have this side also?" Jimmy teased Tommy when he asked about Zee's condition.

"I should not have spoken like this even though I knew about you. It's a waste of my time Hoi." Tommy sighed in disbelief.

"Hooiii, I am sorry, I just wanted to boost your mood. Forgive me na?" Jimmy just wanted to make him feel better, so he tried to mess with him.

"It's ok P', eventhough I am already in a bad mood. I feel very sorry for Saint. He has to face such a situation like this."

"You are right. But Zee is the only one at the peak of the chaos. He is in a situation like he has to choose only one. He can't choose both of them. If he choose Saint, Perth will hurt. Or if he choose Perth, Saint will hurt. Or even if he choose both of them, at the very end they will ended up in hurt anyway. What is he gonna do now?"
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"Hey shorty, can you stop dreaming about Saint for a moment? " yacht got irritated by his friend.

"Are you jealous of me?? Why are you interfere in my love life?" Perth got irritated by yacht.

"Jealous my ass. Look at the time buddy. You don't want to go home?"

"Oh shit it's already past 9 p.m." Perth said as he looked at the watch.

"Hmm that's what I said. Let's go."

"Yes let's go look for P'Saint and P'Zee." Perth said as he dragged yacht by hand and ran.

"I am not mentioned them, I mentioned home." Yacht whined while they were running.

After five minutes of searching they found Zee and Saint sitting beside each other at the garden. So Perth and Yacht rushed to them. When they came closer to them Perth had an idea.

"Booooo....." Perth went closer to them from behind and screamed at their ears. So they immediately stumbled and stood up with shocked face.

"Hahaha, are you scared?" Perth didn't know their situation so he was making fun of them.

"Look at their faces Ai shorty. You have made them to saw their own grave." Yacht teased them. And they awkwardly smiled at each other.

"Ohhh I am sorry P'Saint and big brother." He apologized to them as he hold his ear lobe.

"It's ok Perth, why are you apologized?" Zee said as he caressed his younger brother's hair.

"Hmm by the way, I already thought I should ask, how did you know P'Zee?" Perth asked Saint in confusion.

"Errr..... he is my bo......"

"He was my PATIENT." Zee interrupted Saint. When Zee was interrupting Saint their friends also arrived at them. And got shocked with Zee's reply.  Saint couldn't believe his ear that is he hearing right or he has  a hearing problem. Because he never thought such an answer from his doctor's mouth. So he was looking at only Zee without blinking his eyes.

"Patient?" Perth asked in shock.

"Hmm." Zee nodded his head reluctantly.

"P'Saint what happened to you? Why did you have to see a cardiologist? You have any problem? Are you ok now?" Perth asked Saint anxiously and nervously as he hold Saint's hands. Zee could only looked at Perth's reaction when he said like that. He understand how much he cared about Saint and He was amazed to see the love his brother had for his boyfriend.

"I am ok Perth. I am not sick." Saint said coldly. And also Zee understood how Saint react with his brother. And of course as for others they couldn't react anything. They were standing and looking at them in silence.

"P' I have a doubt." Yacht started his nosy business.

"What?" Tommy asked casually as he looking at Saint and the brothers.

"When I look at their faces it seems like something is going wrong there." He said as he hold his chin.

"What made you think like that?" Jimmy asked in shock.

"Just, look at their faces P', P'Saint and P'Zee looked nervous.  They are looking like they are hiding something from Perth." As soon as he said that Jimmy and Tommy looked at each other's faces like how did he know.

"Hey doc! I just realized that." Tommy thought to himself as he looking at Jimmy.

"Why are you making that face? What did you realise?" Jimmy also thought himself as he looked at Tommy.

"He is." Tommy pointed at Yacht with his eyes.

"He is what?"

"He is a biggest Busybody than you. " Tommy thought to himself as he looked at Jimmy.

"Shut up you asshole shorty. Are you trying to be funny." Jimmy scolded inside of his mind as he looked at Tommy.

"Hahaha, I am trying to ease myself from this scary situation." He smiled at Jimmy while he laughed inside of him.

"Why are you both silence P'? It may be like this." Yacht interrupted their mind reading performance.

"Like what?" Tommy asked irritably.

"May be it's a love triangle. Tell me P'." Yacht whined at them while he looked  at the brothers and Saint.

"Is he a psychic?" Tommy and Jimmy thought themselves as they widen their eyes while they looked at each other.
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"I am so relieved P'. Please take care yourself na or please let me take care of you." Perth said in great concern.

"Err Perth it's already late and you may be tired with all of this. So why don't you go home and take rest." Saint tried to change the subject.

"I would P', I will do whatever you say if you say you will always care so much about me." Perth asked as he grabbed Saint's arm.

"Hmm." Saint nodded reluctantly as he patted on his hand which is holding Saint's arm.

"Ok P', then I'll take my leave." Perth said to Saint and Zee.

"Hmm." They nodded their heads simultaneously.

"Then good night P'." Perth said good night and he kissed on Saint's cheek. Saint didn't expected this. So he stumbled by Perth's kiss and he immediately looked at Zee with his shocking eyes. Zee turned other side as soon as Perth kissed on Saint's cheek and closed his eyes in pain. A tear drop fallen from his eyes.

"Bye P'Saint and Bye P'Zee." When Perth says goodbye to them Zee immediately wiped away his tears and said goodbye to him. And Perth left the college with yacht with boundless joy in to his heart. After they left there was an awkward silence between them for a while. Saint was looking at Zee in confusion why was he introduced him as a patient to Perth. He couldn't figure out, so he decided to asked Zee about this.

"Err... Saint it's late. We should leave." Zee said without looking at him.

"Wait P'Zee." Saint stopped Zee while he about to leave and Zee stopped.

"Don't you have anything to tell me?" Saint asked. But Zee stood in silence.

"Why are you silent P'? Tell me you don't have anything to say to me?" This time he asked in a demanding way.

"What do you want to know Saint?" Zee asked with a lifeless tone.

"You ask me,What do you want know? Huh? Ok P', I'll tell you what I want to know. I want to know that why did you introduced me as your patient to Perth? Tell me P' I am just a patient for you?" He asked with the tears as he grabbed Zee's shirt collar.

"Saint calm down." Tommy grabbed Saint's arm and he tried to calm him down.

"Then tell him to give me a good reason about what he said earlier." He demanded the answer with unbearable pain in his heart. But Zee couldn't give any answer that Saint was expecting so he chose to be silent. But Saint was suffering more and more because of his silence. 

"You won't tell me Huh?? Okay...... you dont want to tell me anything doctor. After all I am just a patient. So you don't have to tell me anything, I understand. It's already late no? Tommy let's leave." He asked Tommy to leave with him.

" wait Nong Saint, I'll drop you." When Saint leave, Zee grabbed his hand and asked him to go with him.

"It ok P', I am not your boyfriend to go with you. I am just a patient for you. I have my friend, I can go with him." Saint said sarcastically and left the place.

There was nothing he could do but stand in tears while Saint leaving. And He was grieving inside himself when he saw his boyfriend go back in pain.

"Zee buddy, I know it's is stupid question but...... are you ok?" Jimmy asked as he hold Zee by his shoulder.

"Hmm, I will be ok." Zee said while he looking at Saint who went far from him.

Hey guys I know this chapter is a bit boring or sad. But just remember that love and life are full of obstacles. But that too will pass one day.

And I am writing a new story called "Love has no rules💖❌📃". If you have interested you can check it out in my profile bye.


























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