I coughed up flower petals in the sink. Unfortunately I'm in love with a boy named kokichi ouma.

This is so stupid, now is not the time to get a crush! I'm in a death game and I need to try and survive not want cuddles!

I washed my face up but the bags under my eyes were still visible.

"Oh well it's not like it changes anything"

I headed to go get some breakfast. I'm sure Kirumi made something good.

When I get to the cafeteria I see kokichi messing with miu, I really wish he would love me back.

I'm going to end up dying if he doesn't but I'm sure someone like him only cares about himself.

I watched him look so happy around the others.

"Hey! Screw off you little gremlin!"

"Huh? Miu I only bother hoes like you! Maybe if you admit to staring at kaedes boobs I'll leave you alone"

"Shut up kokichi I'd never look at bakamatsus boobs mine are way bigger than hers anyway"

Even if kokichi wanted to be annoying to me I'd still appreciate it, I need to get his attention.

I bet if I put on makeup he will come say something about it, ya I'm sure that's it I'm probaly just not his type!

Hes probably into pretty people and I look like i don't get enough sleep.

Kokichi walks up to me.

"Hey there y/n wheres you weird friend tenko?"

"Kokichi I only hung out with her once and why is it your concern?"

"How meeeeaaan! We dont need that lesbian simp anyway!"

"Hey don't be mean Tenko is not a simp she just really likes himiko"

"Oh are you a simp now? I'm sure a ugly girl like you is just her type! Go find her y/n"

He ran off.

H-how could he say such mean things to me? I geuss I should go put on makeup.

I go back to my room to fix my face.

I feel my stomach twist and before I realize it's to late, I throw up flower petals all over the ground and this time theres blood with it.

I quickly clean it up knowing I can't waste a second, I need to earn kokichis love before I die from this disease.

I put on lipstick and some other things then go find kokichi, I'm sure he will like me a little better.

"Hey kokichi!"

I find him harassing kiibo in the hall.

"What is it y/n?"

"How do I look?"

He starts laughing "did you really think putting some makeup on would get you compliments you sound like miu!"

"H-huh? That's not what I was trying to do"

I then feel my airways close off, tons of flower petals come out of my mouth and then blood rushes out.

I fall to the ground dead.

"W-wait no y/n I had no idea you had hanahaki disease!"

"Please don't die I care about you! I was just messing with you I want to get to know you!"

He cries without spilling a lie for once.

Sorry for the angst I'll try to post some happy stuff soon if you guys would like that.