Ciara POV

Me,Nicki,and Nayvadius were on our way to Tylas house to tell them about the pregnancy. I noticed how Nicki has been acting strange lately,when she's on her phone,she jumps every time I call her name,if she's not on it she's clingy as hell,not that I'm complaining,and like she's constantly contemplating something. Every time I ask her about it she says its "Not important","Nothing",or "Don't worry about it". I don't know what's up with her but I guess whenever she's ready to tell me,she will. I text Tyla and tell her to open the door,and get out the car with Nicki and Nay. She opens the door and hugs us tightly while pulling us in the house.

"I haven't seen y'all in forever" She says

"A week Tyla?" I chuckle

"Yes,we're always around each other,so a week feels like forever" She says

"Is everyone here?" I ask

"Yea" She says

We go in the living room and greet everyone else.

"So what did you have to tell us?" Drake asks

"Something special is coming" Nicki smirks

"In a few months all three of our lives will change" Nay smiles

"Tell us! Stop beating around the bush" Jhené says anxiously

I glance at Nicki and Nay skeptically before unzipping this hot ass hoodie I had on.

"I'm pregnant" I smile

"Shut up!" August smiles

"You're pregnant? Like deadass carrying a baby inside you?" Jermaine asks

"Yup" I say

"Give us all the details and I mean word for word" Safaree says

"How far you are,the gender,the due date,everything" Davis says

"I'm almost 6 months,it's a boy,I'm due in September,he moves a lot,I have bad cravings for cereal,and he likes when me and Nicki sing to him" I say

"Any names yet?" Christian asks

"We have some in mind but we wanted to wait to tell y'all,to get your opinions" Nicki says

"What about Bryson?" Davis says

"Michael" J'Shawn says

"How bout Brandon?" Chanel asks

"Or Future" Nay smirks

"Cocky ass" Jermaine says

"I really like Zahir" Nicki says

"Agreed" August says

"I'll think about it" I say

"You told your parents yet?" Drake asks

"Yea,yesterday" I say

"Well let's celebrate,we got hamburgers,corn,steak,everything,let's put them on the grill" Christian says

"You're coming with us Ci to tell us more cause I know there is" Drake smiles

I go outside with everybody and take in the moment,I'm glad I got to tell everybody.

Nicki POV

I tell Tyla and Jhené to follow me in the house and we go in Tylas room. I have to tell somebody about what happened and how I feel about it. And the worst part is I slept with Alan again the other night. I sit on the bed and sigh.

"What's up?" Jhené asks

"I did something really bad" I sigh

"Like what,just bad or unbelievable bad?" Tyla asks

"Unbelievable bad" I say as my eyes fill with tears

Just thinking of how Ciara is gonna feel breaks my heart.

"What is it?" They ask

"I cheated on Ciara" I say lowly

"You what?!" Tyla semi-yells

"No way Nicki,with who?" Jhené asks

"Alan" I cry

"He came on to you didn't he?" Tyla asks

I nod my head and try to wipe my tears away.

"Nicki we told you to be careful around him" She sighs

"I know but I found him attractive" I whine

"She's gonna want a divorce,never talk to me again,and find ways to avoid me" I cry harder

"Maybe not" Jhené says

"This is Ciara were talking about,she's gonna go IN" I yell

"She can't not talk to you again,you have rights to the baby too" Tyla says

"You think she's gonna care? My marriage is basically over! And then I slept with him again the other night" I say while laying back on the bed

"What the fuck?!" Jhené asks

"I might as well start a countdown cause I ruined everything,I keep messing things up! I know she's gonna be done for good now" I cry

"The only reason I haven't told her yet is because I don't want her to stress out and have an early delivery" I sigh

"Try to stay positive" Tyla says

"About what? The afterlife of losing my wife?" I ask

"I can be so stupid at times,everything was fine before I met Alan! She's gonna hate me!" I cry as my breathing starts to pick up

"Nicki calm the hell down before you hyperventilate and she hears you,the window is right there" Tyla says

"I just don't understand why I keep doing things that'll hurt her" I say softly and Jhené hugs me

"Just take deep breaths and relax" She says

I basically cry my soul out to them,I wish I could go back in time and change everything.

"Pull it together,you didn't tell her yet so you guys are still married,focus on that and the baby before she questions you and you tell her" Tyla says

"Tyla where's-" Christian says before he stops and walks in

"What's going on in here?" He asks

"You'll find out later but I'll be out there in a few minutes and don't tell anybody that she's crying" She says

"Ok" He says slowly

"Christian no lie,this is serious don't tell anybody" Jhené says

"Aight I got y'all" He says before walking out

"Wipe your face and drink some water,it's gonna be fine" Tyla says

I nod my head and go in the bathroom,I gotta pull it together and enjoy the times right now. Time to put on my game face.

A/N: Damn Nicki almost lost it,any name suggestions for the baby? Next update soon!