Liam's pov

We are in the middle of the where we are tour and I haven't been on Twitter in quite a while so I go on my phone and went on Twitter and see that my mentions are just full of hate messages. I start to read the messages. I see one that says '@Real_Liam_Payne why don't you just leave the band. You can't sing and you are holding the other four down from doing great music. No wonder you got kicked off the X-Factor twice.' I see another that says '@Real_Liam_Payne you should start to go on a diet you are fat' I continue reading the hate and I start to feel tears stinging my eyes. I see another that says '@Real_Liam_Payne why don't you just go kill yourself no one would miss you' I start to think that all of the haters are correct and I go into my bathroom and grab my razor blade and I cut my wrist a few times then I clean them up and go into my bed and cover myself up and I cry silently not wanting to let anyone know that I am sad. No depressed.

A few weeks later Harry's pov

We are now on the tour bus and I have been really worried about my boyfriend, Liam, he has barley spoken to anyone including me and he is also not always eating I have noticed. Today is the day I have decided to find out what is wrong with Liam. I go over to Liam's bunk and see he is asleep with dried tear tracks on his face and my heart breaks at the sight. I grab his phone from his bunk and log in and go on Twitter and see that he has got loads of mentions. I go on and read all of the hate that he has been receiving and my heart breaks that I haven't noticed that Liam is receiving hate. I look over at Liam and I see that he is beginning to wake up. I quickly turn off his phone and I put it on the shelf and I sit on the edge of his bed. "Morning Liam" he looks at me with a sad expression but his face lights up slightly when he sees me "Morning Hazza" his voice is shaky "Liam what's wrong and don't you dare say nothing. I know something is bothering you." He looks down at his lap and says nothing. I sigh "Liam I am worried about you. You never talk anymore really and when we do the concerts you look sad. You have also not been eating enough. Please I want to help you" he starts crying and I immediately hug him and I rub his back. He eventually calms down and says "The fans hate me. I should leave the band or just kill myself I am holding you back" I pull away from him and look into his eyes and I say to him firmly but not to firm because he is vulnerable at the moment. "Liam never say that again. We would be lost without you. I would be lost without you. If you killed your self then the world would loose both of us because I can't live without you" he starts crying again and I pull him back into a hug but he tries to pull away but eventually he gives in to the hug and sobs into my shoulder. I rub his back and he eventually calms down again. I hate it when he cries or anyone cries. "Come on babe let's get you something to eat. I know you are not eating enough" I feel him shake his head "I'm not hungry. Besides I am fat anyways. I don't need more food" I pull away from the hug and look him in the eyes "You are not fat there is nothing wrong with your weight. Come on please just for me." He shakes his head and pouts. I sigh and say firmly but gently at the same time "Liam you are eating something" I get off the bed and pick him up and put him over my shoulder.

Liam's pov

"Harry PUT ME DOWN NOW. I AM NOT HUNGRY" I start to struggle against Harry's grip on my waist as he carries me to the kitchen "No sorry Liam. You are eating something" Harry responds and he puts me in a chair and says "You better stay there Liam" he turns around to cook something and I get up quietly and I go to the bathroom bumping into Niall "Morning Li. How are you?" I look at my feet not wanting to show my face because of how much I have been crying this morning and respond "Morning Ni" and I shrug my shoulders "Just going to the toilet" he nods and I go into the bathroom and lock myself in then I make sure that i have a razor blade in my pocket. I feel tears falling down my face soI sit on the edge of the bath and burry my face in my hands and sob silently.

Niall's pov

After my run in with Liam I go into the kitchen "Morning Harry." He turns around and his eyes widened "Morning Niall. Where is Liam? I told him not to move from that chair" I am confused. "Liam said he was going to the toilet" Harry sighs and takes the pan off of the heat "I don't believe him" I am now even more confused "Why?" Harry sighs again "I think Liam might be depressed. He is trying to stave himself. He says he is not hungry but I have not seen him eat in 2 weeks properly I don't know if you have noticed that or not" now that Harry has mentioned that I have noticed that Liam isn't eating with us always saying he has already eaten. "Now you mention that I have noticed that." Harry looks at me "I am worried about him" Harry leaves the room.

Harry's pov

I go to the bathroom and knock on the door. "Liam I know you are in the please come out" I hear from the other side of the door "NO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE I WANT TO BE ALONE" followed by sobs and try to turn the handle on the door but it is locked. I grab the key to unlock the door from the outside and I open the door and find Liam curled up in a ball sobbing. I quietly shut the door behind me and pull him to my side and I rub his back. He pulls away and says "Just leave me ALONE" and he runs out of the bathroom. I follow him but he slams the bus door in my face. I sigh. Niall comes out. "I am guessing it didn't go as planned" I shake my head and Niall says "Maybe we should let him calm down whilst we wake Louis and Zayn up" I sigh and look at the door Liam has just run out of "Then we can all go looking for Liam. He can't have gone far" I nod and we go and wake up the others up

1 hour later still Harry's pov

"Can we go and find him now?" Niall, Louis and Zayn all nod their head and we leave the bus "Zayn and Louis you look around the stadium and Niall and I will look in the stadium. If one of us finds Liam then text the others where he is" they all nod and we go find Liam.

Louis pov

"If you were Liam where would you go if you wanted to be alone Zayn?" He shrugs his shoulders. "LIAM WHERE ARE YOU?" We search all around the stadium but can't find Liam anywhere. "Let's text Harry saying we haven't found him" Zayn nods and I grab my phone and text Harry that we haven't found Liam.

Meanwhile Harry's pov

"Where could he be Niall? What if we can't find him? What if he..." Niall cuts me off and holds me by the shoulders "Harry we will find him. Nothing is going to stop us from finding Liam ok" I nod and we continue walking for a bit and I suddenly hear sobs. I look over at Niall and he looks like he has heard it to "It's coming from the bathroom" Niall says and I nod and quietly open the door and see Liam cued up cutting and shaking while he sobs. I motion to Niall to block the exit and I run over to him and crouches in his line of view "Liam give me that blade now" I hold my hand out for him to pot the blade in. He just sobs more "NO JUST LEAVE ME TO DIE" I feel tears well up in my eyes but I knew I need to be strong for Liam "Liam please give me the blade. Niall suddenly appears and I look up and see Louis and Zayn. I whisper to Niall "Can you get the blade I can't cope anymore" he nods and I stand up and go over to Louis and hide my face in his shoulder and tears roll down my face.

Niall's pov

"C'mon give me that blade Liam it is just to keep you safe" I carefully pry Liam's hands off of the blade and throw it away and he starts sobbing more "What's wrong Liam?" He just curls in a ball and sobs. I carefully pull his arms and start to clean the cuts up and put pressure on them so they will stop bleeding. After a few minutes the bleeding has stopped and I wrap the bandages around Liam's arm and see he is still sobbing "Liam what's wrong bud?" He just continues sobbing and I pull him into a tight hug and so he can't escape though he tries to but eventually gives up "I.. I n...need that blade" he manages to sob out "Li you don't need it. Please we are all worried about you." After a while he suddenly goes quiet and I look down at him and see he has cried himself to sleep "He is asleep" Harry pulls away from Louis and comes over to us. I carefully, so I don't wake him up, move Liam into Harry's arms and he holds him close not letting him go.

Harry's pov

I pull Liam close to me and I just hold him. I whisper to him even though he is asleep "Liam please never cut again. I love you so much. I don't want to loose you" I look up at the others and say "Let's get him back to the bus so he can sleep more comfortable" they all agree and I carefully stand up picking Liam up with me. He moves in his sleep do his face is buried in my chest and his arms wrapped tightly around my neck. We go back to the bus and I say to the boys "I am going to take Liam and put him in his bunk. I might be back out but I might just lay with him" they nod and I take Liam into the bunk room and lay him down. I carefully try to pry his arms off from around my neck but he wakes up "H..Hazzy stay I don't want to be alone" he looks at me and a tear falls down his face. I immediately lay down with Liam and wipe his tear away. "Why you crying babe" he looks at me "T..the fans ha..hate me. I am also s..scared you will l..lea..leave m..me" more tears fall down his face and I hold him close "Liam there is loads of fans who love you. The fans who hate you are jealous. I will never leave you Li" he cuddles into me and closes his eyes but opens them after a couple of seconds "Don't leave me alone" I hold him tighter and if possible closer and say "Of course I won't leave you. Go to sleep love" he closes his eyes and soon soft snoring can be heard. I decide I have had enough of Liam getting hate and grab my phone and turn on the camera and hit record "Please stop sending hate to Liam. He may act strong in front of the media and the press but actual Liam is a sensitive person who finds it hard to deal with this sort of things and I have noticed that Liam is getting more hate than the rest of us, Louis, Zayn, Niall and I. If I see any lots of hate comments on Liam's posts or if anyone hears about more hate them then all of us are going to take a break of twitter for the rest of the tour. Please just stop sending hate to Liam" I carefully move the phone so that it is recording Liam " This is how he fell asleep. He cried himself to sleep" I turn the camera back to face me. "I hate it when anyone cries. Please just stop sending hate. Even though we are celebrities doesn't mean that we don't have feelings. Just because we are men doesn't mean we don't  have feelings. We are humans and not robots. All humans have feelings. Think about that. Treat people with kindness. That is the one thing I want everyone to take away from this message. Thank you for listening" I stop recording and go onto twitter and post the video with the caption 'please watch this is important to me. And then the hashtag #treateeveryonewithkindness' I look at Liam and think to myself "How can anyone hate you Liam. You are too kind for people to hate" and I kiss him on the forehead

A/n: self-harm is never an option please don't self harm.