A/N: Hey guys! I'm sorry for being so late updating, but I'm so busy and I don't find any inspiration right now, so I'll be trying to think for a little bit of time and I hope to update soon! I love you all x.

''Ville's still having feelings for me.'' I mumbled as I arrived Jonne's apartment.

''I told you, well, we told you.'' Jonne said laughing. ''Did he treat you well?''

''Of course, he always does.'' I replied sitting on a chair of the kitchen.

''He better does.'' He whispered. ''Or I...''

''You will end him, I know.'' I rolled my eyes quickly and he nodded his head. ''Look Jonne, I'm going to travel to Turku the next week.''

''With who? And why?'' He asked, then he lit a cigarette.

''With Ville and because my brother's living there.'' I said.

''So you're finally going to see him?'' He asked again smiling. I nodded my head twice. ''I'm so, so happy for you honey.''

''Thank you so much for everything.'' I whispered hugging him.

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''Don't forget to call me when you're there, right?'' Jonne repeated for the third time.

''Okay dad.'' I joked rolling my eyes. ''Anything else?''

''Yes, come here.'' He said and hugged me. ''Please, be careful, take care of yourself and the most important thing, have fun, my darling.''

''I will, and I'll try to buy you something.'' I said laughing.

''Nastya, we've got to go.'' Ville said and I nodded my head. ''I'll miss you.'' I whispered and kissed Jonne's cheek before I was about the enter the car again.

''You okay?'' Ville asked when we were about to arrive at the airport.

''Yeah, I'm just nervous.'' I sighed and he put his arm around my shoulders, kissing then my head lightly.

''You can sleep if you want, it's a short flight.'' He said and I nodded my head.

I fell asleep onto his shoulder for almost an hour. I was pretty tired too, I couldn't sleep that night because of the thought of see again my brother after a really long time.

I didn't knew how to talk with Ville after all the things we told each other, about what we spoke that day. If I tried or we tried to be together again, probably my brother would kill Ville or he would get so mad at us.

Ville drove us to my brother's house after we left the airport. We didn't talk and the silence was a little bit awkward. As none of us talked or started a conversation, I decided to call Jonne to tell him we were okay.

''We're here.'' Ville said. I took his hand before he could exit the car.

''Ville.'' I whispered looking at the house that was supposed to be of my brother. ''Are we going to tell about us or whatever we are to Eicca?'' I asked.

''He will ask us, but separately.'' He sighed. ''Anyways, Nastya... We're nothing, we didn't talked about us.''

''I know.'' I mumbled disappointed. ''I'd like to have that conversation with you after this.''

''Well, then we'll have it.'' He said stroking my hand. ''But now, let's go.'' He kissed my cheek and we both left the car.

After a few minutes waiting outside, someone opened the door when Ville spoke to tell who we were. We both walked through the garden or better said, the ice garden, until we got inside. I bit my lower lip roughly waiting at the door as I stroked a necklace that was inside the pocket of my cardigan. That necklace had just two white and black feathers, and was one of the two that my mother gave to Eicca and me when we were children before we didn't see anymore our family. I decided to take it with me because I knew Eicca would know who I were.

''Are you okay?'' Ville asked suddenly.

''I don't know.'' I mumbled shaking my head and shrugging. I turned back to take a breath before what was about to happen.

''Valo, how long.'' A male voice spoke and I froze. ''Give a hug, come on.''

''It's been... Three years?'' Ville said laughing. I didn't want to turn back, I couldn't.

''Maybe, or more.'' He said chuckling. ''And who's the lady next to you?''

''Huh, well...'' Ville said touching my arm lighly.

''Don't you know who I am, Eicca?'' I asked turning back to see them.

''Nastya?'' Eicca asked shocked.

''Exactly, I'm Nastya.'' I mumbled giving him the necklace. He hugged me immediately when he saw it.

''You're a grown woman.'' He whispered kissing my head.

''I missed you, I've been missing you so bad all these years.'' I sobbed hugging him tightly. ''I've been looking for you since the day you left.''

''Darling, look at me.'' He said and took my face between his hands. ''I had to go and I couldn't tell you why, but now I'm here, right?''

I nodded my head twice hugging him again. He chuckled and stroked my hair again.

''Come in, please.'' Eicca suggested and we both entered his house when I separated from him.

My brother was my weakness, to be honest. We always had a lot of arguments as all siblings, but I always ended up forgiving him or vice versa. If there was someone I could trust, that was Eicca. Not only because he was my brother, but because he was the one who took care of me when I was a kid.

''Do you want something to eat or drink?'' He asked when we sat down the couch.

''I want cookies if you have.'' I said and he nodded his head. ''Huh, and Ville wants a bottle of beer.''

''Nastya, the makeup.'' Ville whispered looking at me. ''Hurry up and fix it, he's going to notice...''

''That's it.'' I said when I finished. ''Do I look nice?''

''Perfect.'' Ville chuckled. After a couple minutes, Eicca came with the bottle of beer and a pack of cookies.

''Well, tell me how have you all been.'' He said wrapping his left arm around my shoulders as I ate.

''So, after you left, we lived together like three months and then we moved away from each other.'' Ville answered taking a sip of his beer. ''And two or three years after that, I went to Helsinki because of work, I went to a pub which is so famous and a lot of people told me about, and well, Nastya was working there.''

''It is... Nice.'' Eicca mumbled as Ville stopped talking. ''So, are you still working with the band?''

''Yeah, now we're on vacation, but we're still working together.'' Ville replied with a grin. ''What about you? What are you doing now?''

''Right now I have some plans to do, but nothing official.'' He said chuckling. ''You can stay here if you want, please.''

''I see.'' Ville said.

''I'd love to, I need to spend time with you and talk about everything.'' I said laughing.

''And...'' Eicca said but someone opened the door.

''Eicca?'' A girl asked and then she came to the lounge. ''Huh, hi?'' She asked confused.

''Hey love.'' He said getting up. I raised my eyebrows looking at Ville. He shrugged, then he sat closer to me. ''Alexandra, this is Ville, a good old friend of mine.'' He said and Ville waved his hand lighly. ''And this is Nastya, my sister, you know.'' I did the same as Ville.

''So you're Ville and Nastya?'' Alexandra asked us and we both nodded our heads slowly. ''Eicca have talked a lot about you!'' She said smiling.

''C'mon and sit, you need to rest.'' Eicca said to her while he kissed her forehead.

''So...'' I whispered looking at them.

''Ville, I need your help with some stuff and...'' Suddenly my brother said getting up.

''Okay, I'm going.'' Ville whispered and kissed my cheek lightly, leaving me alone with Alexandra.

''Huh, Alexandra?'' I asked her after a few minutes of silence.

''Yes?'' She asked back.

''You're so beautiful.'' I mumbled and she chuckled blushing.

''Thank you, Nastya... You're so beautiful too.'' She said and I chuckled.

''Are you pregnant?'' I asked her suddenly. ''It's just because my brother told you to rest and...''