Confused Heart

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"Oi saint wait wait. I am going to falling down." Tommy screamed for his life. Then Saint immediately stopped from running. After they stopped tommy breathed heavily for a while as if he bent and kneeling. At the same time saint looked nervous.  He looked like he did something wrong. Also he looked confused like he done something that he doesn't want to do. He felt like his heart betraying him.

"Hey are you ok? Why are you looking nervous?" Tommy asked saint as he bent down and turned his head to his side. "Huh? Did you say something?" Saint asked confusingly.

"You looked like zoned out and nervous.  And why the hell are you dragged me like that? You know  I have 2 left foot right?" He yelled at saint.

"Yeah, I forgot that you are the godfather of clumsiness. And why did you crash on to me before. That's why I fell down and he hold me like that."

"He hold you Like what??" Tommy asked eagerly. 

"Ah err....err...."Saint got no words to say. He mumbling something. 

"Why are you panicking now. Or....Is he....... made you feel something?" Tommy said with an evil smile.

"Huh? A....are you crazy? I... I didn't feel anything. My heart wasn't beat fast. Are you crazy? You are imagining things." Saint  said awkwardly.

"Me imagining things? Okay let it be like that.  But I didn't say anything about your hear beat." Tommy proudly said as he catched the culprit. 

Saint couldn't speak a word. He felt like he caught by red handed.

"Speak up. Why are you silent?"

"Nonsense. You talk too much. We already late for class. I am going." Saint suddenly rushed to the classroom to escape from Tommy's inquiries.

"Aw, but we have still 30 minutes left." Tommy said as he confused. But saint already disappeared.

Perth's POV...

"Ai shorty, Why are you looking so happy today?" Yacht patted Perth's shoulder as he put his bag on the table beside Perth.

"Do you know what happened today?"

"How do I know? When we arrived this morning suddenly you disappeared like a wind. I had no idea where were you."

"Ok ok I am sorry." Perth said as he felt bad for his friend.

"What??" Yacht stood surprisingly.

"What what?" Perth asked confusingly as he stared at his friend.

"Di...did you say sorry? Hooo, I never heard an apology from a stubborn ass like you."

"OUCH" perth slapped yacht on his head harshly.

"Don't push your luck asshole." Perth scolded yacht.

"Why did you slapped me? If I turn stupid, you are the reason for that." Yacht said as he rubbed his head.

"But you are already one." Perth said annoyingly.

"Ok let it go. Tell me why are you this happy. I want to know the reason behind your smile. "

"Busybody."

"Yes I am. I accept that."

"Ok I'll tell you." Perth said everything that happened in the morning.

"Hoo, was this the reason that you left me? Hm. And if I say a thing you will be  happy even more."

"What is that?"

"There will be a competition for moon and star. We select you as a moon  behalf of our faculty." He said with a happy tone. But looked like the latter didn't show any interest in this.

"Oh."

"Oh? Just oh? Is this your reaction.?"

"Hm it's just a competition.  What's the big deal. Even though I haven't any interest in this competition." He replied clearly as if he doesn't want to participate.

"Is that so?"

"Hm."

"You know there is a benefit for the participants?"

"What benefit?" Perth asked carelessly as he immersed in the phone.

"The participants will be guided by their former moon."

"So what?"

"Do you know who is your guide?"

"No." Perth shrugged his shoulder and said "who cares?"

"Of course you."

"Why do I have to concern about that?"

"If I say who he is then you will. You ready to hear his name?"

"Hm." Perth said again carelessly.

Yacht opened a file and took out a paper from it and started to read the name, "Science faculty moon Perth thenapon and ( former moon of the faculty) Saint suppapong."

After he heard the name that he wanted to hear every day Perth immediately turned to see his friend as he put his phone on the table and snatch the paper from yacht's hand to clarified that he heard right. Perth checked the name list and there was written Saint's name beside his name.

"Is this for real?" Perth asked unbelievably. 

"Hm 100%, so.... are you ready?"

"100%." Perth smile at yacht like he won a trophy.

Perth's POV...

I couldn't believe that I am going to spend my few weeks with my angel. When I am with you, I shouldn't let you see my weakness or won't disappoint you. I will make you proud and make you fall for me eventually. I will let you see my sincerity and my love for you.

"Since I met you, I couldn't concentrate on anything. I Always thinking about you.  P'Saint you know, You always come in to my dreams to kiss me and sweet talk with me. I am sorry that I always thinking about you. But why aren't you like that in reality. You are always cold with me. Why are you like this? But I don't care however you behave with me I can tolerate you. But I can't let you go. Why are you changed me like this P'Saint. Whenever I spell your name I felt something in my heart. Can a name have such an impact on the heart? Why do I  like you this much? I always asked myself this question but I didn't get an answer yet. I really don't know whatever this feeling. It's either love or lust I won't let you go. You are mine,only mine." Perth was talking himself like his heart exploded by the happiness.

"So what are you going to do next? Now you have a good opportunity in your hands to be close to him. Will you succeed in your battle? Will you get your prince charming? Or...." when yacht was going to say a negative comment Perth slapped his head harshly.

"Ouch. What the hell man? Why did you like to hit me?"

"Then don't talk negatively next time. Or else..." perth raised his eyebrow and forfinger at his friend. 

"Yeah yeah whatever." He said as he rubbed his head.

Saint's pov...

"Why are you hiding everything from me? Nowadays you changed a lot." Tommy made the puppy eyes trick again.

"Really?? Show the face of yours to me?" Saint said sarcastically.

"Hmm." Tommy turned his face to the latter.

"I won't fall for your tricks again." Saint said through the teasing smile.

"Bastard."

"Fine, I'll tell you everything.  What do you want to know first?" It looked like he can't escaped from his friend. So he gave up and ready to told his secrets to his friend.

"I want to know everything. From last night until this morning."

"You won't give up no?"

"N to the O. Periodt." Tommy said firmly.

Saint's pov...

It look like I can't escape from tommy and truth to be told I can't hide  anything from him at all. I don't know how was I survived until now without telling him. Because as you know we don't hide anything from each other. We are childhood bestie after all. I can't live without him and the same goes to him. That's why everyone misunderstood our friendship as a bromance or something hahahha. But we are not. We respect our friendship, we live for our friendship. 

Friendship is not just a single word. Even it is a single word it has lots of meanings.  Only a true good friend can have all relationships with another friend. My father was died when I was young. From the day until now He has been my father when I needed some advice or need a person to talk to in my most difficult times. And he has been my mom when I got sick or something (his mom is in his native place now). And he is the friend who tolerate whatever I do wrong. I am not expressive when it comes to emotions.  But he is not like me. As you know he is very protective over me. That bastard likes to control me hehehe. But he has the rights. Okay if I zone out like this even more he will hit me for sure.

"Hey Saint,  who are you talking with. ?"

"Huh? Nobody."

"Then tell me."

"Ok Let me first tell you about what happened last night. Yesterday P'Zee asked me out for a coffee. Because I was exhausted by workout. And then he offered me a ride because of the rain. When we were on our way the rain poured heavily.  So he stopped the car on an alley for a while. Then......"

"Then what? Why are you blocking my interest? "

"Ok ok calm down. He told he want to hit on me then....... he.......kissed me." Saint said as if he unsure about his friend's reaction.

"Ha? What did you say? He kissed you? That bastard, I told you he is a player. Was he forced you? Where did he kissed you? Why don't you saying anything? Why are you looking like nothing happened?" Tommy yelled at saint.

"Tommy just shut up for a second will you? Was I said he forced me?"

"Ho...So, that means you kissed him back?"

"No no, but......I didn't stop him."

"Why didn't you stop him? Is that mean, you confessed him? He confessed you? Or you two confessed each other?" Tommy asked eagerly. 

"No tommy we didn't. You are the one who imagining things. But when I was with him I wanted to be close to him, when I was with him my heart beat so fast. Whenever I looked at his eyes I lost myself in his beautiful sparkling eyes. How can I stop him when he kissed me?"

"If you feel this much towards him then why are you waiting? Why don't you propose him.?"

"Propose? What are you talking? That's too soon. I still don't know what he feels towards me. Maybe if I told him my love and what would I do if he refuse me?" Saint asked with a little sad and pouty face.

"If he doesn't like you he wouldn't ask you 'can I hit on you?'" Tommy imitated like Zee and Saint laughed by his friend's funny behaviour. 

"Then what next?" Tommy asked saint.

"I don't know. He asked my phone number when he dropped me off at the apartment. I didn't get any call from him yet."

"Hoo... suddenly your life changed from news channel into romantic K drama. No no it's love triangle.  And what about other? What did he say to you this morning?" Tommy asked excitedly.

"I don't know about him. Because he always care about me. Even this morning when I about to hit the ground he was the one who hold me. I don't know how he got there. When I was with his arms I felt very safe and protective.  He also said I won't let you fall. I also liked what he said at the time. I am not attracted to him romantically but urghgh....... he confused me. I don't even know what I am feeling towards him. "

"He  made you confuse right? I think he succeeded the first step."

" not at all. I told you I am not attracted to him in that way. I think that feeling was just by the fear because of the fall. Nothing else." Saint thus relaxed himself.

"Hmmm... keep saying that." Tommy said and chuckled.

"It's time to class, Let's go." They left to the class.

Zee's pov...

At the hospital

When Jimmy arrived, Zee's phone was buzzing. But it looked like the doctor was in a deep thought. So he touched zee's cheek with the cold water bottle which he brought.

"Ouch." Zee came to his senses as he rubbed his cheek.

"What are you wondering about without even noticing the phone ringing?" Jimmy pointed the phone on the table beside Zee.

"Oh"

" hello!" Then he immediately attended the phone. After he cut the call, Jimmy asked Zee about his date with Saint. 

" I don't know how to tell this. But I feel guilty right now." Zee said with a guilty face.

"Don't tell me you raped that cutie." Jimmy teased Zee.

"Don't tease me Jimmy I am serious here. I feel very bad." Zee said with a little anger in him.

"Ok, what happened then?"

"I kissed him."

"What? Really? Hoo, I am so proud of you my friend.  I thought you will die without even kissing anyone. But you proved that you are my best buddy." He hugged Zee playfully.

"Are you making fun of me. Let go of me."

"Then why are you sad? It's a good think you know. Or..... was he slapped you when you kissed him."

"Not at all. He didn't slap me, neither kissed me back. He just stay still. May be he was shocked that I suddenly kissed him. I want to know his feelings right now. It was so awkward. "

"You said you have his number. Why don't you call him?"

"But I am nervous right now. What would I do if I called him and he refuse to talk to me?"

"He won't.  You said he didn't stopped you kiss. So that means he also likes you. Just call him."

"You sure?" Zee asked confusingly.

"Yes, come on."

"Okay......( calling Nong S)"

"Nong S? Hmmm...." Jimmy teased Zee.

"Don't tease me." Zee said coldly.

"Hello!"

















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