⚠️body shaming, arguments, body dysphoria, eating disorder, burn marks plus probably more. this chapter is very sensitive towards many's, this chapter is about leo and dracos background history. ⚠️
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this is split into three parts because of how long it is.
1/3
Y/n's black pov:
"we should try and get that book, sadly draco came back before i could shove it under my shirt." leo stated, leo actually sounded smart for once in his life.

"we could go back there without trying to get caught!" i chimed in, leo tilted his head to the side then shook his head.

"i'm already on mattheos bad side, how about i stay here and watch out of draco or mattheo to come back?" leo rolled his eyes twice saying dracos name, what is his issue with him? i mean yeah he is annoying as hell.

i nodded my head and got up off of the floor, leo got up too to throw away the paper. before he did he ripped it 5 times in small pieces to make sure mattheo won't be able to read it. he crumbled it up and threw it in the trash can.

"before you go be safe and don't piss off mattheo or draco." once again leo rolled his eyes at the name of dracos name.

"i will, but i have a question for you." i said reaching the door, i turned back face leo. leo was hanging his legs off of mattheos bed. "yeah, what is it?"

"what is your issue with draco? i know he's annoying and stuff but your guys relationship is weird.. it's like one moment you guys care for each other then other times you don't?" once i got finish saying that i heard his breath hitch. he furrowed his eyebrows and gave me the look 'to go now.'

i was confused at the moment but i just chose to leave anyways, he's obviously sensitive when it comes to this topic.

Leo's pov:
my breathing was going faster and faster, my heart beat was increasing. god, why did she have to ask that question?!

i knew she was going to ask that question sooner or later but why now? i'm already stressing out how the hell we are going to get off of this island but now i'm getting small memories of all of the shit between me and draco.

•flash back• ⚠️eating disorder and body dysphoria⚠️ 3rd pov kinda.

after the car crash what happen with leonardo his mental health was going down hill, his father couldn't even get him out of bed some nights. he was in the 5 stages of guilt, he has been for 5
years now.

the father was still struggling over the moms death, he knew something bad happen when she wouldn't answer any of his texts. he knew she was going out for a work business, truth was every work business when it came to her made him scared for her life.

he was always anxious about her going on theses big cases for all of theses deaths out of town. it was getting closer and closer to their town so her boss finally decided to set out a team to discover who was behind all of theses deaths.

nex was a good crime solver and paid close attention to all of the small details to the crime scenes. her job was very stressful but she did it for her safety for her son.

after the father finally had enough with his son not getting out of bed, he sat him down for a talk at the dinner table. he made his favorite food, just like how his mom made it but he wouldn't eat it.

the father notice he wouldn't eat much, sometimes he wouldn't eat at all.

he had a sad look is his eyes, he still hasn't gotten over the death although it's been 5 years. he needs to accept the fact his mother won't come back.

"look, i think it's time for you to go too school. you're 11 years old, you need some friends." his father stated while cutting his roast meat in half with his knife.

the boy looked up at his father and furrowed his eyebrows. "i am not going to school!" he yelled and crossed his arms. leo's dad looked at him dead in the eye.

"i do not care, you need to get over your mother's death! it's been 5 years for fuck sakes! sooner or later i'm going to have a new wife and she can be your new mom, do you want that?!" he yelled while pointing his fork with meat on it.

leonardo's eyes started to tear up that's when his father realized he fucked up. leo got up off of his chair and glared at him with his eyes filled with tears.

"wait- le's, you know i don't mean that!.." his father stumbled over his words trying to make his son not so mad at his words, he let his anger get the best of him.

"whatever! fucking sign me up for that school, so i can get as far as away from you!" he yelled back letting some tears spilled out. once he said that he ran up stairs and slammed his door making the whole house shake.

"fuck!" the father yelled slamming his fists to the table. 'why do i always fuck up in this family..' he thought to himself, he let out some sobs knowing his son will never forgive him for this.

the only thing he has left of his family, he and his wife built.

~2 months later, time for school.~
leo finally got his clothes on, excitement came over him excited to find out which house he will be in! his father has been showering him with gifts for his forgiveness.

the closes his father has gotten to was 'i'll think about it.'  it was good enough for him at least.

leo rushed down the stairs and waited patiently for his dad with his suitcase in his hand. the dad came out of the kitchen with a hand over his forehead. "i can't believe my baby boy is growing up!" leo's dad faked cry, leo rolled his eyes and glared at him.

"dad, i'm only 11 shut it, i still have a few more years until i'm dead." leo said with no emotion in his voice.

'wow i raised a cheerful kid!' leo's dad thought to himself while rolling his eyes. "right... have you packed everything? your pills, clothes, underwear?" the dad was going on with his list that he made for leo and leo was not listening to a single word he said.

he was too excited to meet some new friends and to get away from his dad of course. sure his dad would find a way to send him some letters but leo wasn't sure if he would respond to him.

leo was pulled out by his thoughts by his father shouting at him "Leonardo, are you even listening?!" he's hooked his head no. the father rolled his eyes and shrugged his shoulders.

"whatever let's get going before you miss your train." leo nodded his head not wanting to talk too his father anymore.
                               •at the train.•
Leo's pov:
my dad wouldn't stop whining about how i almost forgot my pills, luckily he kept some on hand. it's ridiculous i have to have so many pills at this age.

the train finally came to a stop and that was my single to get on the train. before getting on the train my dad grabbed my shoulder. "please be safe leo." i gave him a smile. "i will, no worries."

i got on the train and looked for a seat to sit in, most of them were already full but luckily for me i found one in the back with nobody in it.

i hope nobody sits with m- that's when i heard a knock on the door like thing. i rolled my eyes and opened it there stood a blond hair boy, i furrowed my eyebrows.

i know usually teachers tell you not to judge a book by its cover but, this is not a book. this is a person. i looked him up and down, already i can tell we're going to have a problem.

he smelt like rich paper money, daddies money obviously. by his clothes and how his hair looks he's definitely a rich bratty bitchy.

the boy rolled his eyes. "look, i don't even know why am asking someone like you by the looks of your clothes style you look poor. anyways can i sit here?"

i couldn't even speak before he just sat his preppy butt down on the seat looking all happy, am about to punch this cunt in his face. i cant be getting expelled already on my first day though.. it's only been 8 minutes, god this is going to be a long train ride.
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i was looking out the window, the boy sitting next to me who i still don't know his name would not stop chewing his apple so loudly. i furrowed my eyebrows and started slamming my head into the window.

not hard enough i would get a brain bleeding or something like that.

"will you stop banging your head? it's distracting me. kill yourself later, not in front of me." once i heard that i turned my head towards him and flipped him off.

"shut up brat, you're the boy version of barbie. all fake." the barbie look alike glared at me even harder. god, me and him are going to be great friends! not.

i would never be friends with this bratty bitch.

"tch, my dad could buy your whole life." he squinted his eyes at me while furrowing his eyebrows. i rolled my eyes and grabbed my backpack from under the seat.

i pulled out my plastic water bottle that was empty and threw it at him, it hit him straight in his nose. "yeah you wish, a full humans body with all its body parts plus organs can cost a lot of money."

he groaned in annoyance from me being a smart ass also the fact i threw a plastic water bottle at him. kinda funny.

"well, that's no problem. my father is rich, filthy rich." he sassed back, i once again rolled my eyes in his dumbness.

"well one, you can't buy someone even how badly you wanna try.. secondly a humans body is worth up to 45 million dollars. i don't think your daddy wants to spend that much money on something that  wouldn't affect his life. third, it's most likely get you arrested." the last one i'm not so sure about, this world has some fucked up laws and shit. he just had his eyes wide open, i chuckled a little. that face he made was c-

"how the hell do you know all of that?! you're 12? 11?!?! that's just scares me, coming from ME." he was tripping over all of his words on how crazy or how i would probably be a psychopath once i grow up. i just started busting out laughing.

"you dumbass-" i couldn't help but wheeze while laughing so hard. "my dads a surgeon, he knows a lot about this stuff and he tells me about it for fun." that made him feel less threatened and uncomfortable.

"that's good to know i'm not sitting next to a future serial killer or a death eater."the blond mumbled under his breath but i still could hear it. i raised my left eyebrow and tilted my head. "what is a death eater?" i asked in confusion.

the barbie look alike, eyes widen but went back to normal he quickly said "it's nothing, don't worry about it."

yeah not buying it, he's acting strange. eh whatever, whatever makes this conversation end quicker will be better for me.

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it was sorting time, the professors all told us about the different houses and what they mean. i was hoping to either get ravenclaw or hufflepuff, definitely not slytherin. i don't really think i would look good in the green.

i didn't really get any of the names of the professors, however the dude with the shoulder length hair looks mean and strict.

that's just by his facial expressions though. i'll see later what he's actually like.

author note.
miss me? 💀 but on a serious note this is split in 3 different parts so y'all don't have to keep on waiting for me to update. however i've been seeing a lot of leo x draco so why not make a chapter just for them. not saying that they are dating though

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