The next day I woke up not as focused on impressing Johnny, after catching both his eyes yesterday. When I got to the bus stop, Johnny was waiting for me under the cherry tree. He told me he had a friend that he wanted me to meet, he only told me a name, where to meet and hair color; Alexandria, the bus loop, and aqua hair. Itried to ask more but he moved on to my eyes, so quick and so soft that I forgot I had more to ask. When I met Alex, the only one next to her was Johnny. She tried to jump up and run, but Johnny stopped her before she had moved. We started the same way as me and Johnny, the awkward ice break, the background, then the promises. She was decidedly the only friend I would ever have after later that week(but lets not get ahead here). She was the only other emo or scene person in the entirety of the school, other than our chem teacher, who seemed to be hitting on Johnny. That day was also my worst day so far, after getting beat the shit out of, and having to skip 5th period algebra. The bastards also managed to get Alex and Johnny, but not as bad as me. When I got home I stormed from the door straight to my room, pulled out my scissors and carved another hash mark in my bed for another day of assholes. Day 134. 150 and I drop out, my mom said. I agreed and so did Johnny and Alex. I sat down and began to cry knowi.g I could mever change the world from what is now, amd eventually, after dinner, cried myself to sleep.