I hear my phone ringing but the hot water from the shower was taking control over my body. I couldn't really focus with the thoughts of her just running through my head. I rubbed my nipple and let the hot water hit my face. I wanted her , I wanted to feel her, it's crazy.
       I stepped out the shower and got myself ready for bed. Not really checking my phone nor caring who was texting , I clicked on Spinrilla. I layed my phone on my chest while listening to Jhene Akio. Sometime between thinking and listening I zoned out. I just layed there. Just in thought, just in peace.

        I was really spaced out I starred at the ceiling fan. Watching it spin just thinking about what she said . . . "I'm Not Gay" . I said it out loud to make sure I got it . I replayed her saying it but something wasn't right.
      She arched into my touch, like she wanted to feel my hands else where. She flirted back with me with no regrets. The way she bites her bottom lip when I kiss her ear. The moan that left her mouth, my gawd I was so ready to just lift her up in the air and explore her with my tongue . It was killing me not to taste her, I wanted her nails in my skin. I crave her but that's not it.
      She took too long to confirm that she was not gay. She repeated it back to herself to make sure she was sure. She lost herself for a second searching for her answer. That's when I knew , I was for sure she was lying and I was going to prove it !