ALEX POV

Nagising ako sa ingay na naririnig ko kung saan. Pero napasapo ako sa aking noo ng bigla itong kumirot.

Arrgggghhhh... I massage my temple gently baka sakaling mawala ang kirot. Pero mas lalong sumasakit dahil sa ingay na naririnig ko. My gooodddd!!!! my room is in the f*cking third floor of this house and yet I can hear those noises coming from outside.

"What the f*ck is that noise came from?" I grunt as I slowly walk through the door of my balcony and I frown at the scene that happening outside of my house. "What the hell is happening down there?" I say out loud and coldly for them to know that Im pissed right now. Arrgghhh!!!! My head is f*cking hurt. So f*cking hurt, idagdag mo pa ang ingay na ginagawa ng mga mokong na to. Ano ba kaseng ginagawa nila dito ng ganito kaaga? I raised a brow ng walang sumagot sa tanong ko. "Do I need to repeat myself?" I said as I cross my arms infront of me. Tsk. Anong problema nila?

"Ohh! We're sorry Alex! It's just a little misunderstanding. Nothing serious..... " Hanz mumble while scrathching the back of his neck. "...... and Alex would you mind if you change your clothes first? You see? Your still on your pajamas." He added I raised a brow on him and I blink twice? thrice? Then my eyes widden when his words slowly registered on my f*cking slow blow mind. Oh shit. For God sake Im just wearing a pair of pajamas a f*cking pair of pajamas witch is too flimsy.

And for the second time I cursed myself and made my way to my bathroom immediately. I slam the door of my bathroom and get rid off my clothes and tossing them on the loundry basket then make my daily routine as fast as I can.

Im wearing my favorite brand of clothes witch is made by my cousin Natasha. Ofcourse. Halos lahat ng damit ko galing sa mga designed nya mula sa pang araw araw kong damit (pambahay) my pajamas, all of my dress, even undergarments. Well ofcourse I'm proud to say that she's my cousin and she already made her name bigtime at the age of 17 and now she's 19 and becoming 20 three months from now. 'Ano kayang ireregalo ko sa kanya?' hhhmmm.. I make a mental note of that. I brush my hair and spray some cologne and made my way downstairs.

I jag down the stair as I top my finger on its railing to make some sounds. Indicating that Im not in the mood. Yeah, I think it's really my habit toping my fingers everywhere I can make some sort of sound to ease the anger inside of me. Because I'm 100% sure that they don't want to see the side of Alex to get angry as much as I don't want them to witness it. The time that I expload like a bomb on anger I can't control myself specially when I smell blood, or I see blood with my own hands it feels like heaven, yeah! Call me sadist, demon or whatever you want to call me I dont f*cking care. It gives me happiness if I see someone begging for thier lives, lying with thier own blood specially if that person is not worth living. Just by the thought of throwing punch on someone face make me smirk. Make my blood alive. It's like a drug, a drug that so hard to get rid off. I shake my head on that thought as I reach the living room.

But when Im about to talk kase nandito na silang lahat someone shout my name from the kitchen. "IS ALEX UP?! HANZEL BABY TELL ALEX TO GET HER ASS DOWN HERE FOR HER BREAKFAST!" ohh shit. Shit. Shit. Am I hearing it loud and clear? Am I not dreaming?

"Lo..... Logan?" I whispered. Oh God!

"There you are princess." Logan said when he saw me. His carrying a two plate of food na di ko alam kung anong klaseng pagkain ang niluto nya. Habang abot tenga ang kanyang ngiti. "Is that your way on welcoming me?.... " He raised a brow and spread his two arms widely. After he put down the plates on the table. ".....can't I even get a hug from you?" He added. I can't help myself on smilling like an idiot when he wiggle his brow and wink at me. I giggle and run towards him "LOGANNNN!!!" I blurt out and jump on him. He swing me around while chuckling as I tighten my hug on his neck and buried my face an his shoulder.

"I missed you!" He said when he already put me down and gave a peck on my cheek as he tighten his hug on my waist. Logan! How I miss this man. Maybe you are wondering who is Logan in mylife. Well!!!! Sino nga ba sya sa buhay ko? Mahirap ipaliwanag basta ang alam ko lagi syang anjan pag kaylangan ko sya. He can control the beast inside of me na di kayang gawin ni Sai. Kaya nya akong pakalmahin kapag umabot na ako sa punto na di ko na kilala ang sarili ko pag nagalit. He tooked the place of Zedric in my life. He tooked the place of my own brother in my life, he tooked the place of my father on my life. If I combined together he become my brother, father, friend, bestfriend, acquaintance, mentor I can call him my other half somtimes. Gaya ni Sai he can took a bullet just to save me. Pero magkaiba sila ni Sai. (aside from the fact that Logan is a bi while Sai is straight.) Logan can read me easily while Sai take too long after he can sum it all up. Hindi ko alam kung kaylan ako nagsimulang magtiwala kay Logan basta ang alam ko. Mawala man silang lahat anjan parin sya at di nya ako iiwan sigurado ako dun.

"I missed you too...." I whispered back ".....when did you get here?" I added then break our hug to make some space between the two of us.

"Lastnight?" His word turn out more on a question as an answer. I hum at him and take a look on the food from the table. Ang dami naman nya atang niluto. The foods is just a mouthwatering. Awww!!! bigla tuloy akong nagutom ng tumunog ang tiyan ko.

"You really did love cooking huh?!" I said and occupied one of the seat around the table. The one that on  the head of the table to be exact. My dining room is big. The table as well kasya ang labing anim na tao para sabay sabay na kumain. Yun nga lang di sya masyadong nagagamit. (sa tingin ko dahil mag iisang buwan palang mula ng dumating kami. Di ko lang alam nung sila Tasha at Zian palang ang nandito.)

He just shrugged his shoulders and ruffle my hair then call the others to join us. That's when I remember that Zedric and Drew is here. Sila yung may gawa ng ingay kanina. Magsuntukan at magsigawan ba naman sa harap ng bahay ko. Tsk. Anong pumasok sa utak nila at pumunta dito ng ganito kaaga para lang mag away? Wala ba silang magawa sa buhay nila? Mga isip bata. Tsk.

Seriously? They too silent. Logan take the seat on my right side then Hanz beside him is Zian then Tasha. Sai take the seat on my left side followed by Mae and Seed then Red and Drew.  Zedric my brother occupied the seat on the other edge of the table infront of me.  Witch is too far from us. I raised a brow on him. What exactly does he want?

Sa totoo lang kanina ko pa gustong kumain kase kanina pa ako naglalaway sa mga pagkain na nasa harapan ko. Kung ganito ba naman ang ihahanda nilang pagkain araw araw para sa breakfast wala akong pakialam kung tumaba ako na malabong mangyare kase kahit anong kain ko di ako tamataba. Seriously? Sinong hindi maglalaway sa mga pagkain na nasa harap ko ngaun? French toast, cheese cake, flan, pancake with syrup and strawberry on top, the best vegetable fried rice with shrimp as a toppings? Bacon and egg toast cups? Egg muffins and Shakshuka? Wait. Wait. Wait. Lahat ng niluto nya may itlog? Ano sa tingin nya ang ginagawa nya?

"Are we going to eat or not?.... " I said coldly. ".....because if your just going to stare the food I'm going to eat all of these and I don't f*cking give a damn if your going to starved the whole day."

"Don't nag infront of the table with food." Someone said behind me.

"Brian?" Hanz said cheerfully. Agad syang napatayo at tumakbo patungo kay Brian na nakasandal sa pinto sabay talon sa kanya. Nasalo naman sya ni Brian ng walang kahirap hirap. Tumayo naman ako at lumapit sa kanilang dalawa agad naman akong niyakap patagilid ni Brian gamit ang kanyang kaliwang braso kaya naman niyakap ko sya pabalik actually silang dalawa ni Hanz kase buhat buhat nya si Hanz.

"Too much surprise for today huh." Nasabi ko sa sarili ko na akala ko nasa utak ko lang pero nasabi ko pala ng malakas.

"Akala ko ba next week ka pa darating?" Tanong ni Hanz sa kanya. Dahan dahan naman syang binaba ni Brian.

"I miss my little brother you know?" Brian said while ruffling the hair of Hanz that made him to pout.

"Not my hair." Hanz stated while slapping away the hand of Brian on his hair. "It take me hour to arrange my hair you know."

"You love me though." Brian said to Hanz while grinning like an idiot then squeeze his both cheek. "You're really cute and adorable I wonder why that idiot didn't notice your beauty. Tsk" Sabi pa nya na halata mo ang pagkainis sa kanyang bosses dahil sa pagkalukot ng kanyang mukha.

"He's a coward you know." I stated and locked my gaze to my brother Z while raising my brow. His jaw clenched then dart away his gaze on me.

"Aww! But Jhaysen rang me a week ago to have my blessing so he can court Hanz." Brian said with a smirked on his face.

"Jhaysen?" Hanz asked with wide eyes. Brian just 'huumm' at him as an answer. Napa tsk naman ako sa kanya.

"Are we going to eat now?" Sabi ni Tasha na halata mo sa bosses ang pagkairita. Kahit kaylan talaga tong babaeng to ang sungit. Napailing nalang ako at lumapit pabalik sa mesa sabay upo sa upuan na inuupuan ko kanina.

Tumayo naman si Zian at lumipat ng upuan sa may kaliwa ni Tasha. "You can sit here bro." Sabi ni Zian kay Brian sabay turo sa upuan na inuupuan nya kanina. Tumango naman si Brian sa kanya.

"Can someone lead the grace?" Logan said coldly.

"I think I can." Hanz said while scratching the back of his neck while blushing.

"Father in heaven we thank you for this wonderful day that you gave us. Thank you for the blessing that always come our way without asking it from you. Thank you for giving us the opportunity to have a breakfast meal at one time. How I wish that our parents could possibly be with us next time. And thank you for the undying love that you always give us. In Jesus name Amen."

"Amen." We all said in unison..

After that simple grace from Hanz we all eat in silence but I can sense the tension between Zedric and Brian.

They giving each other their death glare. Aww. This is going to be exciting you know? I grin smugly on my thought. Seeing my brother with that murderous looked his giving to Brian I cant help myself to smirk devilishly. Knowing that Brian is too much possessive to his brother.

"Who is Jhaysen by the way?" Zian asked out of the blue while reaching the plate of shakshuka. Then grab one piece of french toast.

"Jhaysen Lee Patterson. The secret admirer of Hanz for almost 3 years I think so. If I'm not mistaken you know." Red simply answer the question of Zian as if nothing serious while reaching the glass of orange juice.

"Wait. You mean Jhaysen Lee Patterson? As in Patterson? The son of Mr. Hendrick Patterson? The owner of PCS Company (Patterson's construction supplies)? Jesus Christ." Tasha said in wide eyes when Red just Humm and nod his head to agree with her.

"What's with him then?" Zian asked. Tsk. Akala mo naman di nya kilala. Napailing nalang ako sa kanya.

"Oh my god Zian!" Tasha stated in exaggerated tone. "Well. Sa pagkakaalam ko thier company is the 4rth biggest company in Asia. Based on ranking you know. Sila yung pang apat out of hundreds sa may pinakamalangking companies na nagsusuply ng mga gamit for constructing a building, houses, etc. You see? He's also one of the famous in University. In our University to be exact." Mahabang paliwanag ni Tasha kay Zian. Napatango tango naman si Zian sa kanyang kapatid.

"This really is amazing Logan." Sabi ko sabay tusok ng pancake na nasa plato ko para maiba ang usapan. Kase sa totoo lang kanina ko pa gustong matapus ang agahan na to para makausap ko si Z at Drew sa kung anong ginagawa nila dito.

Ano ba kaseng pumasok sa utak nilang dalawa at sabay pa silang pumunta dito. Wala ito sa plano ko. Masyado pang maaga para sa kanilang dalawa. Napatingin ako kay Drew na nakatingin rin pala sakin. Tsk. Napailing nalang ako sa kanya sabay tusok ulit sa pancake na nasa plato ko.