Y/N sat on the sofa watching Keeping Up with The Kardashians reruns as she waited for Kendall to come home. They had planned on enjoying a romantic night in, but Kendall had a PR stunt planned for the night.

Y/N’s attention was taken away from the current KUWTK episode by her phone’s continuous buzzing. She looks at her phone confused when she sees a message from her friend Abby.

Abby 🤩😎:
I’m so sorry Y/N/N.

Y/N furrows her eyebrows in confusion until she sees a link attached to the message.

She follows the link and is taken to an article with the headline,‘Kendall Jenner Spotted Out at Nobu, Malibu, with Bae Jordan Clarkson.’ She scrolls down until she sees a picture showing Jordan leaning over the table and kissing Kendall

“What the fuck!” Y/N screams as she throws her phone toward the opposite side of the sofa. “Fuck you Kendall Jenner!” she sobs, sinking further into the sofa as she continues sobbing and ignoring the ringing of her phone.

“Y/N open the door!” Kylie screams, twenty minutes later, as she bangs on the door of Kendall and Y/N's house. “Y/N, please open the door. I need to make sure that you’re okay!” she pleads desperately as the other girl merely stays on the couch sobbing, not hearing Kylie’s pleas.

“For fuck’s sakes Y/N, open the goddamn door!” Kylie screams again, this time loud enough to catch Y/N’s attention. She scrambles off the couch, stumbling toward the door.

“I came as soon as I saw the news.” Kylie says as she embraces Y/N, who collapses into her arms after opening the door. “I’m so sorry.” Kylie says, trying to soothe the sobbing girl.

She tries to help Y/N stand up and manages to move her inside the house, collapsing on the floor with their backs against the wall.

“Tonight, was going to be the first night we could enjoy alone together in over a month.” Y/N sobs. “I know. I’m sorry. But you know it’s all just a PR stunt, she loves you Y/N.” Kylie tries to reason.

“They were kissing Kylie! She promised that she wouldn’t be kissing anyone except me!” Y/N sobs. “How am I supposed to know what’s fake anymore?” Y/N asks desperately.

“I’m sorry Y/N. But I know Kenny loves you more than anything.” Kylie says, trying to comfort the girl. “If she loved me so much then why am I still her dirty little secret. I'm tired of feeling like her dirty little secret.” Y/N says.

“You know how hard it is for her. They won’t let her come out, but she’s working on it Y/N. She really does love you and we both know she hates keeping you a secret and doing all these PR stunts.” Kylie says, defending her older sister.

“I know Kylie and I love her too, but I hate that this keeps happening. We’ve been together for two years. How much longer?” Y/N asks. “I can’t answer you on that. But don’t let it…” Kylie starts but is interrupted when the front door next to them is opened and Kendall walks in saying, “Honey I’m…” she stops when she sees a crying Y/N trying to desperately wipe her tears while Kylie holds her.

“Baby, what’s wrong?” Kendall asks concerned as she goes to sit down next to Y/N, trying to wrap her arms around her but Y/N flinches at her touch and moves slightly away from her and deeper into Kylie’s embrace.

“Y/N what’s going on?” Kendall asks, hurt at Y/N refusing her embrace. “I’m gonna go and let you two talk.” Kylie says softly as she gets up from the floor. “No, Kylie…” Y/N starts but Kylie shakes her head.

“You guys need to talk this out. Call me later.” she says as she places a soft kiss to Y/N’s head. She then turns her head and sends Kendall a stern ‘you better fix this’ look before she leaves the house, leaving Y/N and Kendall who look at each other in silence.

“Please tell me what’s wrong.” Kendall begs as she reaches out for Y/N, who walks back to the living room, picking up her phone from the sofa.

“This is what’s fucking wrong Kendall. You kissed him!” Y/N exclaims as she hands Kendall the phone, still open on the article and the picture of Jordan kissing Kendall. “Shit.” Kendall mutters under her breath before going to kneel in front of Y/N.

“I’m sorry baby. I swear I didn’t kiss him. He just kissed me out of nowhere and I froze. I didn’t have time to react. I didn’t know the paparazzi saw it. I’m so sorry baby.” Kendall says sincerely, grabbing Y/N’s hands and looking into her eyes which are still red and puffy from crying.

“I can’t keep doing this Kendall. It hurts so much.” Y/N says with a soft sob. “I know baby and I hate it so much; you know I do. But you need to know that I love you so fucking much. I don’t care who they force me to go out with. My heart will always be yours.” Kendall says sincerely, reaching out her hand to cup Y/N’s cheek, forcing her to look at Kendall’s face.

“I’ll make it up to you I swear. I’ll talk to my PR team and see if I can have a break from all these PR stunts. It’s just going to be me and you baby. I know we can’t be public yet, but we just have to be patient.” Kendall says, trying to reassure Y/N.

Y/N looks at Kendall and sees the sincerity and desperation swimming in her eyes. “You promise?” she asks softly, her voice hoarse from the crying. “Just the two of us?” she continues. “I promise you Y/N/N. Just you and me.” Kendall says desperately as she gets up and sits next to Y/N, wrapping her arms around the y/h/c-haired girl.

“Ok, I love you Kenny.” Y/N says as burrows further into Kendall’s embrace. “I love you too, so fucking much.” Kendall says, holding Y/N tighter. “Let’s go to bed baby.” Kendall says softly as she moves off the sofa and picks Y/N up, carrying her to their bedroom.
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8 Months Later

“Do you really have to go to the Met Gala looking like that? That’s a lot of skin.” Y/N whines over FaceTime as she sees Kendall in her La Perla dress.

“I do have to go to the Met Gala looking like this baby.” Kendall says, chuckling at her girlfriend’s whining. “I should’ve gone with you to New York. You look way too sexy Kenny.” Y/N says. “I told you to come with me, but you said you were working…” Kendall replies rolling her eyes.

“Yeah and I don’t want to be there when you have your thing with A$AP.” Y/N says with a hint of anger. “I’m sorry baby. You know that I would go with you if I could.” Kendall apologises.

“Kendall, we need to go take photos.” someone screams.

“I need to go baby. I love you.” Kendall says as looks lovingly at Y/N. “I love you too Kendoll. Enjoy your night baby.” Y/N says before they end the call.

A Few Hours Later

“What the actual fuck!” Y/N exclaims as she looks at the image of Kylie taking a picture of A$AP with his hands on Kendall’s ass.

Y/N takes her phone and immediately calls Hailey. “What the fuck is going on Hailey!” Y/N exclaims once the younger girl answers her phone.

“What’s going on about what?” Hailey asks confused. “I saw the pictures Hailey.” Y/N says accusingly. “Which pictures Y/N, you need to be specific.” Hailey says, still confused.

“The pictures of Kendall and A$AP!” Y/N exclaims. “I thought this was just a PR thing, but he’s got his hands all over her ass, for what? They’re not in front of any cameras. How many pictures do they want with his hand on her ass? What’s going on!?” Y/N rants, not giving Hailey an opportunity to reply.

“Listen Y/N, I don’t know what to tell you. She asked Kylie and Kim to take that picture. I just think she’s kinda tipsy, and they’re just friends.” Hailey tries to reason. “They don’t look like ‘just friends’ Hails and she’s not answering my calls. What am I supposed to think?” Y/N asks, fuming. “I don’t know Y/N. I’m sorry.” Hailey apologises.

“Can you please just put her on the phone? I need to know what’s going on.” Y/N asks, defeated with the whole situation. “Ok, I’ll get her.” Hailey replies.

“Hey baby.” Kendall says with a slight slur. “What the fuck is going on with you and A$AP?” Y/N asks. “What do you mean? Baby, it’s just a PR stunt, you know that.” Kendall says, defending herself.

“So now PR stunts include some asshole with his hands on your ass when there’s no one there? I thought PR stunts were supposed to be public, not just behind closed doors with his hand on your ass. How am I supposed to feel?” Y/N rants.

“Fucking chill Y/N, and Rakim isn’t an asshole, he’s my friend. It’s like you don’t trust me.” Kendall huffs, annoyed with Y/N's questions. “You know what, fuck you Kendall! Go have fun with your ‘friend’ Rakim!” Y/N screams angrily before hanging up.

“Here’s your phone Hails.” Kendall says, handing the phone back to Hailey. “Are you guys ok?” Hailey asks concerned. “No, she’s overreacting. She knows all the stuff with Rakim is just a PR stunt.” Kendall says tiredly.

“Maybe she doesn’t see it that way. You need to understand it from her point of view. You’re her girlfriend and she has to see you getting close with Rakim, who has his hands all over you.” Hailey tries to reason.

“Not you too Hails. Listen I get it and I hate doing it too but it’s what has to be done. I don’t know what she wants me to do and anyway, Rakim and I are just friends. I’m not going to cheat on her.” Kendall says, still defending herself.

“I know Ken, but you need…” Hailey starts but is interrupted by A$AP coming to sit next to Kendall.

“Hey sexy, I was wondering where you went.” he says, ignoring Hailey. “Hailey needed me for something.” Kendall says, smiling at A$AP. “Your sister’s doing that bathroom selfie thing, let’s go. We wouldn’t wanna miss it.” he says with a smirk as Kendall nods in agreement before getting up from her chair.

“You coming Hails?” Kendall asks looking back at her friend. “No, you guys go ahead.” Hailey says softly. “Let’s go.” A$AP says as he leads Kendall away with his hand on her waist.

“What’s wrong?” Gigi says, sitting in the chair Kendall just left. “Y/N just called, and she was upset about Kendall’s pics with Rakim.” Hailey explains. “I can understand that. I would be pissed too. I’m surprised Y/N was okay with it in the first place.” Gigi says.

“She wasn’t but she didn’t want another fight with Kenny. I just think that Kendall and all these PR stunts are straining their relationship and I’m worried that Y/N might just break and end it all.” Hailey explains. “Don’t stress too much about it. We can’t meddle.” Gigi says, trying to comfort the other blonde girl. “You’re right.” Hailey says with a heavy sigh.
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3 Days Later

“Y/N, I’m home.” Kendall calls out as she walks through her front door. “In the kitchen.” Y/N calls out.  

Kendall walks into the kitchen to find Y/N sitting at the island, wearing one of her hoodies, a pair of Adidas sweats and black slides with plain white socks. She furrows her eyebrows in confusion when she sees one of Y/N’s travel backpacks on the island next to her car keys and phone.

“Y/N what’s going on?” Kendall asks confused, walking closer to her girlfriend, noticing how puffy and red her eyes are. “We need to talk Kendall.” Y/N says softly as she watches Kendall look at her, eyes filled with concern and confusion.

“Look, I know I fucked up the night of the gala but I’m sorry baby. I’ll make it up to you. I’ll do anything.” Kendall says, knowing the danger behind Y/N's words. “Not this time Ken. I think we need to take a break. I can’t keep doing this.” Y/N says with a slight sniffle.

“No, Y/N c’mon. I’m sorry baby. I’m going to do better. We don’t need to take a break. I can’t lose you.” Kendall begs as she reaches for Y/N’s hands, bringing the slightly shorter girl closer to her. “I’m sorry Kendall. But I can’t anymore.” Y/N says as she pushes away from Kendall, creating space between them.

“Y/N please don’t do this, please. I can’t do this without you.” Kendall begs as she tries to get closer to the other girl, who has a few tears streaming down her cheeks.

“I love you Y/N. I love you so fucking much.” Kendall cries. “I know and I love you too. This is why I have to do this.” Y/N says, trying to wipe her tears.

“If you loved me, you wouldn’t be leaving me.” Kendall says. “I’m leaving you because I love you Kendall. I don’t want us to end up hating each other. I can’t handle these PR stunts anymore. I can’t do it; I want to, and I know it isn’t your fault, but I'm just so tired of all this shit. I don’t want to end up resenting you. I love you too much.” Y/N tries to explain, her heart breaking at the sight of Kendall sobbing.

“I love you Kenny, so fucking much, but I need to let you go and you need to let me go.” Y/N says as she moves closer to Kendall, wiping her tears with her thumbs, before wrapping her arms around her.

“Please don’t leave me.” Kendall sobs as she nuzzles her head against Y/N’s neck. “I don’t want to, but I have to. This relationship isn’t healthy anymore. We need time apart to heal and to grow. I need time away from all of this.” Y/N tries to explain, placing a kiss against the taller girl’s hair.

“You promised you wouldn’t leave me.” Kendall sobs softly, with a hint of anger, pushing Y/N away from her. “I know, but this is for the best, you’ll see.” Y/N tries to reason.

“Fuck you! You know that’s bullshit.” Kendall screams. “It’s not. I don’t want to do this Kendall, but I have to, for both of us.” Y/N says. “How is this for both of us?” Kendall asks.

“I don’t want to make you choose between me and your career Kendall. I would hate myself if I did. But I also can’t sit and watch you do all those PR stunts. My heart can’t take it anymore. I love you and I want you to be happy and thrive in your career, so I’m not going to force you to make a choice….” Y/N says tearfully. “I thought we spoke about all this. You know I’ve been trying Y/N.” Kendall says, interrupting Y/N.

“I know and we did, but I don’t want you to make the decision for me. It has to be for you. I won't force you to risk everything you’ve worked so hard for. I’m not that kind of person. You need to come out when you’re ready and when you want to. It needs to be your decision.” Y/N says before grabbing her backpack and keys.

“I love you Kendall and one day you’ll see that I’m making this decision so you don’t have to. You’ll realise that it’s for the best and it’s because I love you and I’ll never stop loving you.” she continues before placing a chaste goodbye kiss on Kendall’s lips.

“I love you so much.” Y/N whispers against the crying model's lips before going to walk out of the house.

“Y/N, please.” Kendall begs as she runs after her. “I can’t, not now. But call me when you’re ready.” Y/N says with a small smile before closing the door and leaving Kendall, who collapses on the floor crying.

Kendall takes out her phone and calls Kylie who says, “Hey Ken, what’s wrong?” when she hears her older sister sobbing on the other side of the line.

“Y/N broke up with me.” Kendall manages before breaking down. “I’m on my way.” Kylie says as she hangs up the phone and dials Khloé’s number.

“Hey what’s up?” Khloé asks. “You’re with Kim and Kourt right?” Kylie asks as she rushes out to her car. “Yeah, why?” Khloé asks confused. “Get your asses to Kendall’s house, Y/N just broke up with her.” Kylie says as she starts the car. “Oh shit ok. We’re on our way.” Khloé says. “I’m gonna call Hailey and Gigi and I’ll meet you guys there.” Kylie says, pulling out of her driveway before she hangs up.

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“Kenny open the door, it’s me.” Kylie screams as she bangs on the door. “It’s open.” Kendall screams out and Kylie opens the door.

“Kendall, where are you?” Kylie asks panicked. “I’m in the kitchen.” Kendall screams mid-sob. Kylie runs to the kitchen where she finds Kendall sobbing on the floor with her back against the island.

“Oh, honey.” Kylie says sympathetically as she goes to sit next to her older sister, wrapping her arms around the model.

“What happened?” Kylie asks as Kendall sobs into her shirt. “She said sh-she’s doing it because she l-loves me and she doesn’t want to force me to c-come out, b-but she's t-tired and can’t take the PR stunts anymore.” Kendall sobs as she tries to take deep breaths to calm herself down.

“Hey, we saw the door was open, so we came in.” Hailey interrupts as she and Gigi join the two Jenner sisters on the floor. “Are you ok sweetie?” Hailey asks as she rubs Kendall’s back. “No, I want her back, I need her.” Kendall cries.

Khloé, Kourtney and Kim walk in five minutes later to find Kendall sobbing in Gigi and Kylie's arms and Hailey preparing tea. “We came as soon as we could.” Kim says after they all greet each other.

“What happened?” Khloé asks Hailey softly as she goes to help her make the tea. “Apparently Y/N left because she can’t handle the PR stunts and doesn’t want to end up resenting Kenny.” Hailey explains. “I wanna call her and ask her if she’s ok, nobody knows where she is, and I can only imagine how heartbroken she is.” she continues.

“You should do that. Y/N is family too and I would want to know if she’s ok.” Khloé says. “Ok, can you please keep an eye on the water? I’m going to call her.” Hailey says as she pulls out her phone and moves to the other room.

“Hey Y/N, where are you? Are you ok?” Hailey asks as Y/N answers the call. “Are you with Kendall?” a tearful Y/N asks. “Yeah, I’m at your house but I want to know where you are so I can come and see you and make sure you’re ok.” Hailey says worried as she hears sniffles from Y/N.

“No, don’t worry about me. You need to be there for Kendall, she’s going to need you more than I need you. I broke up with her, I don’t deserve you guys coming to comfort me.” Y/N sobs into the phone.

“No, Y/N, tell me where you are so I can come and check up on you.” Hailey argues.

“You can’t get to me right now. Just… please stay with her and make sure she’s ok. Make sure she knows that I love her, but I needed to do this.” Y/N says tearfully.

“Y/N, where are...” Hailey says before she's interrupted by the other girl. “Hails, stop... I need you to help Kendall find her happiness. Just make sure that she’s going to be ok. You don’t need to worry about me. I’ll be ok.” Y/N begs over the phone.

“No, Y/N, just…” Hailey begins but is interrupted by Y/N saying, “I need to go. Love you Hails. Make sure Kenny’s okay.” before hanging up.

A/n: Will Y/N and Kendall get back together? Part 2 will be up soon.

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