I'm addictive rn..

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BAD DREAM,

Salvator's  men froze half way , when i shot him yet not even tied to the chair . boss was amused by  my action  yet i can see it in his eyes he wanted more as in to show him what i can do. i kill with cold heart and no regrets .  the others were still loading on what just happened .

i walked out of the wear-house like nothing happend , i was still pissed at our  boss action making me waste more time , then i have . Jason needed me as soon as possible . but it was already late , i send him a text telling him our meeting is tomorrow if he wants . 

Salvator and both of his men went to their cars and i slip in  Gravanos , the entire ride was silent , you can literally hear me breathing slowly in and out . 

in and out 

Gravano didn't question my action nether did i want to hear it .

we went to the estate ,Gravano entered the code-pass and drove in as he stopes the engine and we got out , closing the door behind us we walked to the front door and walked in , i semi ran up stairs, my body felt like it's dying on it's own .

when i was done taking a shower and wore my PJ's , i laid on my bed , eyes felt like heavy wights and my body went numb as darkness clouded my surrounding .

"Max ! You better not be late," mom shouted from the kitchen, as i grabbed my backpack from the ground and run towards the front door.

sheezel ! I'm getting sick and late .

magnifico!

I growl in annoyance as my foot decided to trip and make me scrap my knee , again. stupid rag!

"Alright! Just don't wait on me ," I shouted back while slamming the door behind me and started to run like I'm in a marathon.

Okay I said i like cardio but I'm so out of fit , goddamnit! I can't breath .

It was only 15 minutes away from my home the school : i mean , but it's not my day I guess.

Woke up late .

Face not that much of the acceptable look .

Didn't eat .

Clothes from last night. Haha , I'm liv'in ma life ! Sarcasm much ? Sì.

I slow down my trill half way ; out of breath. Just 5 more minutes and I'm there .i thought.

As i was walking , fixing my clothing and bag straps . Out of nowhere a black van stopped right in front of me.

Attack mood click right there. right now.

everything was in slow motion .

A drop of sweet run down my temple , as i was fast to react, two man in black suit jump out of the van but i was already running away from them.

MAMA!! i mentally cursed .

as i stared to run for my life and feeling my muscles aching from the pain , i grape on my backpack stripes harder . when i felt one of them  closer ,i weep my bag and it hit him back ,right in the head . but just to slow him down .

i started to panic even more when i saw the other guy pissed and speeding up , i was already out of breath and getting slower as time goes by panting for breath.

i screamed but nobody could hear me neither is anyone around why is the neighborhood so quite.

what the ....?

i speed up and run up the hill-rode straight up but tripped when i didn't see the brake that's little bit raised up from the ground  creating '' tripper stone '' .

but before i could hit the ground pain shots right up from my thigh like i was on fire , i hit the ground, hands and face first as i moan in pain .

my hands run down my right thigh as my finger tips touches the wet suffers . i hissed in wrench.

i tried to get up , but it was no use. pain runs all over my body and felt numb as darkness started to surrounds me .

my breath was heavy but it begin to slow down when i totally can't feel anything ,

until dark was the only thing i felt .

i jump out of my nightmare , panting for breath and sweat all over my body and bed , my heart raced and i can feel the blood in my veins pumped rushed up my head causing me to have an headache.it wasn't a nightmare . 

no .

it was a memory ,

 a memory , when i first got shot and it wan't any normal bullet but it was filled with type of drug and snake Poisson that made me  feel numb and dose of into darkness. and your worst real nightmare . 

my body felt like it was on fire and everything else around me felt light and going in circle , i looked at the time and it was 3:54 am . i sigh and walked to the bathroom in needing of cold shower.

as the cold wet liquid run down my hot body , i staid in the same position for what seems like 5 minutes  i felt empty , i felt alone but not lonely . in the end i had to Finnish what i started and get out of the shower and Finnish my business . 

i step out of the shower and dried my body , putting some lotion on and wearing my clothes and weapons , as i step out of the room and head down stairs to the kitchen. no one was up yet . 

some maids were up and greeted me as i walk by i made some coffee and drink it as i check my phone for any new information , i had noting to do today so i had to go and check on my favorite boss of all time . 

see ... how i care ! 

i finished my coffee as i was about to walk out some of Salvator man were up , it was 6:02 am , i glanced back and turn my head as soon as gravano catch my stare and head out , jumping on my harley and speed out to  jason.