SAI POV

I never thought that Alex will going to do that, never in my dreams. Because Alex is the toughest girl I've ever met. She mannage to control Her feelings. She can beat everyone with just a snap of Her finger. Am I being exaggerated here right? Well... Ofcourse I'm not because that's the thruth okay. Tsk. Even I myself can't beat Her. She maybe have an innocent face, but she is a devil inside, Alex is the next hier of Ferriera mafia because her brother don't like the idea of being the next boss of thier organization. But  Alex built her own identinty, her own organization that only few of us know about that. She don't want to be on top just because she is the next hier of Ferriera instead of savouring the moment of being a filthy rich kid she choose to make her own way of living. She mannage to control the situation in her own way.

Lahat ng kilos nya dapat planado, dapat walang mali, kung tutuusin ayaw nyang matalo, kase para sa kanya "Once is enough if you made mistake twice that's not forgivable." Yeah right! I agree on that.

She can't just be called 'The Devil Hier of Ferriera Mafia' for nothing.

Every one of us has the right to choose on what we want to be and what kind of life we want to rule, because every decision we made there is this so called 'aftermath' on everything.

The moment that Alex stop her car in the middle of the race. I know there's something wrong. You know what I mean? Ofcourse not. Tsk. I will give you 3 reason so you can get what I mean.

First? Alex come first everytime she has a race. (She was late.)

Second? Alex never use her loving car on racing game. (She use her Black Bugatti Veyron)

Third? Alex never make a stupid stant like that but she did, She stop in the middle of the race.

I can't immagine how hurt her ego with that stunt. Never immagine in my wildest dream that She will going to do that. She hate losing. Racing is her life and even if I'm going to bet my whole life just to prove that. But what the f*ck was wrong with her? Shit. Shit. Shit. I curse at my self every now and then while slamming my fist on the stiring wheel of my car. 'What happen?' 'What was that for?' 'What's wrong with her?' 'Did she just drop it?'

The moment she step out on her loving car she tost the key to Drew and the idiot catch it imigately. She make her way to my car and hop in on the passenger seat. She didn't say anything, I never heard her explanation, she just signal me to go home. The athmosphere between the two of us inside the car was anxiety no one dare to start a conversation. I didn't even had the strength to break the silence I still love myself you know. Tsk.

The way back from the race track field leading toward home was not that too long it only take 25minutes but it felt like forever. And first time in my life that I never appriciated the silence because of the non preferable ness ambience.

Alex shot her self off on her room for three days even Hanz didn't bother to asked her what's wrong. Then the day of our flight came. She still shot her self silently.

Until I can't control myself from asking but she just gave me a cold stared that make me shut my mouth in no time. Told you guys I still want to live okay.

Everything become a chaos, the day after we unpack all our things in her house or should I say mansion she left us hanging, no one knows where did she go or what her plans. Even Hanz and Mae don't know what to do.

I waited for her call, the day become days. Still Alex was missing I felt so useless and frusrated. Even my twin was afraid to approuch me, because he know that I will going to yell at him if I'm in this kind of estate. I can see on thier eyes that they all worried but what we can do? We can't even go to the police station to make a report because it will going to be a big trouble on her. I ripped my hair on frustration. I need to do something, 5 days is enough of waiting.

F*ck Alex where the hell are you?

'I can't just sit here and wait for her to come home'. 'I need to do something'. 'I need to find her'.

I grab my car key and made my way out of my room.

"Where are you going?" Mae asked me when I'm about to past by at the living room.

"No need to find Alex she'll coming home tomorrow." Hanz

I sigh heavely and drop my body on the couch as I make my head up high.

Pagkatapos ng isang linggo ngaun ko lang naramdaman ang pagod ko. Yung pakiramdam na tumakbo ka ng sobrang layo hanggat di mo na kayang igalaw ang mga paa mo. Minsan talaga gusto ko nalang ikulong si Alex para di na makalayo pero syempre di ko kayang gawin yun sa kanya. Tsk.

"Nasaan sya ngaun?" Tanong ko kay Hanz.

"Baguio!" Sagot ni Hanz.

"Don't asked me for the details because it's hard to truck her in this kind of situation you know that." Dagdag pa nya.

Napa 'hhmm' nalang ako sa sinabi nya. Sinenyasan ko naman ang kambal ko na lumipat sa kabilang upuan para makihaga ako ng maayos.

"What are you doing?" Tasha asked me. Ngaun ko lang napansin na andito pala silang lahat.

"Sleep?" I answered sarcasticaly. Tsk.

"Why don't you go to your room?"

"Come on Tasha, I want to sleep stop winning." I harshly said as I put my arm on my forehead.

"I'm not winning you idiot."

Seriously Tasha? It's too obvious. Ohh come on I don't want to baby sit her now.

Napa tsk nalang ako saka umupo. "You better lack up your sister in her room Zian before I can say something harsh on her. That I will going to regret later. " I say seriously to Zian.

"Ohh come on Sai, did you even try to looked up your self in a mirror? I bet you're not, because you know what? You looked like a shit. What's wrong with you guys Alex is old enough, alam nya kung anong ginagawa nya. Come on She's not a baby anymore." Derederetsong sabi ni Tasha at padabog na umakyat sa hagdan papuntang kwarto nya.

Napa iling nalang ako sa inasal nya.

"I will talk to her." Sabi ni Mae at tatayo na sana pero pinigilan sya ni Zian.

"She don't know anything." Dahil sa sinabi ni Zian lahat kami napatingin sa kanya.

"What do you mean?" I ask him confusely.

He tilted his head bow down and sigh heavily while he cross his legs and put his right hand on his knee while the other one rested on the arm chair of the couch. No one try to make a conversation. Kase alam ko na kahit sila Hanz at Mae pati ang kambal ko naghihintay sa sasabihin nya. And on the second time he sigh heavily and brush his hair with his finger.

"She don't know anything.... Galit din sya kay Alex...." Mahinang sabi nya sabay tingin sakin napatango nalang ako sa kanya and wave my hand for him to continue. ".....nagsimula syang magalit kay Alex 6 years ago. Hindi ko alam kung bakit at kung anong rason kase bigla nalang nyang sinabi sakin na ayaw nya kay Alex. Yun din yung araw na umuwi kami rito. Dati hindi ko alam kung bakit gusto ng magulang namin na umuwi kaming dalawa lang dito. Nung una di ko alam ang rason. Si Tasha naman tahimik lang di ko sya makausap ng matino. Maraming nagbago, lalo na si Tasha. Isama mo pa tong bahay, pagdating namin akala ko sa bahay ng magulang namin kami uuwi pero dito kami dineretso ng sumundo samin...." I looked at him and gave him my questioning looked dahil sa huling sinabi nya. At alam kong ganun din yung tatlo. Alam ko na gusto din nilang malaman kung sinong sumundo sa kanila.

"Sinong sumundo sa inyo?" See? I told you. They want to know who was that.

Napangiti nalang si Zian kay Mae. "Brian and Red." Sagot nya sa tanong ni Mae.

"We don't know that." Nagtatakang sabi ni Hanz. Ofcourse they don't know, kase kahit ako di ko alam na sila ang sumundo sa kanila. 'Pero bakit kasama si Red?' 'Kung si Brian okay pa pero si Red?'

"Di ko din alam kung bakit kasama si Red!"

Napa huh ako sa sinabi ni Zian.

"You say it loud idiot." Sagot naman ni Seed sakin. Kaya napa tsk nalang ako sa kanya.

"Brian told me everything. Pero sabi niya wag ko daw sabihin kay Tasha. Wala syang alam sa lahat. This Mafiah thing? Ayaw ni Alex na malaman nya. Even Mom and Dad ayaw nilang malaman ni Tasha. Hindi ko alam ang rason. Gusto kong sabihin pero di ko alam kung pano. Pano ko sasabihin sa kanya na ang Papa namin ay boss ng Mafia? Pano ko ipapaliwanag sa kanya ang tungkol satin? Kilala nyo naman sya diba? She's a brat....."

"Same as Alex." Mae cut his word. While sticking her tounge. Tsk.

"No Mae....." Seryoso na sabi ni Seed sa sinabi nya. Napairap nalang si Mae sa kambal ko. ".....magkaiba sila ni Alex. Tasha is too innocent while Alex was not. Tasha can't handle this kind of situation. Mafia world will make her crazy. While Alex made the Mafia world crazy. You know what I mean Mae?....." Tanong ni Seed kay Mae.

"Tasha and Alex is like an Angel but Alex can be a devil that even satan will back off on her while Tasha can't do thesame thing as Alex." Sagot ni Hanz sa kambal ko. Napa hhmm naman si Mae sa kanya.

Hanz was right pero di ko nalang sila pinansin at natulog nalang ako.