"Hey Nong, have you seen Saint?" Tommy asked Yacht while he looking for Saint.

"P'Saint?? No, I didn't. Why P'?" Yacht asked Tommy.

"I am looking for him for a long time but I couldn't found him." He said worriedly.

"Yeah, on second thought, I didn't see Perth also. May be they are banging each other somewhere else Hahaha......" he laughed as he said. But Tommy got furious at his answer. So he slapped on Yacht's head.

"Ouch P', what the hell???". Yacht yelled as he rubbing his head.

"Stop your bullshit idiot. Go, they are struggling to finish eating the cake. Go and help them finish." He said annoyingly.

"P', I am not......." when Yacht whined at Tommy, he stopped Yacht.

"Stop talking nonsense and go without wasting my time." He yelled at his junior.

"What's happening here?" While they were arguing Jimmy came to them.

"Ask your wife." Yacht said annoyingly and left.

"What's wrong?" Jimmy asked with a smile to his boyfriend while he mad about not find Saint.

"P'Jimmy, I am searching for Saint but I don't know where he is. When I asked Yacht he talked nonsense." Tommy said  in anger.

"Hoo, why don't you ask me?" He said as he smiled.

"You know where he is?" Tommy got excited.

"Hmm." Jimmy nodded.

"Then...... where is he?"

"He is........went upstairs to meet Zee." He said reluctantly because he knows Tommy won't like Saint meet Zee.

"What?" When he heard that, Tommy immediately rushing to the upstairs.  Jimmy called him while he was leaving but he didn't pay attention to him.

While he rushing to the upstairs he heard a sound from the bathroom. If he want to go to the upstairs he had to cross the bathroom.  So when he cross he heard a sound. So he decided to check the sound. But as soon as he enter the bathroom there was a person sitting on the bathroom floor as he put his head on his knees.

"SAINT......"

Zee's POV...

"Zee, are you ok?" Joss asked Zee while he kneeling down on the floor and crying. 

"I am ok." He said after a long time as he wipe his tears and stood up from the ground. Even if he said he's ok, deep down he was really hurt.

"I know that word of yours doesn't exist." Joss said as he caressed Zee's shoulder in concern. But Zee only looked at him silently.

"I am a psychiatrist. You can't lie to me." Joss said.

"Err..... I am sorry for Saint punch you." But he apologized behalf of Saint instead of giving him reply.

"Hoi, it's ok. It's not hurt at all. He doesn't even know how to hurt a person." as soon as Joss said Zee smiled and accepted it.

"Hmm yes. He is too naive."

"Then why are you hurting him?" Joss's this question made Zee worry again.

"I know your situation Zee. But the way you choose to solve this, is wrong."

"You think I like it??? Huh?? Whenever he get hurt I am the one who suffered a lot than him." He said in pain.

"Then why are you increasing his pain? Why are you making his wound even worse than it already does?" Joss asked a little harsh.

"What do you mean??" Zee looked at him worriedly.

"I mean why did you ask me to lie to him that I am your boyfriend?" He asked confusingly

"Everything is for good." Zee said without a second thought.
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Tommy's Pov...

"SAINT..."

When I enter the bathroom I didn't prepare for it. Because there was my friend, my best friend, my brother sat on the wet bathroom floor. The water taps were all opened and the water was spreading all over the floor. 

So I immediately ran and closed the taps. But he was wet already.

"Saint..... Saint look at me. What happened to you?" I called him lots of time but he didn't respond me. I was worried sick so I didn't have a choice so I forced him to looked at me. 

He didn't realized that I called him before. Because he was in a deep thought I think. But as soon as he saw me he hugged me tightly right away and cried nonstop.

"Saint what happened? Why are you crying?"

"Why Tommy? Why is it only happening to me? Am I that bad?" He asked me the same questions nonstop as he hugged me tightly. I could guess a little what might have happened from his stage. Because P'Jimmy said he went to meet Zee, so he would be the reason of this.

Saint was hurt lots of time before because of Zee. I saw him in a worst stage too But I never saw him this much weak.

"Hey don't say like this. Why are you here? What happened to you? Please tell me." I forced him to tell me what happend to him so he said eveything. I could guess what have happened before but I don't know what exactly happened.

"Now tell me, am I a bad person Tommy? Am I not worthy enough of anyone?" He said as he looked at me in the sinful eyes. But his question made me angry at him.

"What are you saying? Look at me Saint, I never saw a person as good as you. And nobody deserves you in this world. So don't say this one more time." I said as hold his face.

"Then why did he do that to me huh?" As soon as I replied to him he grabbed my shirt and asked me furiously. I never knew he had this side too.

"Because he is an asshole Saint. Listen to me, he is not worthy for your tears and time. Wake up from your dream Saint, he is a bastard. He won't come to you anymore. Please don't waste your tears for him anymore." So I said some words of comfort to calm him down.

"You know Tommy, I never felt this lost in my entire life before. But actually he is not the cause of my condition anway, I am the only one. All day long I have been in love with someone who is unfaithful. I am so stupid to believe he will come to me one day." I could understand that he gave up the thought that Zee will come to him, from his words.

"Saint what are you trying to say?" He was suddenly talking different.  I didn't know what he meant and what was on his mind.

"You know I am not the person who easily give up anything no?But in this matter I am so tired Tommy. I don't have any strength to fight for my love anymore. You are right Tommy, he is an asshole, bastard. He is not worth my tears at all." He said as he stood up from the floor.

"Saint....." so I called him confusingly.

"He has only ever seen my boundless love for him no? but from now on I am going to give the love for someone worth. P'Zee will see that."

"Err..... do you mean Perth?" When I asked this he didn't respond but from his silence I could understand that.

"Then what about you Saint? Won't you hurt?" When I asked this question he gave me an answer with smile and it made me realized how much he hurt.

"It hurts itself for those who are alive. I gave my heart to him but he put my heart at his feet and crushed it like a trash. So now I am a lifeless body that moves without knowing anything as pain, feeling or anything." He said emotionless.

"Don't say like this Saint. You deserve happiness. You will be happy with Perth."

"I don't know about me but I am sure he will be happy. I will make him happy. I trust P'Zee but he betrayed me.
Perth trusts me so I should not deceive him like his brother did to me. Today his birthday so from now on I will be totally his boyfriend."

I was very happy with his change. There will be no more hardships in his life anymore. I'm going to see my old friend from now on. I hope this sudden change in him will give him lots of happiness.

After 30 minutes...

The party was over and the remaining guests were left. Saint also changed his dress. Sometimes he stay in Perth's apartment so his pair of dresses were there.

"Every guests are left so we take our leave too." Tommy said to Perth. But it was look like Perth was in a deep thought. So Saint shook his shoulder to bring him to his senses.

"Err... what?" Perth said as he blinked his eyes several time.

"Are you ok Perth? You looked zoned out." Saint asked him.

"It's ok P', I am ok."

"Ok Saint then..... let's go. " Tommy asked Saint but he refused.

"It's ok Tommy. Today I am going to spend the night with Perth." Saint said as he looked at Perth. There was Zee stood in front of Saint but he treated him like air.

"Hooiii, why would you like to spend with him? Do you have any special gift for him." Tommy teased Saint. It made Zee awkward mad inside.

"Shut up Tommy." Saint scolded Tommy playfully and others except Zee laughed at him.

"P',you sure you want to stay with me?" Perth asked in confusion.

"Why, I can't stay with you?" Saint asked as he caressed Perth's head.

"It's not like that P'. You always stay with P'Zee's room whenever you stay here. But now they are here so......" as Perth was saying this, his brother stopped him.

"It's ok Perth. We can crash out in my apartment. " Zee said.

"It's ok P', I can stay with Perth's room." Saint said as he was smiling at Perth. Perth got very happy he also smiled at Saint. But he wanted to ask his elder brother's permission.

"Err....P'Zee, are you ok with this?"

"Huh?? Yeah..... yeah you can." Zee said awkwardly with a fake smile.

"Ok then we take our leave." Jimmy said and they left. After they went, there was an awkward silence between the two couple. But Saint cleared the awkwardness.

"Perth, I am so sleepy. Let's go." Saint grabbed Perth's hand and led him to his room and he totally avoided Zee. It made Zee crazy inside. Even if he was happy for Perth, he was mad at himself and he felt jealous.

"I knew it." Joss said as he raised his eyebrows.

"What did you know?" Zee asked irritably because he already mad inside.

"I knew it you will jealous of Saint. Look at your face. You made this for yourself. If it isn't your brother, he will be dead by now." Joss teased Zee and he left.

The thought of Saint and Perth sleep together made Zee sleepless. He couldn't come out of the thoughts about his Nongs. It was making him insane. After the long sleepless night he decided to go to his room at 3 a.m but suddenly he heard a door open sound.  It was from Perth's room. But the person who came out of the room was not Perth, it was Saint.

As he was walking towards the kitchen he noticed Zee was sitting on the sofa. But he went straight to the kitchen without saying anything to him. Zee followed him reluctantly to the kitchen.

"Err... nong Saint......" Zee called him awkwardly.

"Aw P'Zee, aren't you sleepy yet?" He asked like nothing happened between them.

"Err... yeah. And what are you doing?" He asked as he stared at Saint longingly.

"Aww, I am heating the milk. Err... I say though I don’t know if I can talk to you about this. After we had the........... sleepless night you know, he is so tired. That's why I am heating the milk for Perth. As a boyfriend I have to take care of him no?" He said with a smirk and wished him good night after poured the milk into a glass then left him there.

Saint's response made Zee even worse. It was like shooting an arrow in his heart. He wanted to scream but he couldn't. After that he decided to not to sleep again.

Truly he went into the kitchen to drink water. But when he saw Zee in the living room, he decided to make him jealous. That's why he said they had sleepless night. But actually there was nothing happened.

But it made Saint a little satisfied. It doesn't mean he want to get back Zee again. He just wanted to make him jealous only.